My Everything
J.Howell Lyrics

I’m trying I’m trying
I am putting in effort to leave you behind.

I’m trying so hard to leave
It is a challenge to move on from our relationship.

But you steady lying
You keep deceiving me and it complicates things.

Making it hard for me
Your dishonesty is making it challenging for me to let go.

Ain’t nobody gone take me up
No one can replace you in my life.

Can’t nobody break me like you baby
You have the power to hurt me like no one else can.

Ain’t nobody else got my heart
My heart belongs to you and no one else.

Can’t nobody complete it like you baby
Only you can fill the void in my heart.

When you say you love me,
Do you really mean it?

Is it Just to hold on to me?
Are you saying it to keep me around, even if you don't mean it?

Don’t say you love me
If you don't truly love me.

I'm fighting I'm fighting
I am putting up a struggle.

I’m fighting with you for me
I am not fighting against you, but for my own sake.

But I'm tired of fighting
I am exhausted from constantly battling for myself.

When I’m not the enemy
I am not the problem here.

I had to let down these walls
I had to open up and be vulnerable with you.

Got my emotions involved
I allowed myself to become emotionally invested with you.

I couldn’t color my flaws
I could not hide my imperfections from you.

That shit ain’t easy at all
It was extremely difficult to do.

Just to hold on
Don't say you love me just to grasp onto me.