Nineteen
Jeff Black Lyrics


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The sky might be gray today
But that won't last for long
I want to tear down this shrine
To everything that I've done wrong
Blackberry winter
Oh I wish you could have seen
My father's gold tooth shining
You would be nineteen

I worry about what I look like
And what I sound like when I talk
I cast a crooked shadow
Down this winding road I walk
A blanket of stars fell out
Oh I wish you could have seen
The world is turning over
You would be nineteen

I dream about the woman
And her wild raven mane
The little lights of autumn
What it's come to
And how I've changed
Everything we could have been
And everything I'll be
The world is turning over
You would be nineteen

They say if one remembers
Well that's all I have to give
Thirty five decembers and
I've but half my life to live
A blanket of stars fell out
Oh I wish you could have seen




The world is turning over
You would be nineteen

Overall Meaning

The song "Nineteen" from Jeff Black's album "Tin Lily" is a poignant and reflective piece that reflects on the passage of time and the loss of youth. The opening lines of the song establish a sense of bleakness, with the gray sky serving as a metaphor for the sadness and regret that the singer feels. However, the song quickly pivots to a more hopeful tone, as the singer declares his desire to move past his mistakes and start anew.


The song's title takes on a number of meanings throughout the lyrics. On one level, it refers to the age that the singer imagines his loved one would have been had she lived. However, it also serves as a symbol for the idea of youth and innocence that the singer feels he has lost over time. This idea is reinforced by the line "Everything we could have been, and everything I'll be", which suggests that the singer is wrestling with the passage of time and the idea of lost opportunities.


One of the most powerful elements of "Nineteen" is the way that it captures the complexity of human experience. The singer expresses deep sadness and regret over his past mistakes, but he also expresses hope for the future and a sense of determination to move forward. In this way, the song serves as a powerful reminder of the importance of resilience and perseverance, even in the face of difficult circumstances.


Line by Line Meaning

The sky might be gray today
Although things may appear bleak now, it won't stay that way forever


But that won't last for long
The outlook will brighten soon


I want to tear down this shrine
I feel the need to demolish the reminders of my past misdeeds


To everything that I've done wrong
To remove any trace of my blunders and move on


Blackberry winter
The harsh cold season, a metaphor for unpleasant times


Oh I wish you could have seen
Expressing desire to share the present with someone special


My father's gold tooth shining
The father is proud and happy to show his gold tooth


You would be nineteen
Addressing a young person who missed this moment of joy and growth


I worry about what I look like
I am concerned about my physical appearance


And what I sound like when I talk
I am self-conscious about my speaking voice


I cast a crooked shadow
I have flaws, and they are evident in my every move


Down this winding road I walk
My life journey is complicated, full of twists and turns


A blanket of stars fell out
The night was full of wonder and beauty


The world is turning over
The earth is in a constant state of motion and change


You would be nineteen
A nostalgic reference to a previous moment in time


I dream about the woman
I have fantasies about a certain lady


And her wild raven mane
Her dark hair is striking and untamed


The little lights of autumn
The delicate hues of leaves falling in autumn


What it's come to
Reflecting on personal circumstances and how they developed


And how I've changed
Examining the personal growth and evolution over time


Everything we could have been
The potential of a relationship or something unrealized between two people


And everything I'll be
Looking ahead to the future with anticipation and apprehension


They say if one remembers
Recalling what wise people say


Well that's all I have to give
To remember and cherish the past as a gift


Thirty five decembers and
I am 35 years old


I've but half my life to live
Feeling that my existence is halfway finished


A blanket of stars fell out
The night sky was once again stunning


Oh I wish you could have seen
Longing to share such beauty with someone special


The world is turning over
The world never stands still, and is always evolving


You would be nineteen
A memory of a lost, more innocent time




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Comments from YouTube:

Mike Dolan

heard this song for the first time today - beautiful.

Patrick Gavisk

Tears me up when I hear it.

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