If This Is Love
J. Gui Lyrics

You've seen him many times
You have encountered and interacted with another person on numerous occasions

There's no use denying
It is futile to reject or conceal the truth

I've heard you on the phone
I have listened to your conversations while you were using the telephone

I've even followed you to all the places where you've secretly been alone
I have shadowed you to every location where you have privately spent time by yourself

I even know about the times when you would say to me that you were overwhelmed with work
I am aware of the instances when you claimed to be excessively burdened with tasks

You had to stay longer working overtime
You had to extend your work hours beyond the regular duration due to various commitments

But you were always lying
However, you consistently deceived and deceived me

Baby I might be dumb but I am not blind
My dear, although I may appear foolish, I am not oblivious to the truth

At times I feel like I want to break down inside
Occasionally, I experience an overwhelming desire to collapse emotionally

I got to find a way out 'cause this is tearing me to pieces, I just want to make it right
I must discover a solution because this situation is causing me immense anguish, and I simply desire to rectify it

Is this what you call love, explain to me baby, is this really what you want from me
Is this how you define love? Elucidate it to me, my darling. Is this truly your desired outcome from our relationship?

(Is this what you want from me)
(Is this the expectation you have of my role in our relationship?)

I am losing my patience, just hear what I am saying, you don't want to break the family
My patience is wearing thin, so please attend to my words and comprehend that you should not jeopardize our family unit

(Don't break this family)
(Please refrain from causing harm to our family)

Is this what you call love, then you got it all wrong
If this is your interpretation of love, then you have misunderstood it entirely

This isn't the way our lives should be
Our lives were not meant to unfold in this manner

I just won't allow somebody to come between us
I refuse to let a third party interfere with our relationship

You come home late at night, pretending it's alright
You arrive home during the late hours of the night, feigning that everything is acceptable

Acting like you're doing nothing wrong, as you lay down right beside me, inside I am dying
Assuming an innocent façade, despite engaging in inappropriate behavior, while lying next to me, I am internally suffering

You just don't understand the pain that you have put me through
You simply fail to comprehend the anguish you have caused me

(Just don't understand)
(You just cannot comprehend it)

After all the things I have ever done for you, sometimes I'd rather be alone
Despite everything I have ever done for you, there are moments when I would prefer solitude

Than have a broken home
Rather than experiencing a fractured household

Whatever happened to forever, 'cause I still want to know, explain to me your change of heart
What has transpired to alter our perception of everlasting commitment? I am still desirous of understanding your shift in emotions

Is this what you call love
Is this your interpretation of love?