Jesse who was born in Chicago on February 20, 1985 spent most of his childhood in Jamaica and Miami before spreading roots as a teenager in New York City. In his youth Jesse spent most of his time outside of school learning valuable life lessons from his family. His aunts and uncles taught him the value of setting goals for himself; his grandmother a respect for spirituality; his mother a sense of passion and the importance of staying dedicated and focused in order to reach his goals and from all of them was grown an adoration and reverence for music.
Jesse’s own musical creations began in the 4th grade. He developed a talent for hearing sounds in his environment and using them as a guide to create melodies that he would record on his karaoke machine. It was around this time that he began to seek out music outside of what he had been exposed to growing up. He sought out soul artists such as Stevie Wonder, Marvin Gaye and Donny Hathaway; enigmatic artists such as Bjork, Sade and Pink Floyd and realizing from them the impact of words in their songs he began to delve into the writings of Shakespeare and Langston Hughes. From them he learned how to create depth in his lyrics. He studied their use of metaphors and imagery, and examined how they used these techniques to create stories and worked these methods into his own personal style.
At 16 Jesse was selected out of the nation to be 1 of 13 singers in the Grammy Jazz Ensemble, where he was discovered and later recruited by The New School University for Jazz and Contemporary Music. While studying at The New School University, Jesse worked on refining his skills as a writer, performer, arranger, producer and vocalist. He studied with classical trainer Kenneth Kamal Scott and soul artist Bilal. He also created bonds with other talented creative people who became integral parts of his team and dedicated musicians forming his supporting band, The Beauty Created.
In early 2008 Jesse entered into the mainstream music scene with his first release Dopamine: My Life On My Back. His first single from that album, Tabloids peaked at #2 on the Billboard Video Monitor. His ambitious follow-up release later that year, The Beauty Created affirmed critics’ acclaim for Dopamine while solidifying Jesse’s defining place in the history of soul music. With the success of both albums, music videos and many collaborations with contemporaries such as The Foreign Exchange, Theophilus London, MeLo-X, Machine Drum, and Phantom Lover he has gained international recognition and built a loyal worldwide following.
Jesse’s talent and hard work was also recognized by BET in 2010 when they tapped him to be a major component in their BET Music Matters™ campaign granting him the distinction of being one of the first Independent Artists to premiere a video on their popular show 106 & Park. Jesse was further rewarded by earning a nomination for a 2010 Soul Train Award, which can be largely credited to his release of the video, Amorous (dir. Jarrett Woo) and his worldwide Romantic Movement Tour that year.
Currently Jesse is completing his third album Love Apparatus with producer Machine Drum. With the lead single B4 the Night is Thru, released on Robert “Bobbito” García’s vinyl label Alala Records, they delighted fans and critics alike with the evolution of his sound. Jesse considers himself a musical explorer. While recording Love Apparatus Jesse traveled worldwide marking new experiences and exploring new sounds and incorporating that into the project. In his own words he says, “I create World Soul that marks moments in time. Each time I introduce new music to my fans I want it to become a defining part of their lives as much as it is a part of mine.”
4 Ever No More
Jesse Boykins III Lyrics
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Had the notion that your potion was poison to me
Was poisoning me
Reoccurring tragedies
Shakespeared my heart, my hearts
Why oh why would I even consider that your tale was true
That your tales were true
Estimated guessing led me wrong
You play, I play
You left, I stayed
Now we can't be
Forever no more
No more
You play, I play
You left, I stayed
So we can't be
Forever no more
No more
Misconstrued I knew what lose you other sense today
You Bamboozled me
You Bamboozled we
Over time you called
It lead me lost
It lead me lost
Never was too clever but for would you ever own the weather
Through the tsunamis
Through the tsunamis
I will take your palm and replay
Where we belong
Now we can't be (no more) No more...
The lyrics to Jesse Boykins III's song "4 Ever No More" deal with the aftermath of a failed relationship, and the emotions that come with it. The opening lines, "I found the width emotion, had the notion that your potion was poison to me, was poisoning me" suggest that Boykins had been emotionally invested in the relationship, but ultimately realized that it wasn't healthy for him. He then refers to "reoccurring tragedies" that have "Shakespeared my heart", indicating that he has been hurt multiple times, and perhaps feels like he was the victim of a tragic story.
Boykins then questions why he ever believed that his ex-partner's "tales were true", indicating that he may have been lied to or misled in the relationship. He laments that "estimated guessing led me wrong, right from the start", suggesting that he may have been naive or trusting in the early stages of the relationship.
The chorus repeats the phrase "You play, I play, you left, I stayed, now we can't be forever no more, no more", emphasizing the end of the relationship and the impossibility of going back to the way things were. The bridge acknowledges that Boykins may have been taken advantage of, stating "Misconstrued I knew what lose you other sense today, you bamboozled me, you bamboozled we", but ultimately he still longs to be with his ex, saying "I will take your palm and replay where we belong".
Overall, "4 Ever No More" is a heartfelt and introspective look at the end of a relationship, and the difficult feelings that come with it.
Line by Line Meaning
I found the width emotion
I discovered a wide range of emotions
Had the notion that your potion was poison to me
I suspected that what you were giving me would harm me
Was poisoning me
It was hurting me
Reoccurring tragedies
Terrible events happened over and over again
Shakespeared my heart, my hearts
My heart broke into pieces like a Shakespearean tragedy
Why oh why would I even consider that your tale was true
Why did I ever believe your story?
That your tales were true
That what you told me was the truth
Estimated guessing led me wrong
My guesses were incorrect
Right from the start
From the very beginning
You play, I play
We were both participating
You left, I stayed
You left, but I remained
Now we can't be
We cannot be together anymore
Forever no more
We cannot be together forever
No more
It's over
Misconstrued I knew what lose you other sense today
I misunderstood and lost you as a result
You Bamboozled me
You tricked and confused me
You Bamboozled we
Your deceit affected both of us
Over time you called
You contacted me repeatedly over a period of time
It lead me lost
It caused me to become lost
Never was too clever but for would you ever own the weather
I wasn't very smart, but would you ever be in control?
Through the tsunamis
Despite the difficulties and challenges
I will take your palm and replay
I will hold your hand and lead you again
Where we belong
To the place where we are meant to be
Contributed by Samuel S. Suggest a correction in the comments below.