Molotov
J.Saenz Lyrics

They told me that the jig is up I'm way too far from winning
People have said that my chances of succeeding are slim because I'm still far from achieving my goals

But I'm close to finishing my self-image, I do not fit in
However, I am close to completing my self-discovery journey and realizing that I don't conform to societal expectations

With these simple-minded fucks I'm way too witty
Compared to these ignorant individuals, I possess a sharp intellect and cleverness

Out this bitch it's time to gitty up
It's time for me to leave this place and pursue my dreams

Close to poppin off heating up they callin me Molotov
I'm getting closer to making a breakthrough and I'm gaining recognition as an explosive and impactful artist

This ain't off the top but pass me a pen and go on and on
Although I may not freestyle, give me a pen and I can write profound lyrics endlessly

I may be a ways from making it but I ain't falling off bitch
It may take some time for me to achieve success, but I won't give up or lose my momentum

I got a plan to get rich not for myself for my momma
I have a strategy to become financially stable, not just for myself, but to provide a better life for my mother

She got no clue that I'm on one or the potential upon us
My mother is unaware of my drive and the incredible potential I possess

I gotta go and save her tho
It's my responsibility to uplift my mother and improve her circumstances

I gotta keep dropping this music no point in saving them hoes
I must continue releasing my music without wasting time trying to impress shallow individuals

Do I feel like the weight fall on my back it's kinda yes and no
Sometimes, I do feel the burden of expectations resting on my shoulders, but it's a complex mixture of both positive and negative emotions

But it's worth it when I get my mama x and o's
However, it becomes all worthwhile when I can provide love and financial support for my mother

I'm so sick of her stressing though
I'm tired of seeing my mother worry and deal with stress

She an angel in my life number one far as them blessing go
My mother is like an angel to me, the most important source of blessings in my life

Yeah I guess that's what gratitude feels like
Experiencing gratitude for my mother's presence and love is truly a remarkable feeling

That's why I'll make it far cause I thank and add it to real life
Expressing gratitude propels me forward and ensures that I will achieve great success in my real life

I gotta keep working with no vacation
I must maintain a strong work ethic and dedicate myself to my craft without taking breaks

While my soul is feeling oh so forsaken
Although my soul may feel lost and neglected, I continue to strive for my dreams

It's my time and I'm tired of being patient
I believe that it's my moment to shine, and I'm fed up with waiting for success to come to me

They say everything worth it worth the waiting
People often say that anything valuable takes time and patience to achieve

So I work on my peace and meditation
To find inner peace and calmness, I prioritize meditation in my life

Pick a book up and work my concentration
To enhance my focus and concentration, I regularly read books as a mental exercise

Hella overthink and I hella hate it and it's safe to say it don't help when I'm feeling so belated
I tend to overanalyze and I strongly dislike it, but unfortunately, overthinking only worsens my sense of being behind schedule

In the music scene, I feel I'm getting old
Within the music industry, I sometimes feel like I'm losing relevance and becoming outdated

But I still shoot for my goals, I know you know how that goes
Nevertheless, I continue to pursue my aspirations, as I'm sure you understand the persistence required

Thoughts I deal with on my own, I know it don't help for shit
I handle these thoughts and struggles internally, but I'm aware that it doesn't provide much relief

I try to distract myself, but distractions first on my list
I attempt to divert my attention, but ironically, seeking distractions becomes my primary approach

So what's there really to do
Therefore, I'm left wondering what effective actions I should take

Fake it till you make it who's that really gon fool
The common advice is to pretend to be successful until you actually achieve it, but who is truly being deceived by this tactic?

A pool of fake rappers that made it guess that's really my cue
Seeing numerous inauthentic rappers succeed makes me realize that it's my turn to step into the spotlight

Nah fuck that shit I'm too authentic
No, I don't want to conform to that mindset. I value my authenticity too much

That's why I look up to Smino Saba Russ Cole and Kendrick
I admire and find inspiration in artists like Smino, Saba, Russ, J. Cole, and Kendrick Lamar who prioritize authenticity in their music

I gotta keep working with no vacation
I must continue putting in relentless effort without taking breaks or vacations

While my soul is feeling oh so forsaken
Even though my soul may feel abandoned and lost, I persevere in my artistic journey

It's my time and I'm tired of being patient
I firmly believe that it's my moment to shine, and I'm exhausted from waiting patiently

They say everything worth it worth the waiting
There's a common belief that anything valuable and worthwhile requires patience and perseverance

So I work on my peace and meditation
To find inner calmness and tranquility, I prioritize engaging in peaceful activities and meditation

Pick a book up and work my concentration
To improve my focus and concentration, I devote myself to reading books that challenge my mind

Hella overthink and I hella hate it, and it's safe to say it don't help when I'm feeling so belated
I tend to excessively overanalyze situations, and I strongly dislike it. Unfortunately, this habit worsens my sense of being behind schedule and unaccomplished