Never Let You Go
J. Will Lyrics

I remember the day you were born
The moment of your birth is etched in my memory

And the day we brought you home
The day we welcomed you into our family

The first time I held you in my arms
When I cradled you, a sense of overwhelming love filled my heart

I swear I would never let you go
I promised myself that I would always protect and cherish you

The first time I saw you open your eyes, I saw a ray of hope
When I witnessed your innocent gaze, I felt a renewed sense of optimism and possibility

You shed some light
Your presence brought illumination and joy into my life

You gave me a feeling I never felt in a long time
You revived in me emotions that had been dormant for a considerable period

Not since your big sister was born
I haven't experienced such profound emotions since your older sister came into this world

And that was 8 years ago
It has been eight years since that momentous occasion

I really wanna get my life together
I earnestly desire to bring stability and order to my own life

I keep saying that but it's taking me forever
Despite my repeated assertions, it seems like a never-ending process to achieve my goals

Maybe one day nothing will stop me
Perhaps, in the future, no obstacles will hinder my progress

And maybe one day I won't live with misery
In due time, I hope to escape the burden of unhappiness and find contentment

Sometimes I think that's just wishful thinking
Occasionally, I doubt the likelihood of such optimistic thoughts becoming reality

My friends keep telling me it'll happen someday
My companions consistently reassure me that eventually, my aspirations will come to fruition

My boy, Everytime I look at you, you give me strength
My son, each time I gaze upon you, you imbue me with courage and resilience

You're my life, I'll tell you that when you're old enough to understand
You are the center of my existence, and I will convey this to you when you possess the maturity to comprehend

I'm always gonna be here for you my little man
I will forever be by your side, providing support and guidance, my dear son

Everything happens according to God's plan
I believe that all occurrences unfold in accordance with a divine purpose

I got alot of shit to take care of
There are numerous responsibilities and obligations that demand my attention

But that doesn't mean I won't take time off
Nonetheless, I will make sure to allocate moments of respite

Just to see my daughter and son
Especially to spend precious moments with my daughter and son

They mean the world to me
They hold immeasurable significance in my life

I wouldn't be here if it weren't for Caleb and Karsyn, Adia
Their presence has had a profound impact on my existence and has contributed to my current state

Man this shit hurts cause everytime I think of her my heart hurts
This situation brings me pain and sorrow, as thoughts of her cause immense heartache

My first born, my first daughter
She is my eldest child, my initial experience as a father

The little girl who doesn't even know her real father
The young girl who remains unaware of her biological parent

Shit, I can only wish she remembers from the time she was just a toddler
I can only hope that she retains memories from when she was a mere toddler

And Karsyn one day you're gonna figure out the truth
Eventually, Karsyn, you will uncover the reality and comprehend the facts

And when that day comes you can ask mommy all about you
Once that moment arrives, you will have the opportunity to inquire with your mother regarding your origins

Why you look nothing like daddy in the pictures
You may question why there is no resemblance between you and me evident in the photographs

If Kathy took her away, I would really miss her
If Kathy, the person who separated us, were to remove her from my life, I would experience profound longing

Karsyn, I love you, I wish I could spend more time with ya but daddy is a busy man
Karsyn, I want you to know that I adore you deeply. Although I desire to spend more time with you, my responsibilities often consume my schedule

Trying to get his own life together
Striving to achieve personal stability and wellness

I'll never leave you alone
I will never abandon you or leave you to face the world on your own

Never gonna let you go
I will never allow you to slip away from my embrace and protection

Daddy will always be here
I, as your father, will forever remain present and supportive

To catch and dry every tear
I will be there to console and comfort you during moments of sadness and distress