Leave Me Lonely
Jack Russell Lyrics

Crying in my sleep
I am deeply saddened and burdened by something in my subconscious mind that it is causing me to weep while I sleep

I wake up in heat
My body temperature rises as I awaken from a deep sleep filled with sorrow and anxiety

I feel the chill from the other side of the empty bed
I sense a coldness and absence of love emanating from the empty side of my bed where you should be lying by my side

And then I feel the pain
I experience an excruciating emotional pain that accompanies my loneliness and yearning for your presence

Coming on again
The pain of your absence and the realization that you are not there for me is a recurring theme in my life

Oh lord please stop this pounding in my head
I pray to a higher power to heal my mind and stifle the incessant beating and mental agony caused by the emptiness in my life

A tear falls out of sight
An unnoticed drop of my tears flows down my face, hidden from everyone else and revealing the extent of my sadness and solitude

The last one I could cry
I am bereft of tears, and I have exhausted all my emotional resources, feeling like I have nothing more to give or experience emotionally

Is lost forever in the night
My last unshed tear vanishes into the darkness and void of my existence, making me feel even more alone

You say you love me only
You profess to have an exclusive love for me, but your actions undermine your words

But you're never there when I need you in the night
When I am in my vulnerable and needful state, you do not provide the comfort and closeness that I require, leaving me isolated and abandoned

You say you need me
You claim that you have an essential requirement for me in your life

But you only leave me lonely lonely in the night
However, your inaction and disregard for my needs only exacerbate my loneliness, causing me to feel more secluded and desolate during the nighttime

Wondering why you're not there
Feeling puzzled and bewildered by your absence and lack of engagement, I struggle to comprehend why I am left alone and ignored by someone who supposedly needs and loves me

Lying without sleep
Unable to rest or find peace, I lay awake in bed with my restless mind and unquenched longing for companionship

I walk a restless dream
My mind wanders with pointless imaginings, and my heart remains agitated, unable to find the tranquility that only comes with contentment and love

The nights and days go by and by I bide my time
The endless periods of solitude and emptiness continue, with time sliding by cautiously, and I remain fixed or trapped in this stasis of yearning

A wish left unfulfilled
A profound desire or hope for love and togetherness remains unanswered, without being satisfied or realized

A sentence without guilt
I feel trapped in a meaningless and unjust existence, without any wrongdoing or blame on my part, making me wonder why I must suffer so

I can't live I can't die and you know why
I feel like I am in a limbo state, unable to move forward, and unequipped to endure the present, all because you are not there with me as you promised

If you only knew babe it just ain't right
I implore you to see and empathize with the weight of my distress and helplessness, reassuring me that it is not reasonable or helpful to keep me in this unendurable situation where I am perpetually alone

Don't leave me lonely
I beg you to stay with me instead of abandoning me in my grief and vulnerability

Lonely in the night
It is during the night when I am most aware of my loneliness, fearing that I might never find a way out of it