Proud to Fall
Ian McCulloch Lyrics


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Here you come again
Acting like a saviour
There you go again
Talking like a stranger

You said we must all learn to face
What we're becoming
And then I saw you in the distance
Off and running

But from start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell so deep within it
I got lost inside it all
Inside it all
Inside it all

Looks like rain again
Feels like it's rained forever
Can't remember when
Don't remember whether
I ever really told you who I was
It must have been because, because, because

From start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell so deep within it
I got lost inside it all
Inside it all
Inside it all

I fell between the bruises
And the red curtain call
I prayed you'd light the fuses
And we'd burn and torch it all
Long days journey into
Long nights journey out
Knee deep so deep within you
I kept and keep without

You said we must all learn to face
What we're becoming
And then I saw you in the mirror
Off and running

But from start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell so deep within it
I got lost inside it all

From start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell so deep within it
I got lost inside it all
I got lost inside it all
Inside it all




Inside it all
Inside it all

Overall Meaning

The lyrics in Ian McCulloch's song Proud to Fall seem to portray a complex relationship dynamic, with the singer having conflicting emotions about their lover. The opening verse portrays the lover as someone who comes and goes, with the singer having mixed feelings about this inconsistency. The next verse reveals that the singer is struggling to remember if they ever truly revealed themselves to the lover, perhaps indicating a lack of trust or intimacy in the relationship.


Despite these reservations, the chorus repeats the phrase "from start to finish, I was proud to fall," hinting at a strong attachment between the two. The second verse speaks to the difficulties the couple has faced together, with the rain serving as a metaphor for hardship. The lines "I fell between the bruises and the red curtain call" may suggest that the relationship has had its share of both physical and emotional pain. However, the following lines reveal that the singer has held onto hope for a fiery, transformative ending to their struggles, even as they feel lost and buried beneath it all.


The final verse brings the song full circle, with the lover once again appearing and disappearing without explanation. The repeating chorus serves as both a declaration of love and a lament at feeling lost within the relationship. The song overall feels melancholic but also deeply personal, with layered complexities that invite multiple interpretations.


Line by Line Meaning

Here you come again Acting like a saviour
You always show up trying to save the day, making yourself seem heroic.


There you go again Talking like a stranger
You always act distant and unfamiliar, even though we used to be close.


You said we must all learn to face What we're becoming And then I saw you in the distance Off and running
You told me to confront my true self but then I saw you running away from your own problems.


But from start to finish I was proud to fall And I fell so deep within it I got lost inside it all Inside it all Inside it all
Despite the difficulties, I took pride in falling in love with you and getting completely lost in our relationship.


Looks like rain again Feels like it's rained forever Can't remember when Don't remember whether I ever really told you who I was It must have been because, because, because
The gloomy weather and constant turmoil between us made me forget if I ever truly showed you my true self.


I fell between the bruises And the red curtain call I prayed you'd light the fuses And we'd burn and torch it all Long days journey into Long nights journey out Knee deep so deep within you I kept and keep without
Our intense relationship had moments of pain and drama, but I hoped we would ignite a passionate flame and destroy everything in our path. However, as our journey continued, I remained deeply invested in you even though I didn't have you all to myself.


You said we must all learn to face What we're becoming And then I saw you in the mirror Off and running
You told me to confront my true self but then I saw you running away from your own problems, even when looking at yourself in the mirror.


From start to finish I was proud to fall And I fell so deep within it I got lost inside it all
Once again, I take pride in falling in love with you and getting truly lost in our relationship.


From start to finish I was proud to fall And I fell so deep within it I got lost inside it all I got lost inside it all Inside it all Inside it all Inside it all
This repeated stanza emphasizes just how deeply I was lost in our relationship, from beginning to end.




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Ian McCulloch

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

Obscured Universe

Here you come again
Acting like a saviour
There you go again
Talking like a stranger

You said we must all learn to face
What we're becoming
And then I saw you in the distance
Off and running

But from start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell deep within it
I got lost inside it all
Inside it all
Inside it all

Looks like rain again
Feels like it's rained forever
Can't remember when
Don't remember whether
I ever really told you who I was
It must have been because because because

From start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell so deep within it
I got lost inside it all
Inside it all
Inside it all

I fell between the bruises
And the red curtain call
I prayed you'd light the fuses
And we'd burn and torch it all
Long days jouney into
Long nights journey out
Knee deep so deep within you
I kept and keep without

You said we must all learn to face
What we're becoming
And then I saw you in the mirror
Off and running

But from start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell so deep within it
I got lost inside it all.....



Santiago Correa Jara

Lyrics😎

Here you come again
Acting like a saviour
There you go again
Talking like a stranger

You said we must all learn to face
What we're becoming
And then I saw you in the distance
Off and running

But from start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell deep within it
I got lost inside it all
Inside it all
Inside it all

Looks like rain again
Feels like it's rained forever
Can't remember when
Don't remember whether
I ever really told you who I was
It must have been because because because

From start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell so deep within it
I got lost inside it all
Inside it all
Inside it all

I fell between the bruises
And the red curtain call
I prayed you'd light the fuses
And we'd burn and torch it all
Long days jouney into
Long nights journey out
Knee deep so deep within you
I kept and keep without

You said we must all learn to face
What we're becoming
And then I saw you in the mirror
Off and running

But from start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell so deep within it
I got lost inside it all.....



