All Alone
Invent Lyrics

I'll gaze at the stars
I'll look at the stars in the sky

As my mind wanders off
As I start thinking about other things

My searching soul feeling lost
I feel like I'm searching for something but I don't know what it is

All alone in the dust
I feel like I'm by myself in a desolate place

Feel so small as I stand
I feel insignificant compared to everything else

Here alone with no friend
I'm alone and don't have any friends with me

Holding on by a thread
I'm struggling to hold onto something

But this can't be the end
I don't want things to be over

I wanted to hear your voice but not able to call you
I wanted to talk to you, but couldn't

Your number is a refuge to us feeling safe when we're talking
Your phone number is a place where I feel safe when I talk to you

Refusing you're gone and you're not coming back is a problem
I'm having trouble accepting that you're gone and aren't coming back

This feeling of emptiness grows every day and it's awful
I keep feeling more and more empty inside and it's terrible

I tap into every emotion and tackle this hole in my heart
I try to deal with my feelings and fill the hole in my heart

To repair it unable to bear what I'm sharing
I'm trying to fix it but it's hard to handle

This has been weighing me down and I'm left in the dark feeling helpless
This has been making me feel really bad and I don't know what to do

Involved in a million issues I try but I can't seem to solve them
I have a lot of problems and I try to fix them but I can't seem to

Blaming myself for these things that I know I can't change
I'm putting the blame on myself for things that I can't do anything about

And I'm hating myself to the point that I'm losing all faith
I'm starting to hate myself so much that I'm losing hope

What's better when better is not gonna stay?
What's the point of trying to make things better when they won't last?

What's hopeful when I'm feeling less of myself every day
What's the point of hoping for something when I'm feeling worse every day?

And why does the thought of my happiness
Why does the idea of being happy

Make me uncomfortable so out of place?
Make me feel uneasy and like it doesn't belong?

Can't cry cause so I'm so mad
I can't cry because I'm so angry

Hold on but with both hands
I'm holding on tightly with both of my hands

So frantic I'm in a state of prolapsing so sad
I'm so upset that I feel like I'm falling apart

While the world around me is falling apart put it all back
Even though everything is messed up, I try to fix it all

This is all I have I've been bashed cause I have a passion I can't trash
This is all I've got and I've been criticized for it, even though I can't give it up

On our last call, you said you're so proud of me
On the last time we talked, you said you were proud of me

God knows that I'll never fold over, whatever happens, I'll capture it
I won't give up, no matter what happens

Can't keep asking the purpose I serve
I can't keep questioning what my purpose is

Cause my mind pulls a fast one when I'm doubting it
Because my mind tricks me when I doubt myself

How can I feel stable when I'm stumbling not balanced
How can I feel stable when I'm not balanced, and keep struggling?

You told me I'm on a path that I never walked
You told me that I'm going down a path I've never been on before

That we have a gift and to live it strong
That we have something special, and we should use it to live life to the fullest

Cause sometimes life just sneaks up with a dark side
Sometimes life can surprise you with a negative aspect

Taking your heart, mind at the worst time
Making you feel bad at the worst possible moment

And when night comes thoughts rise to an all-time low
At night, your thoughts become the most negative

Looking up searching for answers that I might not find?
I'm searching for answers but I might not be able to find them

I wanna go, a place you don't know
I want to go somewhere that you're not familiar with

Away from this world, a place for the broke, where I'm not on my own
Somewhere separate from this world, where I'm not alone

Disconnected, from reality
Not connected to the real world

This can't be the end
I don't want things to be over