Chaos
I Prevail Lyrics

Home is where you make it
Your home is not just a physical place, but a feeling of comfort, safety, and belonging that you create for yourself.

From a distance I feel lost, you can tell
I feel disconnected and unsure about where I belong, and it's apparent to others.

Cause all the frames have been replaced and off the shelf
Everything that used to make my home feel familiar and comforting has been replaced or changed in a jarring way.

Chasing shadows as they follow me, but I can't catch what I can't see
I'm trying to find my way and connect with something familiar, but it's elusive and hard to grasp.

Feeling so detached from what I know
I feel disconnected and separated from what used to make me feel secure and happy.

I'm living the truth, you're speaking in lies
I'm being honest with myself and trying to find my way, but others are not being truthful with me.

It's getting easier to say goodbye
As I continue to feel disconnected, it becomes easier to let go of what used to be familiar to me.

The harder I try, the farther I fall
The more effort I put into finding my way, the more lost and disconnected I feel.

Away from the place I called my own
I feel like I no longer belong to the place or people that used to make me feel at home.

I will never know what happens next
The future is uncertain and I cannot predict what will happen.

Even when my heart beats out my chest
Even when I feel extremely anxious or stressed, I will keep fighting.

Through all of the chaos, I'll find a way out
Despite feeling lost and disconnected, I will continue to search for a path forward.

I know home is where you make it
I am determined to create a sense of home and belonging for myself no matter where I am.

How could you turn your back on your own?
I feel betrayed by someone who was supposed to support and understand me.

Cast out left to walk alone
I feel isolated and unsupported.

Now I see who you are, did you think I would get this far?
I am realizing that the person who betrayed me did not believe in me or my ability to overcome adversity.

The time is now, it's now
I need to take action and make a change in my life.

I'll stand on my own, I've got some shit to say and this is how it goes
I am ready to speak my truth and assert my independence.

One – you shut me out of everything you do
I feel excluded and dismissed by someone who is important to me.

Two – the hell you put me through
The pain and trauma caused by the betrayal and exclusion is significant.

Three – you never would accept me
The perpetrator of the betrayal never truly appreciated or valued me.

I'm letting go
I am choosing to move on from the pain and trauma caused by the betrayal.

I can feel my heart, heart beat out my chest
I feel a strong sense of anxiety and fear, but I will not let it stop me from moving forward.

Through all of the chaos, I'll find a way out
Even in the midst of uncertainty and confusion, I am confident that I will find my way forward.

I know home is where you make it
No matter what happens, I am determined to create a sense of home and belonging for myself wherever I go.