In 2004, Jebediah produced their fourth album Braxton Hicks and released it on their own record label, Redline Records in conjunction with Shock Records.
Lead singer Kevin Mitchell released his second solo album Suburban Songbook in 2006 under the pseudonym Bob Evans.
Their official site is http://www.jebediah.net/.
Monument
Jebediah Lyrics
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It's going to be the death of me
I went to a party of some girl that I knew
At least the alcohol was free
With all the family around
We couldn't find a common ground
And so we left with what we found
Where you been, where you been, where'd you go
Leaving me alone and feeling low when
I'm supposed to be the one you want (x 3)
I know that I don't earn one hundred points in bed
But will you love me anyway?
It's just that there's so much going on in my head
That I don't know what to say
Your car rolled away out of sight
You can not leave without a fight
OK you lose so we were right
When we first came so
Where you been, where you been, where'd you go
Leaving me alone and feeling low when
I'm supposed to be the one you want (x 2)
...repeat
The song "Monument" by Jebediah is about a young man who is struggling with his new job and personal relationships. He expresses his sentiment that the job is taking a toll on his well-being, and he feels it might be the death of him. He also reflects on attending a party with a girl he knows where the alcohol was free, but he didn't feel comfortable and couldn't find common ground with the others in attendance. The singer seems to be in a complicated relationship where he is unsure if he is loved and is seeking validation from his partner. He acknowledges that he might not score 100 points in bed, but he would appreciate it if his partner loved him regardless. However, his partner leaves after a fight, and he is left feeling alone and low.
Furthermore, the song appears to be a reflection of the struggles of many young people, trying to find their way in life and dealing with multiple conflicting emotions. It highlights the pressures of making it in life, navigating challenging relationships, and the fear of being left behind. The chorus repeats the question, "Where you been, where you been, where'd you go/ Leaving me alone and feeling low when/ I'm supposed to be the one you want," which emphasizes the singer's insecurity in his relationship and his need for validation.
Line by Line Meaning
I've really got to pack in this new job I do
Jebediah is unhappy with his new job, and feels that it is causing him to suffer.
It's going to be the death of me
Jebediah feels that his job is very stressful, and may eventually kill him if he continues working.
I went to a party of some girl that I knew
Jebediah attended a party with a girl he knew, perhaps hoping for a distraction or some enjoyment.
At least the alcohol was free
The only positive aspect of the party for Jebediah was that the drinks were provided for free.
With all the family around
Despite the presence of a lot of people, Jebediah couldn't find anyone he could connect with or relate to.
We couldn't find a common ground
Jebediah and the people at the party weren't able to find any shared interests or topics to discuss.
And so we left with what we found
Jebediah and his companions left the party feeling unfulfilled and dissatisfied.
When we first came so
Jebediah and his companions felt the same way when they arrived at the party.
Where you been, where you been, where'd you go
Jebediah is upset that his partner has left him alone, and is wondering where they have gone.
Leaving me alone and feeling low when
Jebediah feels abandoned and downhearted because his partner has left him alone.
I'm supposed to be the one you want (x 3)
Jebediah feels that he is not getting the affection and attention that he wants and deserves from his partner.
I know that I don't earn one hundred points in bed
Jebediah feels insecure because he doesn't believe he is very skilled or talented in bed.
But will you love me anyway?
Jebediah is hoping that his partner will love him in spite of his perceived shortcomings.
It's just that there's so much going on in my head
Jebediah has a lot on his mind, and is struggling to express his thoughts and feelings.
That I don't know what to say
Jebediah is having trouble finding the words to express himself and communicate effectively.
Your car rolled away out of sight
Jebediah's partner has left in their car, and it is no longer visible.
You can not leave without a fight
Jebediah is angry that his partner left without saying anything or resolving their issues.
OK you lose so we were right
Jebediah feels vindicated because his partner left without resolving their issues, and thus proved their point.
Where you been, where you been, where'd you go
Jebediah is still wondering where his partner went and why they left him alone.
Leaving me alone and feeling low when
Jebediah is still feeling abandoned and downhearted because his partner has not returned.
I'm supposed to be the one you want (x 2)
Jebediah continues to feel that his partner doesn't want him or love him as much as he wants or loves them.
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Bruce Mitchell, Brett Mitchell, Chris Daymond, Kevin Mitchell, Vanessa Thornton
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