Isolation
I.C.U. Lyrics

There's no one I can talk to,
I am completely cut off and cannot communicate with anyone.

cut off as I am,
I am isolated and unable to connect with others.

from the real indifferent world.
I am separated from the outside world, which doesn't care about my suffering.

Now, though I am unsure as if I've given up,
I feel uncertain, but it seems like I have given up trying to seek attention or help.

haven't tried to talk to people,
I have made no effort to reach out to others for aid or companionship.

to explain this reversal,
I have not attempted to clarify anything for anyone to understand my situation.

but they merely think me mad so I speak no more,
Other people believe I am crazy or irrational, so I have stopped trying to discuss my circumstances with them.

and simply wait for yesterday.
I am waiting for everything to go back to how it was in the past.

My memory slowly escaping
I am losing my recollection of events and details.

to remember and correlate a precise day
It's difficult to remember and relate a specific date to what has been happening to me.

after more than a week of this had passed was proving to be impossible.
Even after more than a week has gone by, I am still struggling to recall details due to my isolation.

It's all too much, with so much of myself gone,
I'm feeling overwhelmed, as though I've lost a significant part of who I am.

all I can do, surely, is submit ?
It seems my only option is to surrender to my isolation.

All I can do is wait,
I am waiting for something to change or for an escape from my isolation.

and I hope that when I wake a day ago,
I hope to wake up and find that yesterday was just a dream.

that it was only a dream.
I am wishing for relief from the harsh reality of my isolation.

Six months have oscillated past my agony eyes.
It has been six long months of suffering and pain.

Physically, I feel nothing, morally I'm empty.
I am feeling numb and spiritually drained.

How long will this displacement last ?
I am questioning how long I will be cut off from the world and unable to connect with others.

My job was last to go.
I lost my job as the final piece of my isolation.

I could not bear the grotesque paradox of working alone,
I couldn't handle the ironic and painful situation of working in isolation.

and over and over...
It repeated continuously, worsening my isolation.

With no-one to notice or give a damn about my condition.
Nobody is aware or cares about my situation or how much it is affecting me.

Besides no-one can solve this one
No one can solve my issue of isolation and aloneness.

maybe I just won't exist any more.
I am contemplating disappearing or not being alive anymore as a way to escape my isolation.