Mayday
Jackie Boyz | www.Marvin-Vibez.in Lyrics

Mayday Mayday
An urgent call for help and assistance

Someone save me
Expressing a plea for someone to rescue and help

Like a comet that breached the atmosphere
Feeling like a celestial object that broke through the earth's atmosphere, representing a sudden and dramatic change

I'm falling apart at the seams my dear
Experiencing a state of disintegration or emotional turmoil

I'm falling from the sky
Symbolizing a downfall or a loss of control

Chained to this appetite as it gives me peace of mind
Being trapped in a destructive desire that provides temporary comfort

A hostage to this concoction has really got me off topic
Feeling captive to a harmful mixture, disrupting focus and attention

Maybe if I take a little more, I won't feel this pain anymore
Seeking relief from emotional distress by resorting to increasing the consumption of something harmful

It's a crippling side effect to this numbness in my chest
Describing the negative consequence of feeling emotionally detached

I want to end this appetite but the darkness is all I'm ending tonight
Expressing the desire to overcome the destructive craving while acknowledging the allure of the dark

Sensation crawling through my veins will make me feel alive another day
Perceiving the presence of physical sensations as a way to temporarily escape numbness and embrace life

Pushing everyone away will make my funeral so mundane
Not allowing others to get close, which would result in a lack of emotional significance in one's farewell

Is living just survival or is survival all we need, maybe living is only laced with LSD
Questioning the true essence of existence and considering the possibility that life is only filled with illusions and distortions

A change of state that alters the mind a flash of light but only for the blink of an eye
Reflecting on a transient alteration of consciousness that brings temporary clarity and enlightenment

A simple blink that takes back what we once claimed
Acknowledging the swift and reversible nature of decisions and actions

Floating endless sea of regrets and lost faith
Being overwhelmed by a vast expanse of remorse and a lack of belief

Maybe I'm drowning now
Considering the possibility of being overwhelmed and suffocated by one's circumstances

I've just become so numb I've forgotten what it feels like to breathe
Having become emotionally desensitized to the point of forgetting the fundamental sensations of being alive

If that's the case drowning would be my only peace
Viewing the cessation of life as the only way to find solace from suffering

My lungs burn but that's how I know I'm alive
Interpreting physical discomfort as a confirmation of one's existence

The pain I cause to myself will soon fade like the high from this toxic embrace
Recognizing the brief nature of relief obtained from destructive habits and acknowledging the temporary nature of self-inflicted pain

That's why I lace my life with the drugs I take
Explaining the motivation behind relying on substances to make life bearable

So I can live and not just survive even if it's only for the blink of an eye
Seeking moments of liveliness and vitality even if they are fleeting and short-lived

But when it's all over man let me tell ya; I just wanna die
Expressing a longing for the end and a desire for release from suffering

What if I make it out of this metamorphosis
Considering the possibility of undergoing a transformative process and emerging on the other side

Only to wake up in a sarcophagus
Expressing the fear of transitioning from one state to another, only to find oneself trapped and confined

I would kill to truly feel alive
Emphasizing the desperation to experience genuine vitality and intensity

Maybe I find that thing we've all been searching for and I think it's called love
Contemplating the potential discovery of a universal and sought-after emotion known as love

What if Love is death, it's the only lips I've never kissed
Pondering the idea that love might be synonymous with release from suffering and that it remains unexplored and unknown

Maybe one I close my eyes and end this nightmarish loop we call life
Considering the possibility of finding respite from the ongoing cycle of suffering by seeking closure

So, maybe in death I can learn to fly
Expressing the hope of finding liberation and freedom after death

And this my friends, Is my final goodbye
Announcing the conclusion and farewell to those close to the singer