The Mistress
Jay Sean Lyrics


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I was thinking someday, I'd grow out of this phase
What a big mistake that was
Is it love that we made?
I'm caught up in this maze
Wish it hadn't of begun
Too weak to leave
'Cause God I can't stand myself no more
'Cause she calls me angel
But that ain't the truth you know, you know

And even though it's wrong that I'm living such a lie
I just can't leave you alone
The more that we go on this guilt just builds up inside
Still I can't leave you alone
No, I just can't leave my (Mistress)
No, I just can't leave my (Mistress)
And why do you feel like something that I shouldn't hide
I just can't leave you alone

She wakes me with a kiss and coffee in my bed
After I just creeped in way after six
Smelling of her perfume
All in my bedroom
I don't understand why she don't say shit
Maybe she's weak, maybe I know
That's why I can't stand myself no more
She must be an angel
To know but never say, to see but look away

And even though it's wrong that I'm living such a lie
I just can't leave you alone
The more that we go on this guilt just builds up inside
Still I can't leave you alone
No, I just can't leave my (Mistress)
No, I just can't leave my (Mistress)
And why do you feel like something that I shouldn't hide
I just can't leave you alone

I just can't, I just can't leave you alone
I just can't, I just can't leave you alone
I just can't, I just can't leave you alone
I just can't, I just can't leave you alone

No, I just can't leave my (Mistress)
No, I just can't leave my (Mistress)




And why do you feel like something that I shouldn't hide
I just can't leave you alone

Overall Meaning

In Jay Sean's "The Mistress," the singer confesses to being caught up in an affair with a woman who is not his partner. Despite his guilt and knowledge of the wrongfulness of his actions, Jay Sean finds himself unable to leave his "Mistress." Throughout the song, he acknowledges his failings and portrays himself as a weak man who is struggling with his emotions. He wishes that he hadn't begun the affair, but he is now in too deep and can't stand himself for it. In the chorus, he emphasizes his desire to end the relationship, but he repeats that he can't leave his Mistress.


At one point, Jay Sean describes how his Mistress wakes him up in his bed with a kiss and coffee, even though he has crept in after six in the morning smelling like her perfume. He doesn't understand why she doesn't confront him about it, but that only reinforces his guilt and feelings of weakness. He considers her an angel for playing her part in their secret relationship, but he knows that his actions are not fair to anyone involved. Overall, the song portrays the complicated emotions that come with cheating and the difficulties of getting out of such a situation.


Line by Line Meaning

I was thinking someday, I'd grow out of this phase
I used to believe that I would eventually outgrow this behavior


What a big mistake that was
I was wrong, and now I regret ever thinking that way


Is it love that we made?
I question whether this illicit relationship is actually based on love


I'm caught up in this maze
I feel trapped and unable to escape my situation


Wish it hadn't of begun
I regret ever starting this affair


Too weak to leave
Even though I know I should, I feel unable to end things


'Cause God I can't stand myself no more
I am disgusted with my own actions and behavior


'Cause she calls me angel
My mistress refers to me as an angel, perhaps as a term of endearment


But that ain't the truth you know, you know
But in reality, I know that I am not the good person she thinks I am


And even though it's wrong that I'm living such a lie
I know that this relationship is morally wrong


I just can't leave you alone
Despite my moral qualms, I feel unable to end things


The more that we go on this guilt just builds up inside
As this affair continues, I feel increasingly guilty about my actions


Still I can't leave you alone
Despite my guilt, I am still unable to end things


No, I just can't leave my (Mistress)
I feel unable to end things with my mistress, despite knowing it is the right thing to do


And why do you feel like something that I shouldn't hide
I wonder if my feelings towards my mistress are something that should be kept hidden


She wakes me with a kiss and coffee in my bed
My mistress takes care of me and is nurturing towards me


After I just creeped in way after six
I arrived home late after spending time with my mistress


Smelling of her perfume
I have her scent on me, indicating that I have been with her


All in my bedroom
Her presence and scent is all over my personal space


I don't understand why she don't say shit
I am confused as to why my mistress doesn't call me out or confront me about my infidelity


Maybe she's weak, maybe I know
I wonder if my mistress is also weak or if I am taking advantage of her


That's why I can't stand myself no more
These doubts and questions are part of why I am so disgusted with myself


She must be an angel
Despite my doubts, I still consider my mistress to be a good and loving person


To know but never say, to see but look away
My mistress seems to be aware of my infidelity, but chooses not to acknowledge it or confront me


I just can't, I just can't leave you alone
I feel compelled to continue seeing my mistress, despite knowing it is wrong




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