When I'm Gone
Ida Just Lyrics


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I let water fall on my body
Runs down into the drain
Trying to get rid of the stain
I let water fall on my body
Thinking ‘bout it only hurts
I take a sip to ease my thirst

I dive deep
So no one can see
Floating away in the sea
Leave everything that I know
Will you think of me

When I’m gone
Will you think of me
When I’m gone
Will you think of me
When I’m

Will you forget my name
My mum will call you up
Give you all the blame
Won’t open up my eyes
No oxygen
I’m paralysed

I let water fall on my body
Baby do you even care
When you saw how I was scared

I won’t leave a trace
I’ll disappear into the unknown
I’d rather be alone
Will you think of me

When I’m gone
Will you think of me
When I’m gone
Will you think of me
When I’m gone

Deep brown eyes
Am I dead or alive?
Am I breathing?
I ain’t breathing
Deep brown eyes
Am I dead or alive?
Am I breathing?
Will you think of me

Will you think of me
When I’m gone
Will you think of me
When I’m gone
Brown eyes
Am I dead or alive?
Am I breathing
(I ain’t breathing)
Will you think of me
When I’m gone
Brown eyes
Am I dead or alive?
Am I breathing
(I ain’t breathing)




Will you think of me
When I’m gone

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "When I'm Gone" by Ida Just explore themes of isolation, fear, and the uncertainty of being remembered after one is no longer present. The first verse describes the act of washing away a stain, metaphorically representing the desire to cleanse oneself of emotional pain. The water symbolizes a form of release and renewal, as the singer tries to ease their thirst for relief from their emotional struggles. However, they still can't help but feel the pain when they think about their situation.


In the chorus, the singer questions whether they will be remembered by someone when they are no longer a part of their lives. They express concern about being forgotten and how their absence might affect others around them. The mention of their mother assigning blame suggests a strained relationship or unresolved issues. The lyrics convey a sense of despair, as the singer feels paralyzed and unable to face their current reality.


In the second verse, the singer questions whether their loved one even cares about their struggles. They feel unseen and unheard, as if their fears and anxieties are not being acknowledged. The desire to leave no trace and disappear into the unknown indicates a desire for escape and solitude, highlighting the singer's preference for being alone rather than facing potentially painful situations. They once again ask if the person they are addressing will think of them when they are gone.


The bridge of the song focuses on the singer's deep brown eyes, possibly symbolizing their true essence and sense of self. They question whether they are truly alive or already emotionally dead, emphasizing a disconnect between their physical existence and their inner emotions. The repetition of the question indicates the singer's desperate plea for someone to think of them even after they have gone.


Overall, "When I'm Gone" portrays a sense of loneliness, longing for connection, and fear of being forgotten. The lyrics convey the emotional turmoil within the singer and their search for solace and understanding from those around them, even when they are no longer present.


Line by Line Meaning

I let water fall on my body
I try to cleanse myself from something that has stained me


Runs down into the drain
The water washes away the physical evidence of my pain


Trying to get rid of the stain
I attempt to remove the emotional burden that lingers within me


Thinking ‘bout it only hurts
Reflecting on the situation only brings me more pain


I take a sip to ease my thirst
I seek temporary relief by distracting myself with something else


I dive deep
I immerse myself in my emotions


So no one can see
I hide my vulnerability from others


Floating away in the sea
I mentally detach myself from my surroundings


Leave everything that I know
I leave behind familiarity and comfort


Will you think of me
I wonder if you will remember me


Will you forget my name
I fear being completely erased from your memory


My mum will call you up
My mother will seek answers from you


Give you all the blame
She will hold you responsible for my absence


Won’t open up my eyes
I refuse to face the reality of the situation


No oxygen
I feel emotionally suffocated


I’m paralysed
I am unable to take action due to my emotional state


Baby do you even care
I question whether or not you truly care about me


When you saw how I was scared
I wonder if you noticed my fear and discomfort


I won’t leave a trace
I will make sure there is no evidence of my existence


I’ll disappear into the unknown
I will vanish without a trace, leaving everything behind


I’d rather be alone
I prefer solitude over being surrounded by pain


Deep brown eyes
The color of my eyes, which may reflect my emotions


Am I dead or alive?
I question my own existence and emotional state


Am I breathing?
I question whether or not I am truly living


I ain’t breathing
I feel emotionally suffocated and disconnected from life


Will you think of me
I hope that you will remember me once I am gone


Brown eyes
The color of my eyes, which may hold significance to you


Will you think of me
I wonder if you will keep me in your thoughts


When I’m gone
Once I am no longer here


Will you think of me
I hope that I will have made an impact on your life


When I’m gone
Once I am no longer present in your life




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Ida Just, Johan Thelin

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