Trauma
Isjulyok Lyrics
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All these nights all alone, now I'm heart broke
She left ice on my phone, Imma die slow
All these nights all alone, now I'm heart broke
Baby what you say? Yeah
You make my heart break, yeah
Baby I'm a loner, I don't want no drama
You're in my brain and killing me
I ain't dead yet, baby I'm just stronger
I'm in the studio, yeah
Think I solved the problem, yeah
Apart from all the trauma
You know that's the come up
My life ain't a movie, baby it's a manga
Target on my back, and you hit your mark, yeah
She left ice on my phone, Imma die slow
All these nights all alone, now I'm heart broke
She left ice on my phone, Imma die slow
All these nights all alone, now I'm heart broke
In Isjulyok's song "Trauma," the lyrics reflect a deep sense of heartbreak and emotional pain caused by a past relationship. The repetition of the line "She left ice on my phone, Imma die slow" emphasizes the lingering effects of the breakup. The use of the word "ice" represents the coldness and indifference that the singer feels from their ex-partner, which intensifies their suffering. The feeling of being abandoned and left alone is further highlighted with the line "All these nights all alone, now I'm heart broke." It suggests that the singer has been going through sleepless nights, grappling with the pain and loneliness that comes after a breakup.
The lyrics also touch on the idea of not wanting drama and being a loner. The singer expresses a desire for peace and stability in their life, indicating that they are tired of the emotional turmoil caused by the relationship. The reference to Jeffrey Dahmer, a notorious serial killer, serves as a metaphor for how being entangled with the ex-partner feels like a fatal attraction. However, despite the heartbreak, the singer asserts their resilience by stating, "I ain't dead yet, baby I'm just stronger." This line suggests that they are determined to overcome the pain and continue to grow.
Overall, "Trauma" portrays a raw and vulnerable depiction of the aftermath of a breakup, where the lingering pain and the struggle to move forward are palpable.
Line by Line Meaning
She left ice on my phone, Imma die slow
The girl I loved ignored my calls and messages, and it's slowly breaking me down emotionally and mentally.
All these nights all alone, now I'm heart broke
Spending countless nights by myself without her, I'm left feeling broken and crushed.
Baby what you say? Yeah
I'm questioning the words and actions of my ex-lover, seeking understanding and closure.
You make my heart break, yeah
Your actions and decisions have caused immense pain and heartbreak for me.
Baby I'm a loner, I don't want no drama
I prefer solitude and peace, avoiding any unnecessary conflicts or complications in my life.
You're in my brain and killing me
Thoughts of you constantly haunt my mind, tormenting and emotionally draining me.
Baby you're Jeffery Dhamer
Metaphorically comparing the emotional and psychological impact you have on me to the notorious serial killer Jeffrey Dahmer.
I ain't dead yet, baby I'm just stronger
Despite the pain and hardships I've endured, I haven't given up or succumbed to despair. I'm still standing and becoming stronger.
I'm in the studio, yeah
Finding solace and focusing on my music in the midst of my struggles and heartbreak.
Think I solved the problem, yeah
Through my music, I believe I've found a way to cope and overcome the challenges and trauma I've experienced.
Apart from all the trauma
Despite the painful experiences, I strive to move forward and leave the trauma behind me.
You know that's the come up
Acknowledging that facing and overcoming adversity can lead to personal growth and success.
My life ain't a movie, baby it's a manga
Comparing my life to a manga, emphasizing its complex and intricate nature, full of emotions, challenges, and personal journeys.
Target on my back, and you hit your mark, yeah
You deliberately aimed to cause pain and hit your intended mark, leaving me vulnerable and hurt.
She left ice on my phone, Imma die slow
Repeatedly highlighting the anguish caused by her indifference towards me, which is slowly deteriorating my emotional well-being.
All these nights all alone, now I'm heart broke
The continuous loneliness and solitude have shattered my heart, leaving me feeling utterly broken.
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Written by: is ok
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