Big Ben
Jaymay Lyrics


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The stripes you wore
The lines you get
The holes in your sleeve
You told me to leave them alone

Does "House of Leaves"
Still lie on your bed?
You told me to read
But I still never read
Your mind

When I look at my city
Somethings not right
No doubt it's so pretty
But they turned out the light
And instead of good morning
They tell you goodnight

You hung yourself
On the wall up above
The bed you made love
The girls you don't love
To touch

And they never guessed
The girl you loved best
To draw, always drew
Pictures of you
Undressed

When I look at my city
Somethings not right
No doubt it's so pretty
But they turned out the light




And instead of good morning
They tell you goodnight

Overall Meaning

In "Big Ben," Jaymay uses vivid and poetic language to explore the themes of nostalgia, loss, and disconnection. The first verse speaks to the physical signs of wear and tear on an old garment, which the singer is prohibited from fixing or mending by the person they are addressing. This can be interpreted as a metaphor for the emotional scars and damage that exist within the relationship, which the other person does not want to confront or address. The reference to "House of Leaves" book is a symbol of the complexity and mystery surrounding this individual's inner life, which the singer is eager to understand but is not able to fully access. In the second verse, the singer laments the state of their city, which has lost its vibrancy and energy. They contrast the empty, hollow "goodnight" greetings from the people around them, which indicate an absence of warmth and connection, with the hopeful "good morning" that they long for.


The bridge of the song shifts into a more disturbing and poignant register. The image of the person who has hung themselves on the wall above their bed, surrounded by the women they don't love, is a haunting image of despair and loneliness. The fact that nobody has noticed or guessed at the true cause of this person's pain only deepens the sense of isolation and disconnection. The final line of the song suggests that the artist is aware of these dark forces at work within individuals and communities, but still wishes to hold onto a sense of hope and possibility, even in the face of overwhelming darkness and negativity.


Line by Line Meaning

The stripes you wore
The clothing you had on


The lines you get
The marks or wrinkles on your face


The holes in your sleeve
The tears in your clothing


You told me to leave them alone
You advised me to avoid meddling with your clothes


Does "House of Leaves"
Are you still into reading the book "House of Leaves"?


Still lie on your bed?
Is the book still in your bedroom?


You told me to read
You instructed me to read the book


But I still never read
But I did not read it yet


Your mind
Your thoughts or mental state


When I look at my city
As I observe my hometown


Somethings not right
Something feels wrong


No doubt it's so pretty
Despite its beauty


But they turned out the light
They shut off the street lamps


And instead of good morning
Rather than a greeting of the morning


They tell you goodnight
They bid you goodnight


You hung yourself
You suspended yourself


On the wall up above
Above the wall


The bed you made love
Where you had intimate moments


The girls you don't love
The women you do not love


To touch
Physically touch or handle


And they never guessed
And they never assumed or suspected


The girl you loved best
The woman you loved most


To draw, always drew
Always depicted in her drawings


Pictures of you
Illustrations of yourself


Undressed
Naked




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