Falling Apart
ILLijah Lyrics

YOU KNOW, I'M NOT PERFECT, AND I NEVER CLAIMED TO BE BUT ONE THING I AM IS A GOOD MAN
I accept that I am imperfect, but one trait that defines me is being a decent human being.

AND I FEEL LIKE, I FEEL LIKE SOMEWHERE DOWN THE LINE, YOU FORGOT THAT
I sense that at some point in time, you disregarded that part of me.

MATTER A FACT, I FEEL LIKE YOU FORGOT US, YOU KNOW CAUSE ALL I EVER DID WAS TRY BUT LATELY, LATELY, IT SEEMS LIKE THAT AIN'T GOOD ENOUGH SO NOW I GUESS THIS IS WHERE WE AT
In fact, I sense that you forgot about the relationship we shared, because all I ever did was pour all my effort, but recently, it seems that is insufficient. Therefore, it is safe to say that this is where we are now.

HOW COULD YOU BE SO COLD GIRL I DON'T EVEN KNOW
I don't understand how you can be so unfeeling, girl.

PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON BETWEEN US
Please enlighten me on what is happening between us.

BECAUSE I CAN TELL YOU'VE CHANGED THINGS JUST AIN'T THE SAME
It's clear to me that things are different now, and you are responsible for the change.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON BUT THIS CAN'T BE US
I have no idea what's happening, but I am sure that this is not the relationship we shared.

BUT NOW I SEE THINGS DIFFERENT IT JUST FEELS LIKE SOMETHING'S MISSIN
Now I perceive things differently, and it seems like something crucial is missing.

I'M TRYING TO HOLD ON TO US BUT I FEEL YOU SLIPPIN (AWAY)
I'm making an effort to hold on to our relationship, but it appears like it's slipping away from me.

EVERYTHING'S SO COMPLICATED ALWAYS THOUGH THAT WE WOULD MAKE IT
Everything is so complex, but I always believed we would survive it all.

BUT NOW I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL THAT YOU WERE MY BIGGEST MISTAKE
But now, I can't shake the feeling that being with you was the worst decision I have ever made.

SO NOW I GUESS IT'S TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON
Thus, I reckon it is time for me to move on.

GIRL I'M SORRY BUT I NEVER MEANT TO DO WRONG
Girl, I apologize, but understand that I never intended to hurt you.

NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU, GIRL NO WAY
I reiterate that I never had intentions to hurt you, girl. It was never my objective.

TELL ME WHAT'S YOUR EXCUSE, TALK TO ME
Please tell me your reason for this behavior, communicate with me.

WHY YOU TRIPPIN GIRL THERE'S GOTTA BE A REASON
Why are you acting up, girl? There must be a cause for your actions.

COME ON BABY CAN YOU TELL ME WHY YOU'RE LEAVIN
Come on, baby, can you please explain why you're leaving me?

GIRL YOU KNOW I NEED YA, THAT'S NO LIE
Girl, you are aware that I need you; that is no falsehood.

I CAN'T ESCAPE THIS PAIN I FEEL INSIDE
I am cannot escape the internal torment I am feeling.

SO TELL ME WHAT I GOTTA DO TO KEEP YOU IN MY LIFE, MY LIFE
So please communicate what I need to do to retain you in my life, my life.

CAUSE YOU AND I BOTH KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON AIN'T RIGHT, AIN'T RIGHT
You and I realize that what's happening between us is not okay.

AND IT'S KILLING ME, IT'S KILLING ME INSIDE
It's tearing me apart inside; it's causing me grief and pain.

CAUSE ALL I EVER, ALL I EVER DID WAS TRY SO I HOPE THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED IN YOUR LIFE, CAUSE BABY NOW YOU GOT IT
Because all I ever did was try, I hope this pain and suffering is what you desired in your life. You have it now, baby.

CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON, PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON
Can you please inform me about what's happening? Please tell me what's going on.

HOW WE GO FROM BEING SOMETHING TO NOTHING, GIRL I'M TIRED OF THE FIGHTING AND FUSSING
How did our relationship transition from something special to nothing at all? It's exhausting to keep up the disagreements and quarrels.

SO BABY NOW WERE MOVING ON, I SAID BABY NOW WERE MOVING ON
Therefore, we are moving on, baby. I am saying it again, and you must understand that it's happening.

GIRL YOU KNOW THAT ME AND YOU COULD'VE MADE IT, BUT I GUESS WE'RE BETTER OFF SEPARATED
You are aware that we could have been successful together, but I believe we are better without each other.

I CAN'T BELIEVE WE FELL APART, GIRL I CAN'T BELIEVE WE FELL APART, NO I CAN'T BELIEVE WE FELL APART, GIRL I'M LOSING MY MIND, HOW COULD I BE TOO BLIND
I am astonished that our relationship crumbled. Girl, I can't come to terms with the fact that we fell apart, and it's causing me to lose my mind. How could I have been so blind?

TO SEE US FALLING APART, FALLING APART, GIRL WE FALLING APART, FALLING APART, GIRL WE FALLING APART, FALLING APART, NOW WE FELL APART FALLING APART, FALLING APART, GIRL WE FALLING APART, FALLING APART, GIRL WE FALLING APART, FALLING APART, NOW WE FELL APART
We are falling apart, girl. We are collapsing, and it's all crashing down. We have now officially fallen apart. The relationship is in shambles.

YOU KNOW IT WASN'T ALL MY FAULT, GIRL YOU KNOW YOU PLAYED YOUR PART, GAVE YOU MY ALL RIGHT FROM THE START, THEN YOU WENT AND BROKE MY HEART
You must agree that it wasn't only my fault; girl, you know you contributed to the downfall of our relationship. I gave you my best from the beginning, and in return, you shattered my heart.