Mirrors
Jazz De Cipher Lyrics
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Why
I just can't help myself
Keep lovin you when you bail
I just can't help myself
Heart is hurting, feels Impaled
I just can't help myself
Try helping, you say I fail
Enter the room, inhale, exhale
I promise don't worry,
Clean mirrors, life gets blurry,
Did my best to make you happy
Maybe I'm lacking, Will you speak to me
Why does our love feel this way,
I feel so much pain
A bond was broken,
We have nothing else to gain
Why
Why
Why
Why
I gotta choose, is it me or you
For years I been misused
Called me a joke, hope you are amused
Break loose, take off like a rocket Go zoom
Lit a fire on my ass, gotta grind,
Lit the fuse
Clean up the mess, took my time,
I grab a broom
Never thought I'd see these days,
I swear this is the truth
Make room, I'm new and improved
No more drama, white flag of truce
Not on the prowl, but I'm on the loose
Time to show myself what I can do
Was searching, digging holes
God said you reap what you sow
My anxieties were tornadoes
Never again will I feel so low
I couldn't help myself
Kept lovin you when you bailed
I couldn't help myself
Heart was hurting, felt Impaled
I couldn't help myself
Tried helping, you'd say I failed
I couldn't help myself
Entered rooms, inhaled, exhaled
Came in my lane, collide, derailed
Left me on my own, fuck you, you bailed
Grew thick skin, a brand new shell
Took the long route, upwards, stairwell
Why
Why
In the first verse of Jazz De Cipher's song "Mirrors," the artist expresses emotional turmoil and confusion over a failed relationship. The repetition of the lyric "I just can't help myself" underscores the singer's inability to move on from loving someone who has repeatedly disappointed them. The line "Heart is hurting, feels Impaled" vividly conveys the intense emotional pain and vulnerability they are experiencing. The act of entering a room and inhaling and exhaling suggests a moment of introspection and trying to calm oneself in the face of distress. Despite trying to make things right and bring happiness to the relationship, the singer feels like they continuously fall short in the eyes of their partner.
As the song progresses, the singer grapples with the decision of whether to prioritize themselves or the relationship. They reflect on being mistreated and made fun of, symbolized by being called a joke, and feeling the need to break free from the toxic cycle. The imagery of lighting a fire and cleaning up a mess symbolizes a transformation and taking control of their own life. The singer acknowledges the challenging journey they have been through, stating that they never expected to experience such hardship but are now ready to move forward with a newfound sense of self-improvement and peace, as indicated by the white flag of truce.
In the third verse, the singer continues to explore the aftermath of the failed relationship and the impact it had on their sense of self-worth. They recognize that they have been let down and abandoned, leading them to build emotional walls and become more resilient. The imagery of a thick skin and a brand new shell symbolizes a newfound strength and resilience in the face of betrayal and heartbreak. The journey upwards in the stairwell signifies a metaphorical ascent towards healing and self-discovery, despite the challenges and setbacks they have faced along the way.
The repeated questioning of "Why" throughout the lyrics reflects the lingering sense of confusion and pain that the singer is still grappling with. The song captures a sense of emotional complexity, resilience, and growth in the face of heartache and disappointment. Ultimately, the singer seems to be on a path of self-discovery and empowerment, gaining strength from their past experiences and emerging stronger and more self-assured as they embrace a new chapter in their life.
Line by Line Meaning
Why
Questioning the reasons behind certain actions or feelings
Why
Repeating the question to emphasize confusion or uncertainty
I just can't help myself
Expressing a struggle to control emotions or actions
Keep lovin you when you bail
Continuing to care for someone despite their absence or abandonment
Heart is hurting, feels Impaled
Describing emotional pain and intensity
Try helping, you say I fail
Attempting to assist but being met with criticism or rejection
Enter the room, inhale, exhale
Taking a moment to calm and gather oneself
I promise don't worry,
Assuring others that everything will be okay
Clean mirrors, life gets blurry,
Addressing the need to confront one's own reflection and confront reality
Did my best to make you happy
Striving to bring joy to someone else
Maybe I'm lacking, Will you speak to me
Wondering if personal shortcomings are the cause for dissatisfaction
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Jasmine Murphy
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