Relax
Huxlxy Lyrics


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Am I paranoid
'Cause I smoke too much
Drink too much
I avoid
The love and the lust
From the girls and boys
'Cause they like to fight
Like to fuck
I destroy the ones that I trust
I can barely breathe
And I panic too easily

Oh all that I need is to relax
Take it easy
Watch me collapse
When I fall I fall deep
If I relapse
Please believe me
I wish I had
Fallen asleep

Am I insecure
'Cause I know too much
Think too much
I adore
The pain and rush
From the girls and boys
'Cause they like to fight
Like to fuck
I destroy the ones that I trust
I can barely breathe
And I panic too easily

Oh all that I need is to relax
Take it easy
Watch me collapse
When I fall I fall deep
If I relapse
Please believe me
I wish I had
Fallen asleep

Oh I can't rely
On my own mind
Don't you think that I have tried
Can't deny the disease that I've got
Oh I can't rely
On my own mind
Something inside me has died
I'll be fine

I know what I need is to relax
Take it easy
Watch me collapse
When I fall I fall deep
If I relapse
Please believe me
I wish I had
Fallen asleep
Got to relax
Take it easy
Watch me collapse
When I fall I fall deep
If I relapse
Please believe me




I wish I had
Fallen asleep

Overall Meaning

The song "Relax" by Huxlxy is about the struggles of dealing with addiction and mental health issues. The lyrics mention smoking and drinking excessively, avoiding love and lust, and destroying relationships with people who are trusted, all of which are common symptoms of addiction. The lines "Am I insecure 'cause I know too much/Think too much" indicate the difficulty of dealing with internal thoughts and feelings that can often contribute to mental health issues such as anxiety and paranoia. Overall, the song portrays the need for relaxation and ease in order to combat these struggles.


The chorus emphasizes this need for relaxation, and the repetition reinforces the importance of taking a step back to refocus and calm down. The line "When I fall I fall deep/If I relapse please believe me" points towards the possibility of relapsing and the importance of having a support system that will believe and help in the process of recovery. The final lines "Got to relax/Take it easy/Watch me collapse" show an almost desperate need for help and a recognition of the difficulty of dealing with these issues alone.


Line by Line Meaning

Am I paranoid
Do I become extremely suspicious or fearful about things that are unlikely or irrational


'Cause I smoke too much
Because I have the habit of smoking excessively


Drink too much
Consume alcohol in excessive quantities


I avoid
I steer clear of


The love and the lust
Both caring and sexual desires


From the girls and boys
From both males and females


'Cause they like to fight
Because they have the tendency to engage in conflicts or disputes


Like to fuck
Have the inclination towards sexual activities


I destroy the ones that I trust
I ruin people I have faith in


I can barely breathe
I am unable to take in enough air


And I panic too easily
I become anxious or frantic without much reason


Oh all that I need is to relax
I just require enough rest to calm down


Take it easy
Take a break, stay calm


Watch me collapse
Observe how I break down


When I fall I fall deep
When I fail, I do so extensively


If I relapse
If I return to a less desirable state after a hard-won improvement


Please believe me
I request you to have faith in my words or actions


I wish I had
I want to have


Fallen asleep
To have entered a state of slumber


Am I insecure
Do I lack confidence in myself


'Cause I know too much
Because I am knowledgeable about too many things


Think too much
Mentally process too often


I adore
I am fond of or cherish


The pain and rush
Both suffering and the intense feeling of excitement


From the girls and boys
From both males and females


'Cause they like to fight
Because they have the tendency to engage in conflicts or disputes


Like to fuck
Have the inclination towards sexual activities


I destroy the ones that I trust
I ruin people I have faith in


I can barely breathe
I am unable to take in enough air


And I panic too easily
I become anxious or frantic without much reason


Oh all that I need is to relax
I just require enough rest to calm down


Take it easy
Take a break, stay calm


Watch me collapse
Observe how I break down


When I fall I fall deep
When I fail, I do so extensively


If I relapse
If I return to a less desirable state after a hard-won improvement


Please believe me
I request you to have faith in my words or actions


I wish I had
I want to have


Fallen asleep
To have entered a state of slumber


Oh I can't rely
I cannot trust


On my own mind
To have confidence in my own thoughts


Don't you think that I have tried
I certainly have attempted


Can't deny the disease that I've got
Cannot refuse the illness that I have


Something inside me has died
Something within me has perished


I'll be fine
I will be okay


I know what I need is to relax
I am aware that taking rest is what I require


Got to relax
It is essential to take rest


Watch me collapse
Observe how I break down


When I fall I fall deep
When I fail, I do so extensively


If I relapse
If I return to a less desirable state after a hard-won improvement


Please believe me
I request you to have faith in my words or actions


I wish I had
I want to have


Fallen asleep
To have entered a state of slumber




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Been playin' it when I hang with friends, and man...


(ah, the anticipation!)

everyone loves it. Continue :D
Would love to talk with ya some time. You seem chill
-Nemo

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