Instrumental
Ivan S. Lyrics

In these lyrics, Ivan S. expresses his realization and acceptance of a past relationship that didn't work out. He acknowledges that he understands and won't insist on pursuing it further, as he knows that his ex-partner has moved on and found solace in the arms of someone else. However, he admits that not everything is going well within himself and that he has lost faith in the process.

He reflects on the choice he made to try not to think about his ex but later regrets that decision. He acknowledges that his ex had ownership of his heart and he may have gone overboard in expressing his love. He sees himself as the source of inspiration for his ex, which implies that he had a significant impact on their life. However, he now realizes that he didn't fully know or understand his ex-partner, indicating that there were aspects of their relationship he overlooked or didn't grasp.

Ivan S. admits that he filled the relationship with laughter, pampering, and affection, but now he realizes that he shouldn't have loved his ex in that way. He laments the fact that his ex won't be there when he wakes up, wanting to embrace them and express love through a kiss. He tells his ex not to worry if he dies in pain, implying that the end of the relationship has caused him emotional anguish.

In the final stanza, Ivan S. reiterates his regret for not fully comprehending his ex-partner and admits that he could never truly love them in the way they deserved. This realization is a point of acceptance, indicating that he has come to terms with the fact that their relationship wasn't meant to be.