Flavio Renan

Cantor: IAN MCCULLOCH

Origem: LIVERPOOL (Inglaterra)


Álbum: CANDLELAND


Lançamento: 17/09/1989


Produção: RAY SCHULMAN


Composição: IAN MCCULLOCH


Gravadora: SIRE



Vocal/guitarra: IAN MCCULLOCH


Baixo/teclado: RAY SCHULMAN


Bateria: BORIS WILLIAMS



ORGULHO DE CAIR

Aqui vem você de novo
Agindo como um salvador
Lá vai você de novo
Falando como um estranho

Você disse que todos devemos aprender a enfrentar
O que estamos nos tornando
E então eu vi você à distância
Desligado e funcionando

Mas do começo ao fim
Tive orgulho de cair
E eu caí tão profundamente nisso
Eu me perdi por dentro de tudo
Dentro de tudo
Dentro de tudo

Parece chuva novamente
Parece que choveu para sempre
Não me lembro quando
Não lembro sequer
Eu realmente já te disse quem eu era
Deve ter sido porque porque
Porque

Do início ao fim
Tive orgulho de cair
E eu caí tão profundamente nisso
Eu me perdi por dentro de tudo
Dentro de tudo
Dentro de tudo

Eu caí entre os ferimentos
E a chamada cortina vermelha
Eu rezei para que você acendesse os fusíveis
E queimaríamos e incendiaríamos tudo

A longa jornada dentro do dia
A longa jornada fora da noite
Até os joelhos, tão profundamente dentro de você
Eu mantive e continuo

Você disse que todos devemos aprender a enfrentar
O que estamos nos tornando
E então eu vi você no espelho
Desligado e funcionando
Mas do começo ao fim



All comments from YouTube:

Frank Veloso

Minha adolescência... 💖
Obrigado a quem publicou o vídeo e obrigado Ian por essa linda canção! 💓🇧🇷

Stugna P-matic

This song in particular, but the entire candleland album, Ian's seminal album, was the our familial soundtrack for our entire family road trip through europe as children, with my brothers, my father, my uncle, my grandmother and my cousins.
We had such an epic summer that year, driving around the beautiful roads of central europe, with a blistering hot summer (I remember driving through southern france and the alwarnings about high heat, 50°c!!!) It was such a wonderful time of my young life, and this song always reduces me to tears, for the lost childhood, lost grandmother, and a far happier period of my life.
Thank you ian, for providing my younger day with an anthem of such beauty as this.

Obscured Universe

Here you come again
Acting like a saviour
There you go again
Talking like a stranger

You said we must all learn to face
What we're becoming
And then I saw you in the distance
Off and running

But from start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell deep within it
I got lost inside it all
Inside it all
Inside it all

Looks like rain again
Feels like it's rained forever
Can't remember when
Don't remember whether
I ever really told you who I was
It must have been because because because

From start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell so deep within it
I got lost inside it all
Inside it all
Inside it all

I fell between the bruises
And the red curtain call
I prayed you'd light the fuses
And we'd burn and torch it all
Long days jouney into
Long nights journey out
Knee deep so deep within you
I kept and keep without

You said we must all learn to face
What we're becoming
And then I saw you in the mirror
Off and running

But from start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell so deep within it
I got lost inside it all.....

TheSpazz888

This song would’ve fit perfectly on an album with bring on the dancing horses

RossBayCult

Boris Williams from The Cure drumming. Great drummer.

alfredolunafoto

The Great Boris Williams on drums.. since he (and Porl) left the band, nothing was the same again.

Eduardo Teodoro Bracamonte Álvarez

Fake. Is the prodigal sons band

Santiago Correa Jara

Lyrics😎

Here you come again
Acting like a saviour
There you go again
Talking like a stranger

You said we must all learn to face
What we're becoming
And then I saw you in the distance
Off and running

But from start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell deep within it
I got lost inside it all
Inside it all
Inside it all

Looks like rain again
Feels like it's rained forever
Can't remember when
Don't remember whether
I ever really told you who I was
It must have been because because because

From start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell so deep within it
I got lost inside it all
Inside it all
Inside it all

I fell between the bruises
And the red curtain call
I prayed you'd light the fuses
And we'd burn and torch it all
Long days jouney into
Long nights journey out
Knee deep so deep within you
I kept and keep without

You said we must all learn to face
What we're becoming
And then I saw you in the mirror
Off and running

But from start to finish
I was proud to fall
And I fell so deep within it
I got lost inside it all.....

Isiah Newton

One of the greatest from the best decade! Ian is unfortable.
Cheers from Brazil

chummytummy1971

Thank you and you're welcome :)

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