After dropping out of college in New York, Josh Tillman moved to Seattle and spent a year paying rent by freelance writing and donating plasma. Befriending Eric Fisher (Damien Jurado, Rosie Thomas) while on tour in the fall on 2004, Tillman coerced him into recording what would become "I Will Return," a full-length reminiscent of the southern-gothic writings of Flannery O'Conner and the music of Nick Drake and Pete Seeger. The CD-R would be distributed and promoted word-of-mouth in paper sleeves while on the road (with acts such as Damien Jurado, Dolorean and Saxon Shore) for over a year until spring 2005 when KEEP Recordings offered to release a limited, special edition run of the record. Tillman continues to record constantly, finshing a full-length with Fisher entitled " Long May You Run, J. Tillman."
Tilman's fifth solo album Vacilando Territory Blues featuring his mournful vocals, backed by sparse and doleful acoustic guitar with occasionally understated piano, bells and violin was well-received critically in 2008 before release and earned him comparisons to Nick Drake.
Since then, Tillman has released 'Year In The Kingdom' (Western Vinyl, 2009) and 'Singing Ax' (Western Vinyl, 2010).
Note that Tillman is sometimes tagged by download services as J Tillman.
Steel On Steel
J. Tillman Lyrics
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And only the ones you need will stay
Like hearing guitars down the hallway
Where you and dad would often play
Found an old guitar and learned how to play
Learned the music you wrote and sang
I'll never forget all those times we played
Now that times have changed
And will never be the same
My mind goes back to those better days
The steel string you played don't Sound like you
Those songs you sang now Have a different tune
I can still hear the sound of that sweet steel slide
But most of all I wish We had more time
Life comes around and tries to break you
You may lose your faith and don't know what to do
Unsung songs will never be used by you
Til someone comes around and gets to show you
The steel string you played don't Sound like you
Those songs you sang now Have a different tune
I can still hear the sound of that sweet steel slide
But most of all I wish We had more time
Sorry for not saying what I
Was too scared to say
But we both know I ain't
Built that way
I'll always know I'll be
Seeing you again
And I hope like you I'll fight in the end
"Steel On Steel" is a heartfelt tribute to the memories and influence of a father figure. The lyrics capture the bittersweet essence of reminiscing about the past while acknowledging the changes that time brings. The song begins with the singer reflecting on how certain memories fade away, but the ones that are truly meaningful remain. The mention of guitars down the hallway symbolizes the bond between the singer and their father, who would often play together. This image sets the nostalgic tone for the rest of the song.
The singer then describes their journey of discovering music through an old guitar, learning and playing the songs written and sung by their father. The lyrics convey a sense of deep appreciation and attachment to these moments shared, which have become an inseparable part of their identity. However, the passage of time has brought change, and the steel string guitar that once represented their father's sound doesn't sound the same anymore. The lyrics express the desire for more time, lamenting the fact that it is impossible to go back to those cherished moments.
The song also touches on the ups and downs of life. It acknowledges that there may be moments of doubt and loss of faith, but there is hope that someone will come along to revive the unsung songs and keep the spirit alive. The final verse reveals a sense of regret for not expressing certain sentiments earlier, but there is also a conviction that they will reunite with their father figure and continue fighting, just as he did.
Overall, "Steel On Steel" poignantly captures the longing for the past, the changes brought by time, and the enduring impact of familial bonds and shared musical experiences.
Line by Line Meaning
Sometimes a memory will fade away
Occasionally, a memory will diminish and lose its clarity
And only the ones you need will stay
Only the memories that hold significant meaning for you will remain
Like hearing guitars down the hallway
Similar to the experience of listening to guitars being played in the distance
Where you and dad would often play
Referring to the times when the artist and their father used to play guitars together
Found an old guitar and learned how to play
Discovered an aged guitar and acquired the skill of playing it
Learned the music you wrote and sang
Mastered the melodies and lyrics that you composed and performed
I'll never forget all those times we played
The singer will forever hold in memory the moments they spent playing together
And all the hours to your songs we gave
The considerable amount of time dedicated to playing and listening to your songs
Now that times have changed
Acknowledging the shift that has occurred over the course of time
And will never be the same
Recognizing that things will never return to how they were before
My mind goes back to those better days
Reflecting on the past, particularly on the more joyful and fulfilling moments
The steel string you played don't Sound like you
The instrument that you used to play no longer resonates with your essence
Those songs you sang now Have a different tune
The melodies you once sang have undergone a change and no longer possess the same character
I can still hear the sound of that sweet steel slide
The singer can still vividly recall the distinct sound produced by the steel slide guitar technique
But most of all I wish We had more time
Above all, the singer desires an extension of the limited time they had together
Life comes around and tries to break you
Life presents challenges and endeavors to weaken your spirit
You may lose your faith and don't know what to do
In times of adversity, it is possible to lose faith and feel uncertain about how to proceed
Unsung songs will never be used by you
The songs that were never performed by you will perpetually remain unutilized
Til someone comes around and gets to show you
Unless someone arrives and demonstrates the worth of those unsung songs to you
Sorry for not saying what I
Expressing regret for not articulating what I
Was too scared to say
Words that I was afraid to vocalize
But we both know I ain't
However, both of us are aware that I am not
Built that way
Inherently predisposed to be that way
I'll always know I'll be
I will forever possess the knowledge that I will
Seeing you again
Encounter you once more
And I hope like you I'll fight in the end
Additionally, I aspire to exhibit the same resilience as you did until the final moments
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Cody Fox
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Zachary Edwards
Josh Tillman is my best friend; Father John Misty my spirit animal.
Jon Doidge
This is so good, why have I not heard this?
knightshousegames
Sometimes I wonder if this song is about a roadtrip through an apocolypse
Jeffrey Allen
This album is miles beyond anything FJM has to offer. I don't know why he claims he is ashamed of this work....
StickyBons
Jeffrey Allen I honestly love both, I agree he shouldn’t be ashamed of this but I’m proud of how he’s grown as an artist. It would be lovely if he revisited this sound though, I think he could do wonders with it now.
Nancy Alexander-Carreira
Talented and handsome to boot!
Bright White Silhouette
Why isn't this song more well known???
Collin McCullough
@jeffreyallen, Artists evolve, get over it. When they don't you get Mumford with three copycat albums, and nobody wants that.