Ease The Pain
J.D. Beatz Lyrics

I can't rest I'm always vibrant
I'm not able to relax, I'm always full of energy

I came to speak my mind so can we Talk about it
I want to express my opinions and thoughts, can we discuss them?

I'm so sick of being silent
I'm tired of not speaking up

They always quick to spill ya secrets
People are always eager to reveal your secrets

So I keep it private
Because of this, I keep my personal information to myself

That's a no-no 'round here
It's not allowed here

Gotta keep it silent.
I have to keep my mouth shut about certain things

Know the truth
I am aware of the reality

It be ya own homies that gon envy you
Sometimes it's your own friends who will be jealous of your success

Look at ya on top and they jealous so they gon eat you food
When you're successful, people tend to get envious and try to take advantage of you

Know I'm still dreaming believe it
I'm still hopeful and optimistic about my dreams

They told be closer to God but I've been Speaking with the demons
People advise me to be more religious, but I feel like I'm struggling internally

Ain't nobody helped when I was going off the deep end
No one was there to support me when I was really struggling

Ain't nobody care till I start eating
No one really cared until I became successful

Nowadays I'm just doin what I can do Music helps me cope with all the stress that I've been thru
I'm just trying my best to handle my problems, and music is helping me get through it all

Everybody hot until that shit gon the fan tho
Everyone is supportive until things start to go wrong

Said i make no sense but you don't really understand tho
People say I'm illogical, but they don't truly comprehend my perspective

They told me to ease the pain
People advised me to alleviate my pain

You said you love you know That's a lie You don't understand what I feel Inside
You claim to love me, but you don't truly comprehend my emotions

I can't go back the dirt unless I'm buried In a hearse that's where I'm carried
I can't go back to the earth unless I'm dead, and they bury me in a hearse

Neva cry for the fam kno ima provide I pour some liquor for my brothers who up in the sky
I will never cry for my family, I know I will provide for them. I pour drinks to honor my deceased brothers

Can rarely keep a smile on my face
I have a hard time keeping a happy expression

But it's tough to smile while these haters wanna steal ya shine
It's difficult to be happy when people are trying to undermine your success

Or that shit won't go away They don't wanna see the picture Unless they in the frame tho
My problems won't just disappear, and others won't acknowledge them unless it affects them personally

Heard they wanna end me so I'm working on my aim bro
I've heard people want to harm me, so I'm working on my defense

You gon think I'm tweaking But you'll speak the same shit When they suck ya pockets like leaches Swear that shit gon leave ya speechless
You may not believe me, but you'll understand it once you're taken advantage of financially

That's why I gotta vent I just might lose my sense Come ease the pain this shits a mess
That's why I need to talk about my problems, and I might even lose my sanity otherwise. Someone needs to help me through this mess

I don't wanna feel the same
I don't want to continue feeling the way I do

Woah-o-o I might lose my cool
I might end up losing my composure

I might go insane
I might lose my mind

Even though they told me That it will be okay
Despite people affirming to me that things will get better

I just need a shoulder All this weight it feels like a boulder
I just need someone to support me, since these problems are really heavy

Ima lose my cool I'm about to lose my mind
I'm about to lose my composure and my sanity

Always tryna throw the shade When they see you shine
People always try to criticize me when I'm doing well

Just wake up n smell the roses
Just take a look around and appreciate what you have

You think I ain't noticed I need to stay focus
Don't think I'm not aware, I need to remain attentive