Confessions
J.L.R. Lyrics

Avoiding conversations with god cause that shit I did
I feel guilty about my actions and don't want to face God's judgment.

Had a reason for my dirt ain't wanna admit them sins
I know I did wrong but I don't want to confess my sins because I have reasons for committing them.

I was grateful for the I Bond I'm tryna ditch the pin
I appreciate the opportunity to be out on bail, but I'm trying to get out of jail completely.

Them niggas thought that they was bout it til we spent again
My friends thought they were loyal, but when trouble came, they were nowhere to be found.

Thankful for my homie made me a godfather of baby twins
My friend gave me the honor of being a godfather to his twins, and I am grateful for this.

I was walkin' down the wrong road won't go that way again
I made a mistake by going down the wrong path, but I have learned from it and won't make the same mistake again.

Bae if you solid I can ignore all of our Differences
If you are trustworthy and loyal, I am willing to overlook our differences and continue our relationship.

I won't open up cause if you fall out you gone get Revenge
I am afraid to open up and be vulnerable because I fear that if you hurt me, you will seek revenge on me.

I can't let you do me in
I cannot allow you to take advantage of me or hurt me in any way.

Cuzzo just came out the pin picked up my nigga I was excited
My cousin was released from prison, and I was thrilled to pick him up and reconnect with him.

Niggas tried to tag along but they can't come they wasn't invited
Some people tried to join us, but they were not invited because they are not trustworthy.

Disrespect one of the gang we gone take that shit to violence
If someone disrespects our group, we will respond with violence.

Wear my heart out on my sleeve I had to shove it back in my body
I used to be emotionally open, but after being taken advantage of, I had to guard my heart and be more cautious.

Cause I'm tired of lettin' people take advantage of me
I am tired of people using me for their own benefit and not caring about my well-being.

Sippin' on too much codeine I think it's damagin' me
I am worried that my excessive use of codeine is harming me and my health.

I get too high and when I fly I pray Landin in peace
When I get too high, I worry about coming down safely and peacefully.

They don't care about you nigga til you dead and deceased
People only care about you when you are gone, and it is too late to show them your worth.

And these niggas fake I'm knowin'
I know that many people around me are fake and not genuine.

Careful back door open
I need to be cautious and aware of people trying to take advantage of me through the back door.

Sip codeine I'm dozin'
I am drinking codeine and feeling drowsy.

It heal pain cause I'm broken
I use drugs to numb my emotional pain because I am broken.

Freestyle driving no destination where I'm goin
I am driving aimlessly without a destination, enjoying the freedom and escape from my problems.

So much betrayal cause I was hangin with the wrong friends
I experienced a lot of betrayal because I was spending time with the wrong crowd and not surrounding myself with trustworthy people.

Gimme a shot And come watch me score it like Derozen
Give me a chance, and I will prove myself and succeed like DeMar DeRozan in basketball.

Embracin' niggas with open arms I had to close it
I used to trust people easily and welcome them with open arms, but I have had to become more guarded and cautious.

Must be a lasso around these drugs cause I got roped in
I am addicted to drugs, and it feels like a lasso or rope that has trapped me in its grip.

Same way my homie died is the same way that I'm copin'
My friend died in a certain way, and I am coping with my problems in the same way.

Avoiding conversations with god cause that shit I did
I am avoiding talking to God because I am ashamed of my actions and don't want to face judgment.

Had a reason for my dirt ain't wanna admit them sins
I know I did wrong but don't want to confess my sins because I have reasons for committing them.

I was grateful for the I Bond I'm tryna ditch the pin
I appreciate the opportunity to be out on bail, but I am trying to get out of jail completely.

Them niggas thought that they was bout it til we spent again
My friends thought they were loyal, but when trouble came, they were nowhere to be found.

Thankful for my homie made me a godfather of baby twins
My friend gave me the honor of being a godfather to his twins, and I am grateful for this.

I was walkin' down the wrong road won't go that way again
I made a mistake by going down the wrong path, but I have learned from it and won't make the same mistake again.

Bae if you solid I can ignore all of our Differences
If you are trustworthy and loyal, I am willing to overlook our differences and continue our relationship.

I won't open up cause if we fall out you gone get Revenge
I am afraid to open up and be vulnerable because I fear that if you hurt me, you will seek revenge on me.

I can't let you do me in
I cannot allow you to take advantage of me or hurt me in any way.

I can't let you do me in
I cannot allow you to take advantage of me or hurt me in any way.

No I won't let you do me in
I refuse to let you take advantage of me or hurt me in any way.

I can't let you do me in
I cannot allow you to take advantage of me or hurt me in any way.

Aye aye aye
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