Jessica is also a part-time model and actress, who has appeared wearing swimsuits in magazines such as Stuff and Maxim.
Although dropped from Hollywood Records, Jessica is still recording, using her married name, Jessica Jacobs.
Drown
Jessica Jacobs Lyrics
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Now that I left, would you regurgitate my heart
It seems you swallowed it whole
Yeah, I got a thing with control
Did I give everything back
Can we avoid that phone call
Can you cut me some slack
It must be time to take a bath
Yeah, I gotta think to relax
I think I'll fall asleep
Let the water rush inside of me
I pray that you'll call on me
'Cause I'm way too scared to actually
Drown like I did into you
I can't believe we're really through
Have I thanked you yet for the instant karma
And I got what you get
When you swear you couldn't harm a fly
And you're cheating on your lover
With another guy
I think I'll fall asleep
Let the water rush inside of me
I pray that you'll call on me
'Cause I'm way too scared to actually
Drown like I did into you
No I can't believe it's over
I can't believe it's through
I think I'll fall asleep
Let the water rush inside of me
I pray that you'll call on me
'Cause I'm way too scared to actually
Drown like I did into you
I can't believe we're really through
The lyrics to Jessica Jacobs' song "Drown" are about the aftermath of a toxic relationship that has come to an end. In the first verse, the singer thanks their ex-partner for "ripping me apart" and swallowing their heart whole, revealing a sadistic tendency to control. The singer also wonders if they have returned everything they owe and begs for slack to be cut by avoiding phone calls and removing pictures from the hall. The refrain features the singer seeking refuge in the bathtub, using water to try and wash away their fears of drowning in the past relationship. They fall asleep praying for a call from their ex-partner, even though they are too scared to relive their traumatic experience.
The second verse of this song explores the theme of instant karma. The singer thanks their ex for getting what they deserve for cheating with another person, which likely played a role in the relationship's demise. The singer cannot believe the relationship is over and is still holding onto hope that the one who hurt them might recognize their wrongdoing and make amends.
"Drown" is a compelling and emotional song about the aftermath of a toxic relationship. It is a commentary on the pain caused by control, cheating, and the fear of being vulnerable after hurt and an ending in a relationship. The song is a warning about the dangers of abusive relationships and is a message to seek healing and new perspectives after the loss of the relationship.
Line by Line Meaning
Have I thanked you yet for ripping me apart
Have I already shown my gratitude to you for tearing me into pieces?
Now that I left, would you regurgitate my heart
If I had stayed, would you give back my heart that you swallowed whole?
It seems you swallowed it whole
You consumed it entirely, without leaving any part behind.
Yeah, I got a thing with control
I have a tendency to try to control everything and everyone around me.
Did I give everything back
Have I returned everything that belongs to you?
Can we avoid that phone call
Can we skip the conversation that I am dreading to have with you?
Can you cut me some slack
Could you please be lenient with me and not judge me too harshly?
Take down the pictures from the hall
Remove the memories of us that are hanging on the walls of our shared space.
It must be time to take a bath
I feel like I need to cleanse and refresh myself by taking a relaxing bath.
Yeah, I gotta think to relax
I find it hard to relax and need to actively calm my racing thoughts.
I think I'll fall asleep
I am feeling so overwhelmed that I might just drift off into unconsciousness.
Let the water rush inside of me
I want to immerse myself in water to feel its soothing effect on my body and mind.
I pray that you'll call on me
I hope you will reach out to me, as I am too afraid to make the first move.
'Cause I'm way too scared to actually
Because I am terrified of the possibility that I might
Drown like I did into you
Suffocate and lose myself completely like I did when I was in a relationship with you.
I can't believe we're really through
I am in disbelief that our relationship has truly ended.
Have I thanked you yet for the instant karma
Have I expressed my gratitude towards you for receiving quick retribution for your wrongdoing?
And I got what you get
I was punished for my actions just as you were.
When you swear you couldn't harm a fly
When you claim that you are innocent and incapable of hurting anyone or anything.
And you're cheating on your lover
And yet, you are unfaithful to your partner.
With another guy
You are having an affair with another man.
No I can't believe it's over
I cannot believe that our relationship has ended.
I think I'll fall asleep
I want to escape from my emotions and shut down my mind by drifting into sleep.
Let the water rush inside of me
I want to drown myself in water and allow it to swallow me whole.
I pray that you'll call on me
I still want you to make the first move and come back to me.
'Cause I'm way too scared to actually
Because I am still too frightened of the possibility that I might
Drown like I did into you
Get lost in my love for you again and feel the suffocation of heartbreak all over again.
I can't believe we're really through
I am still in shock that our relationship has ended for good.
Contributed by Taylor D. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Emmitt Berg
There are very good explanations for those who care to know he was a dive instructor and was told by all those he asked to film he needed two weeks training to reach that depth 40 meters is max depth of training 44 for rescue training its believed he pulled his mouthpiece because he accepted his fate a diver named Omar he asked the day before dove and pulled him out you can freedive deeper than scuba so I assume he did it as a freedive
Michael Burmudzija
Sad but this could of been avoided. Yuri was a diving instructor you think he would know how to fill his scuba tanks. He had only oxygen in his tanks and for anyone who's wondering once you pass a certain depth you need mixed gases in your tanks. He was definitely suffering from nitrogen narcosis (drunk like state). Once he hit the bottom he knew deep down he was fucked. He probably removed his mouth piece before he died which happens when your in that state thinking you actually on land.
deprofundis
@ghgg10 G people are no longer in their right minds when they get nitrogen narcosis
Michael Burmudzija
@ghgg10 G have you ever been hammered before where you don't remember what you did? It like that under water with nitros narcosis. Look it up on Google and even YouTube. It will explain a lot better.
ghgg10 G
I don't get it why would he removed his mouthpiece why would he think he is on land ?
Jacob Vieira
Everyone knows why he sank, he had on too much gear, none of it quick release, aside from that, his original mission was stupid. Going down to the arch on a single tank. He was told once not to do it, he was told he didnt possess the right equipment or cert for the dive. He did it anyway and payed the ultimate price
Freedom Online
that means his cockiness cost him his life
DJ linkles
The thrashing in the sand at the end may have been a seizure from nitrogen narcosis, his death may not have been drowning but possibly nitrogen narcosis or oxygen toxicity. At those depths pure oxygen which was in his tanks can become highly toxic.
Iowahorse
It's real. He was in the Blue Hole. It's a deathtrap.
Cool
@Mochiiie it is