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J-Wright Lyrics

I'm taking a chance making it happen or fall with the rest
I am willing to take a risk and see if I can succeed or fail alongside everyone else

I hear the reviews I listen them saying there fully impressed
I pay attention to the feedback and reviews, and they all say they are thoroughly impressed

Making more money my happiness less
As I make more money, my happiness decreases

I took what I loved and I put to the test
I took my passion and decided to test it

Everyone's saying that there the one next
Everyone is claiming to be the next big thing

I wanna be better then best
I strive to surpass greatness and achieve even better things

I'll never regret
I will never feel remorse

I'll never forget
I will always remember

Anything I’ve ever done
Every action I have taken

Playing my story from start till i finish I’m taking this game for a Run not checking my funds
I am continuously pursuing my goals and not worrying about the amount of money I have

I’m thinking there low
I believe there are people who underestimate me

I just stay working my lyrical flow
I continue to work on improving my skills in writing and delivering lyrics

One day it’ll pay off they’ll pay me to go
One day, my hard work will yield financial rewards and people will pay me to perform

And travel the world straight killing these shows
I will travel around the world and deliver amazing performances

Yeah leave me alone
Please give me space and privacy

Feeling like my time is always gone
I constantly feel like I don't have enough time

Then coming back from work its back to working when I’m home
After finishing work, I continue to work on my craft even when I'm at home

Don’t text my phone I’m in my zone
Please don't disturb me with text messages, I am focusing on my creative zone

I play the beat my mind will roam
When I listen to the beat, my mind starts wandering and getting creative

Its all running threw my head like in the morning when you comb
Thoughts and ideas are flowing through my mind continuously, just like when you comb your hair in the morning

Cause heart break
Because of the pain of heartbreak

Turn into all the music
I channel my heartbreak into my music

I make
I create

Good things come from negatives
Positive outcomes can arise from negative experiences

Things change
Change is inevitable

Good luck tryna stop it
It will be difficult to prevent or impede the change

Taking action y’all can keep on talking
I am taking action while others continue to talk

Yeah just know ill never give up
Understand that I will never give up

I don’t quit that easy
I am not one to easily give up or quit

People kill trust
Individuals can destroy trust

Damn they get so greedy
They become excessively greedy

You can fill up
You can surround yourself

On all the people on loving you
With all the people who love and support you

But it still won’t heal the ones that keep fucking cutting you
However, the support from others cannot heal the pain caused by those who consistently hurt you

Time slows down for no one
Time does not stop or wait for anyone

This life isn’t for everyone
Not everyone is suited for this kind of life

I want to be someone
I aspire to become someone significant

Stand my ground till my feet turn
I will remain steadfast until I am exhausted

Numb from the love i traded
Emotionally desensitized from the love I sacrificed

Fast life forever faded
The fast-paced lifestyle I once had is now gone and forgotten

Old life is outdated
My previous life is no longer relevant or up to date

Upgraded and pray my music makes it oh
I have improved and hope that my music becomes successful

Been looking for love but i don’t know if its the time
I have been searching for love, but I am uncertain if now is the right time

I’m focus so much on just making the music i should be enjoying The ride no need to remind
I am so focused on creating music that I should also be enjoying the journey without needing a reminder

I'm stressing inside
Internally, I am experiencing stress

I hide it so well that there is never a sign
I conceal it so effectively that there are no visible indications

Can’t think of the words can never define
I struggle to find the right words as they can never truly capture or express

I put on a smile then tell you I’m fine
I wear a smile and tell you that I am okay

And that is the truth
And that is genuinely how I feel

And everything that I’ve been hiding i let it all out when i step in the Booth
I release and express everything that I have been hiding when I enter the recording booth

You cope with your problems with drugs or addiction but rap Is what i go and choose
While others may turn to drugs or addiction to cope with their problems, I choose to express myself through rap

Never gonna fill my shoes
No one can ever replace me or be in my position

If you go fill that booze
If you choose to drown your sorrows in alcohol

How will you succeed if you hold yourself back every time that life Gives you a bruise
You cannot achieve success if you constantly hold yourself back whenever life gets difficult

So i move on
Therefore, I continue to progress forward

Wanna get better with every new song
I strive to improve with each new song I create

I’m never working backward
I never regress or move in reverse

Been up all night
I have been awake all night

I make it look so easy
I make it appear effortless

Sleep is like my pay check get it weekly
Sleep is like a reward that I receive weekly

Yeah I’m on it every day now
Yes, I work on my craft every single day now

Never even have time just to lay down
I never have time to just relax or rest

This life ain’t what it seems
This existence is not as straightforward as it appears

Running through the prickers tryna get to somewhere green
I am navigating through obstacles and difficulties in order to reach somewhere more pleasant or fulfilling

Its all apart of chasing your dream ohh yeah yeah yeah
All of these struggles and hardships are part of the process of pursuing your dream

I’m leaving some people behind I go and keep pushing ahead
I am leaving certain individuals behind as I continue to move forward and push myself

Cause while you be out there keep spending your money I’m going And getting that bread id rather be dead
While you focus on spending money, I am out there working hard to earn money. I would rather be dead than not continuously striving for success

Then living my life on the tread
Instead of living an uneventful life on the same repeated path

Of people I’m reaching their goals for instead
Achieving the goals of others rather than my own

It feels like its weighing me down like some lead
It feels like a heavy burden weighing me down, similar to lead

I’m doing what ever i said
I am doing everything that I have promised or stated

I dare you to hand me that mic
I challenge you to give me that microphone

I’ve been all in the fight
I have been fully committed to this struggle

I’ve been working my hardest from morning to night
I have been exerting my maximum effort from morning until night

And they tell me that all this apart of the life
People tell me that all of these challenges and sacrifices are a part of life

The money and girls will come when its right
Financial success and romantic relationships will come at the appropriate time

The hardest is i cannot trust
The most difficult part is that I cannot trust

I feel all of these girls been fucking me up
I feel that all these girls have been emotionally harming me

I'm sick of the pain its killen the love
I am tired of the pain, as it is destroying the love within me

Can’t take it no more i just numb it with drugs
I can no longer handle it, so I numb the pain with drugs

They tell you I’m different
They inform you that I am unique or unlike others

They party all night start and be to double there vision
They party all night, drink excessively, and impair their vision

Just listen whats wrong with me dammit I’m quick to be catching These feelings now I’m just stuck in this cycle of thinking to much
Please listen, there is something wrong with me. I easily catch these intense emotions, and now I am trapped in a cycle of overthinking

I’m trying my hardest not giving a fuck
I am making an effort to not care about what others think

The amount of the things That try pulling me down shout out to the few that keep holding Me up
Despite the numerous things that try to bring me down, I want to give recognition to the few people who continue to support and uplift me

Music I treat like an addict continue to do it don’t matter I’m rich or I’m poor
I have an addictive relationship with music, and I will continue to pursue it regardless of my financial status

They tell me that I got the passion but dammit I’m Feeling like i need a little bit more
People tell me I have the passion, but I personally feel like I need a little more to truly satisfy myself

I’m touching her down till I score
I am pursuing my desires until I achieve success or reach my goal

I’m working until i afford
I am working persistently until I can afford or attain what I desire

Still cutting these strings like a sword
I am still severing ties or breaking free from entanglements, just like wielding a sword

For people that loving me now and pushing my sound i give em My full on support
For the people who currently love and support me, and help promote my music, I give them my complete and unwavering support