Parker now plays for Say Anything and has his own side project: I and the Universe. Jamison also started his own project, which, after numerous name changes, is known as: E for Explosion. Both have their music up on MySpace.
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Just close your eyes, I'll still live as if I'm dying
If I don't make your heart skip a beat then hate me
If I don't make you feel anything than it's me
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
For once in your life
Just close your eyes and I'll kiss you like there's no tomorrow
If I don't make your heart skip a beat then hate me
If I don't make you feel anything then it's me
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
So sleep now, so deep in static
Drifting in the shadows
Hold me close to the fourwall headlights
And TV screens
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
The song "Here's Everything I've Always Meant To Say" by JamisonParker is a powerful ballad about love and wanting to make someone feel beautiful. The first part of the song talks about the desire to be close to the person, and the willingness to give them the love and affection they crave. The lines "Just be in love and I'll kiss you like you've always wanted, Just close your eyes, I'll still live as if I'm dying" indicate the depth of the singer's love and his willingness to go to any extent to make the person feel loved and wanted.
The second part of the song is a plea to the person to feel something, anything, when they are with the singer. The lines "If I don't make your heart skip a beat then hate me, If I don't make you feel anything than it's me" indicate that the singer is willing to take the blame for the lack of emotional connection between them. The chorus "I just want you to feel beautiful, For once in your life" is repeated twice, and it encapsulates the essence of the song: the desire to make the person feel special, loved and beautiful.
The ending of the song is ambiguous and open for interpretation. The lines "So sleep now, so deep in static, Drifting in the shadows, Hold me close to the fourwall headlights, And TV screens" are cryptic, and suggest a sense of loss and longing. However, the desire to make the person feel beautiful and loved remains constant throughout the song.
Line by Line Meaning
Just be in love and I'll kiss you like you've always wanted
If you let yourself love me, I'll give you everything you've ever wanted, including passionate kisses.
Just close your eyes, I'll still live as if I'm dying
Even if you don't want to see me or face reality, I'll continue to live like every moment is my last.
If I don't make your heart skip a beat then hate me
If I can't make you feel something deep in your heart, then direct your anger towards me instead of being complacent with dull emotions.
If I don't make you feel anything than it's me
If you're feeling numb or nothing at all, it's because of me and my inability to ignite passion within you.
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
My only wish is for you to feel truly beautiful and loved, even if it's just for a moment in your life.
Just close your eyes and I'll kiss you like there's no tomorrow
Don't worry about the future, just let go and allow me to love you with reckless abandon.
So sleep now, so deep in static
Drifting in the shadows
Hold me close to the fourwall headlights
And TV screens
As you fall into a deep sleep, let the white noise of the world lull you into a peaceful state, holding me close as we stare into the glare of TV screens.
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Case Parker, Jamison Convington, Ken Andrews
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