With Schwarzenbach on guitar and vocals, Bauermeister on bass, and Pfahler on drums, the band gained recognition in the late eighties and early nineties for their melodic yet driven sound built on the foundation for Schwarzenbach's poignant, bleeding-heart lyrics and signature rasp.
The band's first full-length release Unfun was put out by Shredder in 1990. On this, the band stuck close to the sound coming out of their contemporaries in the nascent pop punk scene in their sound, with the exception of Bauermeister's prominent bass lines and Schwarzenbach's lyrics, at times walking the line of the melodramatic.
Unfun was followed by Bivouac on Tupelo/Communion in 1992. Bivouac proved thicker and darker - both thematically and melodically - yet served to elevate the band above a crowd of previously similar acts. This more ambitious release also artfully used pieces of found-audio, in what was becoming one of the band's signatures, weaving it in and out of the ten minute title track, "Bivouac."
Their third release, 24 Hour Revenge Therapy, produced by the ubiquitous Steve Albini, unveiled a sparse pop-punk with more carefully crafted lyrics. This album also holds what has become arguably their best known song, "Boxcar."
Jawbreaker had seemed poised for critical and commercial success by the time of their fourth, and last album, Dear You. Despite a vigorous marketing push, Jawbreaker's album sales were anemic in the wake of a post-Green Day market, and was one of the causes leading to the end of the band's career in 1996.
The group recently reacquired the rights to Dear You and have successfully put the long out-of-print album back into circulation on Pfahler's label, Blackball Records.
The band's cult status as the definitive nineties proto-pop-punk band has grown since its breakup, and songs like "Kiss the Bottle" and "Jet Black" are referenced as influences by bands such as Sparta, Lucero, and Rocky Votolato. In 2003, a Jawbreaker tribute album, Bad Scene, Everyone's Fault was released on Dying Wish Records, and featured covers by 18 bands including Fall Out Boy, Nerf Herder, Sparta, and Face To Face.
Singer Blake Schwarzenbach went on to form the New York City-based band Jets to Brazil, who have also since broken up, and is now an adjunct English professor at Hunter College (CUNY). In the fall of 2008, he debuted his new band, Thorns of Life, formed with Aaron Cometbus of Crimpshrine and Pinhead Gunpowder on drums and ex-Gr'ups bassist Daniela Sea.
Drummer Adam Pfahler is currently drumming in San Francisco-based Whysall Lane, whose LP was released in 2006 on his own Blackball Records.
Bassist Chris Bauermeister has been playing in post-hardcore band Horace Pinker and pop-punk band Shorebirds, which was formed with Matt Canino, formerly of Latterman; Shorebirds split in the summer of 2008.
In 2021, Blake Schwarzenbach teamed up with Joyce Manor on a release.
In spite of the similar name, the band Jawbreaker Reunion is unrelated.
Million
Jawbreaker Lyrics
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In a clutch of snakes.
Oh pretty, pretty, I'm aflame.
So excited, so unslept.
Somewhat littered, so unswept.
You have to sleep before you wake.
I am spilled and poured.
I am peeled and cored.
Flicker like a freak through a sleepless week
In a black cell of forever.
There's a point to this.
A point I think I often miss.
Oh clever, clever, where's your heart?
You can turn a phrase
Until it reads a million ways.
It makes no sense but
It's as good as it is sad.
I am sad, elated.
I am segregated.
There's this stitching and it's itching.
All my friends are dead.
Asleep in distant beds.
At least these enemies stay close.
Take me to the pretty ones.
I want to be a pretty one.
Sign me to a nice girl
So she can ruin me eternally.
They offered me a million bucks.
All I want is a steady fuck.
Oh steady, steady, where are you?
Channel surf a sea of static,
See the prize but you can't have it.
There's something thankless in a wish fulfilled.
I am thrilled and bored.
I'm unskilled, adored.
All of both and none of one.
I would kill for more.
I haven't killed before.
I could set this heart on stun.
Take me to the pretty ones.
I want to be original.
Sign me to a nice girl so
I can sing her something meaningful.
In my perfect world
I'd be signed to a nice girl.
It would cost one million kisses.
The lyrics to Jawbreaker’s “Million” are enigmatic and full of contradictions. The song is about the desire for success and the emptiness that comes with it. The singer desires to be signed to a record label and to have fame and fortune. The opening lines, “Would that you could touch this angel, in a clutch of snakes,” suggest the temptation of success and the dangerous path that lies ahead. The singer is “aflame” with excitement and anticipation, but also “sad, elated,” and “segregated”. The imagery of being “spilled and poured” and “peeled and cored” suggests vulnerability and exposure.
