I'm OK
I-Octane Lyrics

Saw you just yesterday
The singer saw someone they know yesterday.

And you asked if I was okay
The person asked if the singer was okay.

Yeah, I lied to you yesterday
The singer lied to the person about being okay.

I keep on lying and I keep on lying
The singer continues to lie about being okay.

Maybe the world has just spun the wrong way
The singer feels like the world is messed up.

And we’re growing in reverse just needing escape
The singer feels like they are regressing and need to get away.

‘Cause I don’t feel grown up yet
The singer doesn't feel like an adult yet.

I don’t have my shit fixed
The singer doesn't have their life together.

I’m not an adult yet
The singer doesn't consider themselves to be a full adult.

Don’t know what I’m doing
The singer doesn't know what they are doing with their life.

Sleepy days too plentiful
The singer is having too many lazy days.

To escape the everyday
The singer needs a break from their regular routine.

My worries are too physical
The singer's worries are affecting their physical health.

I wish I could shake them
The singer wishes they could get rid of their worries.

Never thought that I’d get this far
The singer didn't expect to make it this far in life.

Never thought I’d make it out alive
The singer didn't think they would survive their past.

My past wasn’t worth dying for
The singer's past was difficult, but not worth dying over.

But damn it really fucking tried
The singer's past was very challenging.

I swear that I’m fine
The singer claims that they are okay.

I swear I’m okay
The singer insists that they are okay.

I’m doing real fine
The singer claims to be doing well.

I’m doing real great
The singer claims to be doing great.

Hope you’re well but
The singer wishes the person well.

Let’s not dwell
The singer doesn't want to dwell on their problems.

There's nothing wrong
The singer doesn't think anything is wrong.

When the Food’s left untouched
The singer isn't eating enough.

And you’re worried and think it might just be enough
The person is worried that the singer isn't eating enough.

And I’m waiting for that last straw to break
The singer is afraid of reaching their breaking point.

Worried and waiting for better days
The singer is hoping for a better future.

And the demons they just won’t go away
The singer is haunted by their past.

And those skeletons creep out of closets one day
The singer's past traumas resurface from time to time.

Keep those closets shut and change your name
The singer wants to move on from their past and start anew.

Cut your hair off again and move to another state
The singer wants to make a fresh start by changing their appearance and location.

And maybe I’m losing it
The singer is worried that they are losing their grip on reality.

Is this my life or just my mistakes
The singer is questioning whether their life is a result of their own mistakes.

Maybe I’m through with this
The singer is considering giving up.

But I keep working for better days
Despite their struggles, the singer is trying to improve their life.

The thoughts in the back of my head
The singer's negative thoughts.

Told me not to trust anyone much
The singer is having trust issues.

The worries I hold within me
The singer's internal worries.

They like to come out at night
The singer's worries become more apparent at night.

Maybe I should fix my head
The singer needs help to improve their mental health.

Maybe the past Was better instead
The singer is questioning whether their past was better than their present.

Maybe I should just Kill myself, dead
The singer has fleeting thoughts of suicide, but doesn't mean it seriously.

I swear I’ll be okay
The singer is optimistic that they will be okay.

Just give me a few more days
The singer is asking for more time to improve their situation.

If I could just sleep through the night
The singer is having trouble sleeping.

Just want to be okay
The singer just wants to be okay.