Twisted
Isaac App Lyrics

I'm getting tired of feeling the way that I have been
Expressing a weariness with the current state of being that the singer is in.

Always hear the same voice inside my head calling me a has been
The singer is critical of themselves and feels like they have lost their value or relevance.

Wish I had a stronger choice but I know a vice will only ever stick to sin
The singer feels trapped in self-destructive behavior and desires to make better choices, but doesn't believe they are strong enough to do so.

Typical shit and I'm tryna vent
Venting about common problems or struggles that they face on a daily basis.

But it never works unless I grip the pen
The artist finds that writing is an effective means of processing their emotions and expressing themselves.

Now I see that I'm right here
The singer is acknowledging their current situation and location.

Unaware of where my life tear
The singer doesn't know where they went wrong or where they need to go to improve their life.

Say you love me but I don't care
Although others may express care or affection towards the artist, they don't believe it or take it seriously.

Cause that feeling something that we don't share
The artist doesn't share the same emotions or connection that others may feel towards them.

Twisted view when I see a mirror
The artist has a negative perception of themselves, reflected in how they see themselves in the mirror.

Fluctuating every day I veer
The singer's emotions and state of mind are constantly changing and unpredictable.

Advocating that I fall to fear
The artist is tempted to give into fear or negative thoughts and emotions, but recognizes that it isn't helpful advice.

But that's shit advice that I'll stall to hear
The singer realizes that listening to negative or unhelpful advice will only delay their progress towards positive change.

Got a phone call from my brudda told me
The singer receives a call from their brother.

Miss you man now hit me back homie
The singer's brother expresses a desire to hear back from them and misses their presence in their life.

Just us needa bag homie
The artist's brother implies that they need to make money together.

Money itching tryna get it on me
The artist is motivated by the desire for money or financial security.

If I trip then I know you got me
The singer trusts their brother to support them if they stumble or struggle with their goals.

Drowning slow in this life tsunami
The singer feels overwhelmed and helpless in the face of the challenges they face in life.

And the reason why I'm still here beyond me
The artist doesn't understand why they are still alive or what keeps them going through the struggles they face.

Bitch I'm staying distant even with those in my vicinity
The artist is emotionally distant from those around them, despite being physically close.

Don't speak with that affinity
The artist doesn't feel a connection or affinity with those around them.

Won't break and I ain't finicky
Despite the challenges they face, the singer is determined to persevere and not give up or give in.

It's been up and down with futility
The artist's efforts and progress have been inconsistent and frustrating.

Catch myself in duplicity
The singer realizes that they often say or do things that are inconsistent or hypocritical.

And this feeling really ain't new to me
The singer has experienced these emotions and struggles before and they seem familiar.

Frequent cycle with efficiency
The singer's struggles with their emotions and challenges seem to repeat in a predictable pattern.

Why the fuck can't I just break free
The artist is frustrated that they are stuck in this cycle and can't seem to escape it.

Twisted, twisted, twisted, I get
The artist is emphasizing or acknowledging their own twisted perceptions or emotions.

Lifted, lifted, lifted, so I'm
The singer is implying that getting high or intoxicated is a means of escaping their struggles or finding temporary relief.