The line “All my friends are dead, asleep in distant beds. At least these enemies stay close.” suggests the loneliness that comes with success, where friendships are sacrificed for the sake of success. The singer is willing to be ruined by a “nice girl” who he’s signed to, and is even willing to exchange success for a “steady fuck”. The final line “In my perfect world, I'd be signed to a nice girl. It would cost one million kisses” is ambiguous, but suggests the price he’s willing to pay for the success he desires.
Line by Line Meaning
Would that you could touch this angel
I wish you had the power to touch an angel even when surrounded by danger.
In a clutch of snakes.
Despite the danger of the situation, you wish you could still touch the angel.
Oh pretty, pretty, I'm aflame.
The beauty of the angel has set the singer's heart on fire.
So excited, so unslept.
The artist is so excited by the prospect of touching the angel that they cannot sleep.
Somewhat littered, so unswept.
The artist's surroundings are disorganized and neglected during their excitement.
You have to sleep before you wake.
In order to achieve their goal, the singer must rest first.
I am spilled and poured.
The singer feels like they are overflowing with emotions.
I am peeled and cored.
The artist feels exposed and vulnerable.
I am hanging from the floor.
The artist feels suspended in mid-air, ungrounded.
Flicker like a freak through a sleepless week
The artist is having a difficult time resting and is feeling erratic.
In a black cell of forever.
The singer feels trapped in an endless cycle of negativity.
There's a point to this.
Despite the bleakness of the situation, there is a purpose.
A point I think I often miss.
The singer acknowledges that they may not always understand the purpose of their struggles.
Oh clever, clever, where's your heart?
The singer questions the intentions of those who are intelligent and crafty.
You can turn a phrase
People who are clever can manipulate words to say what they want.
Until it reads a million ways.
Words can be interpreted in many different ways depending on who reads them.
It makes no sense but
Despite the cleverness of the words, they may not have a clear meaning.
It's as good as it is sad.
The singer recognizes the beauty in language even when it conveys something sad.
I am sad, elated.
The singer is experiencing both sadness and happiness at the same time.
I am segregated.
The artist feels alone and disconnected from others.
There's this stitching and it's itching.
The artist feels uncomfortable and uneasy.
All my friends are dead.
The artist has lost touch with their friends and is feeling lonely.
Asleep in distant beds.
The singer's friends are physically distant and emotionally disconnected.
At least these enemies stay close.
The only people who are present in the artist's life are those who are unkind or harmful.
Take me to the pretty ones.
The singer desires to be surrounded by attractive people.
I want to be a pretty one.
The singer desires to be attractive themselves.
Sign me to a nice girl
The singer wants to be in a romantic relationship with a kind woman.
So she can ruin me eternally.
The artist is drawn to toxic relationships and desires to be hurt.
They offered me a million bucks.
The artist has been offered a large sum of money.
All I want is a steady fuck.
The singer desires physical intimacy with someone who is reliable and consistent.
Oh steady, steady, where are you?
The singer is searching for someone who can provide them with dependable companionship.
Channel surf a sea of static,
The artist is going through the motions of everyday life, feeling disconnected and apathetic.
See the prize but you can't have it.
The artist desires something that is out of reach.
There's something thankless in a wish fulfilled.
When a desire is finally attained, it may not bring the happiness that was expected.
I am thrilled and bored.
The singer is simultaneously excited and uninterested in their life.
I'm unskilled, adored.
Despite feeling inadequate, the artist is admired by others.
All of both and none of one.
The singer is a combination of many different qualities and cannot be easily defined.
I would kill for more.
The singer desires more of something, to the point of extreme desperation.
I haven't killed before.
The singer has not actually committed any violent acts, but feels an intense desire to do so.
I could set this heart on stun.
The artist has the ability to emotionally numb themselves.
I want to be original.
The artist desires to be unique and not blend in with others.
Sign me to a nice girl so
The singer wants to be in a romantic relationship with a kind woman who can help them express themselves.
I can sing her something meaningful.
The singer desires to create something beautiful and moving for their partner.
In my perfect world
The artist is imagining an ideal scenario.
I'd be signed to a nice girl.
The artist desires a romantic relationship with a woman who can appreciate their creativity.
It would cost one million kisses.
The artist is willing to give a great deal of affection for the right partner.
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Loot Brute
Sometimes when I listen to this song I'm amazed that any human being could so perfectly capture a feeling so complex
Ichabod Drift's Takeover
Probably my favorite song on an all around great album.
Luke Rogers
Probably my favourite Jawbreaker song.
Felipe Rodriguez
Im mad I just found this song late but love it n its gonna be my mane motivational jam 🎸 💯 🤟
Surf City Riots
One of my influences forever I will fall in love with ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘
Gwal Ganistan
Dis shit grew on me used to be my least fav on the album now I listen to it most!
begrateful x
Oh my god these lyrics 😳🥀
springer 90
Sign me to a nice girl so she can ruin me eternally..
Peggy Newmark
who is this singing? sounds great!
BasedGod
@AlfishKK the legend !!