Weight of the World
JVNA Lyrics

I feel like I'm losing hope
I have run out of hope and am losing it from both my mind and body

In my body and my soul
This sense of hopelessness is affecting both my physical and spiritual self

And the sky, it looks so ominous
The sky appears threatening and foreboding, reflecting my feelings of darkness and despair

And as time comes to a halt
Time seems to be standing still or moving too slowly, prolonging my sense of despair

Silence starts to overflow
The silence around me becomes overwhelming and almost suffocating

My cries are inconspicuous
My desperate cries for help are going unnoticed and unheard

Tell me God, are you punishing me?
I question if I am being punished by a higher power for past mistakes

Is this the price I'm paying for my past mistakes?
I wonder if my current suffering is a consequence of my past actions

This is my redemption song
This song is my way of seeking redemption and conveying my feelings of despair and hopelessness

I need you more than ever right now
I am desperately in need of help and support in this moment

Can you hear me now?
I am pleading for someone to hear my cries and understand my struggles

Cause we're going to shout it loud
We are going to scream and express our feelings with great fervor

Even if our words seem meaningless
Even if our words seem to lack purpose or substance, we will still shout them out

It's like I'm carrying the weight of the world
My struggles and burdens feel immense, like I am carrying the weight of the entire world on my shoulders

I wish that someway, somehow
I desperately wish that there was some way to change my situation and make it better

That I could save every one of us
I wish that I had the power and ability to save everyone from suffering and pain

But the truth is that I'm only one girl
However, the reality is that I am only one person and cannot change everything on my own

Maybe if I keep believing my dreams will come to life
Despite this, I still hold on to the hope that my dreams will come true if I continue to believe

After all the laughter fades
Once the moments of joy and happiness pass, the reality of my struggles comes crashing down

Signs of life all washed away
Any sign of hope or positivity is washed away by the overwhelming feelings of despair

I can still, still feel a gentle breeze
Despite everything, I can still feel a small sense of comfort in the gentle breeze around me

No matter how hard I pray
Even if I pray with all my might and hope for a change, my struggles still persist

Signs of warning still remain
The warning signs of my struggles and challenges still persist, even after I have prayed and hoped for a change

And life has become my enemy
Life itself feels like an adversary, causing me more pain and suffering than good

Still, we're going to shout it loud
Despite everything, we will still shout and speak out about our struggles with great passion and intensity

I hope that someway, somehow
I still hold out hope that somehow, someday, things will get better

Maybe if I keep believing my dreams will come to life
I will continue to believe that if I hold onto my dreams, they will eventually become a reality

Come to life...
My dreams will come to life and bring me the hope and relief that I desperately need