Falling Apart
J. Rad Lyrics
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Dont you kno I'm cray Im insane lil shordy n I been cold from the start
I see pain like snooow, its always fallin apart
You can taste sorrow, when you been left in the dark
N I haaaavvvee
On my own to get that
A big pack took to long to flip that
This shi ass, yea Ik gimme cash
Tell em my bad, but I need a quick stack
Yea I did that
Moved up my heavy to coppin big sacks
Open up the bag and its smelly yea this shi big gas
Niggas wanna runnoff im ready this stick dont spit caps
Done took too many L's all alone, so you cant give that
And I cant take it either,
Had to switch up my demeanor
Heart of Gold thats filled wit ice
In the past I was so eager to not be bold but to be nice
But that nice shi get you hurt, people switch and people turn
Niggas leave you in the dirt, and these bitches leave you burned
Why its hard for me to trust, guess you'll say a nigga learned
Now the pwople who surroundin me is people who done earned it
Dont you go n play wit brain lil shordy cause you cant play wit my heart
Dont you kno I'm cray Im insane lil shordy n I been cold from the start
I see pain like snooow, its always fallin apart
You can taste sorrow, when you been left in the dark
In "Falling Apart" by J. Rad, the lyrics convey a sense of caution and self-awareness. The opening lines warn someone not to mess with the artist's mind or emotions because they hold a strong guard on their heart. They emphasize their own instability and unpredictable nature, claiming to have been cold and disturbed right from the beginning.
The artist then paints a vivid image of pain being compared to falling snow, symbolically representing the constant turmoil and chaotic nature of their life. They suggest that one can taste sorrow when they have been left in the darkness, implying a deep sense of loneliness and abandonment. This could refer to past experiences where they felt isolated and hurt.
The next paragraph delves into the artist's struggle for success and the hardships they have faced. They feel trapped, working alone to achieve their goals, and acknowledge that the process of making money took longer than expected. They express dissatisfaction with the outcome, calling it "shi ass," but acknowledge that they need a quick stack of cash and take responsibility for their actions. They have moved up from dealing with small amounts to purchasing large quantities, symbolized by the idea of "coppin big sacks." They mention the strong scent of the product, indicating its quality, and assert their readiness to defend themselves using force if necessary.
The final paragraph highlights a shift in the artist's mentality. They state that they cannot tolerate being hurt anymore and have changed their behavior. They describe themselves as having a heart of gold filled with ice, suggesting a balance between vulnerability and a hardened exterior. They reflect on past experiences where being too nice led to being hurt by others. Trust becomes a challenging issue for them, as the lyrics imply that they have learned from their mistakes. They surround themselves with people who have proven their loyalty and support, indicating a new discernment in choosing trustworthy individuals.
Overall, "Falling Apart" portrays J. Rad's awareness of their emotional vulnerability, past struggles, and a newfound determination to protect themselves. The lyrics convey a cautionary message while exploring themes of pain, loneliness, resilience, and the importance of surrounding oneself with the right people.
Line by Line Meaning
Dont you go n play wit brain lil shordy cause you cant play wit my heart
Do not try to manipulate my mind, because you cannot manipulate my emotions.
Dont you kno I'm cray Im insane lil shordy n I been cold from the start
You should understand that I am crazy, I am unpredictable, and I have always been emotionally distant.
I see pain like snooow, its always fallin apart
I constantly witness suffering, just like snowflakes falling apart.
You can taste sorrow, when you been left in the dark
When you have been abandoned and left alone, you can truly understand the bitterness of sorrow.
N I haaaavvvee
And I possess
So I trapped
So I found myself stuck
On my own to get that
In order to obtain what I wanted, I had to rely solely on myself.
A big pack took to long to flip that
It took too much time and effort to profit from a large quantity of something.
This shi ass, yea Ik gimme cash
This situation is terrible, but I know it will bring me money.
Tell em my bad, but I need a quick stack
Apologize to them on my behalf, but I require a large sum of money immediately.
Yea I did that
Yes, I accomplished that
Moved up my heavy to coppin big sacks
I elevated the weight of my actions to acquire significant quantities.
Open up the bag and its smelly yea this shi big gas
When I opened the bag, it had a strong odor, indicating the presence of high-quality goods.
Niggas wanna runnoff im ready this stick dont spit caps
Others may want to run away, but I am prepared to use this firearm that shoots real bullets.
Done took too many L's all alone, so you cant give that
I have experienced numerous losses by myself, so you cannot blame me for that.
And I cant take it either
And I also cannot bear it
Had to switch up my demeanor
I had to change my way of behaving
Heart of Gold thats filled wit ice
My heart may seem kind, but it is actually cold and indifferent
In the past I was so eager to not be bold but to be nice
Previously, I had a strong desire to be kind rather than assertive
But that nice shi get you hurt, people switch and people turn
However, being nice can lead to getting hurt, as people can change and betray you
Niggas leave you in the dirt, and these bitches leave you burned
Men will abandon you when you are vulnerable, and these women will deceive and hurt you
Why its hard for me to trust, guess you'll say a nigga learned
That is why it is difficult for me to trust others, as I have learned from my past experiences
Now the pwople who surroundin me is people who done earned it
Now the people who are around me are those who have proven themselves and deserve to be here
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