Jonathan
Ice Nine Kills Lyrics


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God has taken my eyes
If I see no reflection
how the hell do I know I'm alive?
As the darkness bleeds into my mind
The force that screams to give up
is grave enough to carve my name into a stone

Inspired by hope or defined by disease?
If you knew what it meant to be me

Could you close your eyes and never say "never"?
Or would you call this the end of the road?
I'm running out of memories, a shell of what I used to be
As this curse drains the life out of me

God has taken my eyes
Yet blind faith couldn't kill me
It just is what it is between him and I
I've made sense of my senses
and found my defenses internally
This is what sets me free

Inspired by hope or defined by disease?
If you knew what it meant to be me

Could you close your eyes and never say "never"?
Or would you call this the end of the road?
I'm running out of memories, a shell of what I used to be
As this curse drains the life out of me

Even if I never see again
I know I will breathe again
With the strength of a thousand men
I won't let this be my end

Even if I never see again
I know I will breathe again
With the strength of a thousand men
I won't let this be my end

Inspired by hope or defined by disease?
If you knew what it meant to be me

Could you close your eyes and never say "never"?
Or would you call this the end of the road?
I'm running out of memories, a shell of what I used to be
As this curse drains the life out of me





I won't let this drain the life out of me

Overall Meaning

The song "Jonathan" by Ice Nine Kills tells the story of a person who has lost his eyesight and is struggling to find purpose in life. The lyrics start with the person questioning his own existence, wondering how he can be sure he's alive without seeing his own reflection. As the darkness of his thoughts takes over, he hears a voice that urges him to give up, and he realizes that the force is strong enough to carve his name on a tombstone. He questions whether he is inspired by hope or defined by his disease and challenges the listener to close their eyes and never say never, suggesting that the end of the road isn't necessarily the end of life.


The song's chorus is a powerful declaration of resilience and determination to overcome the obstacles in life. The person acknowledges that God has taken his eyes, but he remains unwavering in his faith despite his blindness. Instead, he has found a new way to make sense of his senses, and that is what sets him free. He resolves to breathe again, with the strength of a thousand men, and not let his curse drain the life out of him.


The song is a poignant reminder that life can be cruel and unfair, and we may face challenges beyond our control. But what matters most is how we respond to these challenges and find the strength to carry on.


Line by Line Meaning

God has taken my eyes
I feel like I am blind to the world around me.


If I see no reflection
Without seeing myself, how can I be sure of my existence?


how the hell do I know I'm alive?
I am questioning the meaning of my existence.


As the darkness bleeds into my mind
I feel like my thoughts and emotions are being consumed by darkness.


The force that screams to give up
I feel like there is a powerful force within me urging me to give up.


is grave enough to carve my name into a stone
The force urging me to give up is strong enough to destroy me completely.


Inspired by hope or defined by disease?
I question whether my motivation comes from hope or from my condition.


If you knew what it meant to be me
Unless you have experienced my struggle, you cannot understand me.


Could you close your eyes and never say "never"?
Would you be able to give up on finding a cure for me?


Or would you call this the end of the road?
Would you give up on me and consider me doomed?


I'm running out of memories, a shell of what I used to be
My disease is robbing me of my memories and my identity.


As this curse drains the life out of me
My disease is slowly killing me.


Yet blind faith couldn't kill me
Although I cannot see or understand everything, faith keeps me going.


It just is what it is between him and I
My faith is a personal relationship between me and God.


I've made sense of my senses
I have found meaning in my limited experiences.


and found my defenses internally
I have learned to defend myself psychologically from my disease.


This is what sets me free
My acceptance of my condition is liberating.


Even if I never see again
Even if I am permanently blind.


I know I will breathe again
I know I will continue to live.


With the strength of a thousand men
With a tremendous amount of strength and perseverance.


I won't let this be my end
I will not let my disease destroy me.


I won't let this drain the life out of me
I will fight against this disease until the end.




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not a single song on this fucking album is bad. this is fucking awesome.

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Adam Thomas

I most certainly prefer this version to the acoustic and i hope they play this version live but i doubt it

Leora

The thing I love about this band the most is their influences. I can really hear the different genres all compiled in to one entity that shouldn't work but is so skillfully executed that it just does work.

Don’t talk Just play

Have you heard the back story to this song? It’s absolutely astounding and very saddening.

SteamedBun

+Leora Ojadi I Agree:3

Leora

However with this band I can actually hear some of their influences.

Leora

Perhaps not to you but to many others it does. Lady Gaga is a perfect example of a pop act who is an avid fan of many types of metal. Those influences may not be extremely present or prevalent in her music, but nonetheless she still takes influence from them.

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+metalfreak1423 If its not worth your time why are you arguing with someone about it even though what she said is true?

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