All I Want
J Lyrics

Damn cold world
The world can be brutal and unforgiving.

I never thought I see that day that you my old girl
I never would have thought that you, my former girlfriend, would become a distant memory.

Now I'm stuck here hollering at old girl
Now I'm lonely and trying to communicate with other women.

Got one, got two three four girls
I have multiple women in my life but none of them are able to replace you.

Shotgun in the drop made a right
Driving down the street with a woman beside me.

Hut one hut two told them hoes take a hike
Telling other women to find someone else because I'm not interested.

Then it's on to the next one on on to the next one
Moving on to the next woman in hopes of forgetting about you.

Hard to move on when you always regret one
It's difficult to move on with my life when I continue to regret losing you.

I wonder sometimes.
Reflecting on my past choices and decisions.

I wonder if I, was wrong
Questioning whether my actions and decisions were the right ones.

Tryna do right by you got me here
My attempts to do the right thing and make you happy have led me to this point.

Now all I am is alone
Feeling lonely without you in my life.

'Cause her eyes
Referring to another woman's physical appearance.

Those hips
Referring to another woman's physical appearance.

And that ass
Referring to another woman's physical appearance.

Don't compare at all, no
None of these other women can compare to you.

And at best all they do is distract me but now
Other women only provide temporary distractions from my thoughts of you.

Deep down when I face it
When I'm honest with myself.

All I want is you
Realizing that all I want is you and no one else.

Now that you're gone, gone, gone
Feeling the emptiness that comes with losing you.

'Cause being your friend
The pain that comes with trying to maintain a friendship after a break up.

Is killing me softly
The process of trying to be just friends is hurting me emotionally.

Hear voices
Constantly hearing voices/talking to myself.

Wonder where I went wrong
Thinking about where I went wrong in our relationship.

It was my fault
Taking responsibility for the failure of our relationship.

And the wrong time
Not having the right timing for our relationship to work out.

Regret gets exhausting
Feeling of regret can be tiring and overwhelming.

'Cause they don't smile or smell like you
Unable to find someone who has the same qualities as you.

'Cause they don't make me laugh or even cook like you
Other women are not able to make me happy or fulfill my needs like you did.

'Cause they don't photograph nah they don't sex like you
Other women do not have the same sexual or physical attraction as you.

Lets face it I can't replace it
Realizing that I cannot replace what I had with you.

That's why all I want is you now
Acknowledging that the only thing I want is you back in my life.

I hit the club when you left me thinking that could heal shit
Trying to numb my pain by partying and going out after our break up.

Trying to celebrate my 'Independence Day' Will Smith
Trying to celebrate being independent and single like Will Smith's character in the movie.

Baby girl who I'm kidding
Realizing that I am not okay and need you back in my life.

Still sick real shit
Feeling emotionally drained and unable to cope with the pain of our break up.

All my new hoes seem to get old real quick
Other women I'm seeing do not keep me satisfied or happy for long.

And could it be, you everything that these plain bitches couldn't be
Realizing that you were everything that other women were lacking.

Is it a sign from the Lord that I shouldn't be
Questioning whether my inability to move on from you is a sign from a higher power.

Lost in the player way sorta get old to me
Feeling tired of being a player after being with you.

Got me on layaway, girl you gotta a hold on me
Unable to move on from you and feeling like you still have a hold on me.

I say I'm wrong, you say come again
Arguing with myself and questioning the decisions I made in our relationship.

Damn said I was wrong look don't rub it in
Feeling ashamed of making mistakes in our relationship and not wanting to be reminded of them.

I got a lot on my mind
Feeling overwhelmed and stressed.

Got a flock full of dimes
Having many beautiful women interested in me.

Like a line full of hoes
Feeling like all of these women are only interested in me for my physical appearance or money.

How they coming in
Questioning the motives of the women who are interested in me.

Don't wanna have me then somebody will
Feeling like my love and affection are replaceable.

I'm playing
I'm just joking.

Weight on my chest like I body build
Feeling burdened by the pain of losing you.

I'm praying
Hoping and wishing for a chance to be with you again.

You ain't content with trying to do your thang
Feeling like you have moved on and are not interested in me anymore.

And come back baby boomerang, rang
Wanting you to come back to me like a boomerang.

You know that you're gone, gone, gone
Acknowledging and feeling the pain of your absence in my life.

I want you back
Confessing that all I want is you back in my life.