Strange
J.P. Lyrics

There I go again the socially awkward butterfly
I have a habit of being socially awkward and shy.

Said it once Said it twice
I repeat myself to try and get my point across.

Say it a hundred times
I keep repeating things in hopes of being understood.

Anxiety running high
My anxiety levels are up and causing me stress.

Sometimes wonder why
I often question why I feel this way.

My lips are stapled shut
I feel like I can't speak up or express myself fully.

Whenever she walks by
I get particularly anxious when she's around.

There I go again
I keep falling into the same patterns of behavior.

Over thinking sort of weird
I tend to overthink things and it makes me feel strange.

My mind is such a mess
My thoughts and feelings are all jumbled up and chaotic.

I'm just trying to make it clear
I want to be understood but often struggle to communicate effectively.

Rejection always feared
I am afraid of being rejected by others.

Man the stress is up to here
The stress I'm feeling is almost unbearable.

And can never figure out
I often don't understand why certain things happen or what other people are thinking.

If it's no tatties or no beard
I can't tell if someone doesn't like me because of my appearance or for some other reason.

Not really into change
I prefer things to stay the same and am resistant to change.

Stuck on keeping things the same
I have a hard time adapting or embracing change.

Takes a special key
It takes a unique approach or method to understand me.

To get inside my brain
To fully understand my thoughts and feelings, you need to have a deep connection with me.

Maximum Security
I am guarded and protective of my thoughts and emotions.

Under lock and chain
My feelings are locked up and hidden away from others.

And way in the back
My emotions are buried deep within me.

Is where I stock the pain
I hide my pain and suffering from others.

Probably saying too much
I worry that I'm revealing too much about myself.

Ya Gotta get knocked down once
Sometimes you have to experience failure before succeeding.

Just to move up?
Is it worth the pain and struggle to achieve your goals?

Lose first to Win
Sometimes you have to lose before you can win.

Yup i know it sucks
I am aware that the process of growth and change can be painful.

But if you're stuck in the same rut
If you don't make changes, you'll continue to experience the same problems.

I do wish you luck
I hope that you are able to find success and happiness.

Very Strange Enchanted Boy
There is something unique and captivating about me.

Very Strange Very Strange
I am an odd and unusual person.

Enchanted Boy
Despite my quirks and flaws, there is something special about me that draws people in.