After American Idol, Jessica Sierra performed all over the world. She sang at many concerts and private events, including a private event in Kazahkstan. Jessica did concerts for charities such as the Special Olympics, and performed at numerous corporate events including shows sponsored by Kelloggs and Edy’s Ice Cream. In July 2006 Jessica visited U.S. soldiers in Iraq and Kuwait, performing six shows for an Independence Day celebration including a 4th of July show in Bahgdad.
In late 2006, Jessica recorded a song, "Unbroken", for a Toys "R" Us Exclusive CD that came with the purchase of a Sony CD player. It was released as a single in early 2007 on iTunes.
Sierra lived for at time in Nashville, Tennessee where she wrote and recorded with producer Nick Brophy. Brophy has worked with The Rolling Stones, Avril Lavigne and Phil Vassar and cowrote some songs with Phil Vassar's ex-wife Julie Wood Vassar. Jessica is managed by Verge Management.
On November 19, 2007, Sierra was sentenced to 12 months probation after she pleaded "no contest" in a Tampa courtroom to charges of battery and possession of cocaine.[2] Represented by prominent Tampa attorney John Fitzgibbons, Sierra initially entered "not guilty" pleas to both charges and missed a scheduled court appearance on August 29 because she was in a rehab facility in California. Fitzgibbons stated that she had been at the facility since July.
It was later revealed that Sierra was participating in a VH1 rehab reality show being run by Dr. Drew Pinsky of Loveline. The show, Celebrity Rehab with Dr. Drew, was described by VH1 as a serious take on the difficulties of getting clean and staying sober. A civil suit is still pending in Hillsborough County in which Wisam Hadad, represented by Dennis Hernandez & Associates, PA, is seeking unspecified damages for his injuries. Sierra is listed as indigent in court records.
On December 1, 2007, shortly before she was to return to California for continued rehab treatment, Sierra was arrested again at a Tampa bar, this time for disorderly intoxication (misdemeanor), resisting arrest without violence (misdemeanor), and violation of the conditions of her probation on the earlier felony charges. Due to the probation violation charge, Sierra was held without bond from the time of her arrest until shortly after her court hearing on January 7; she was in custody for 39 days.[5] The police report of the bar incident states that she shouted obscenities and racial slurs at the authorities also offering a sexual deed if they would release her.
On January 7, 2008, Circuit Judge Daniel Perry sentenced Sierra to 12 months in rehab at the California treatment center run by Dr. Pinsky. After the year in the facility, this is to be followed by three years of probation for violation of her probation for the earlier felony charges and time served for the two misdemeanor charges. Judge Perry made it clear that if Sierra violates the treatment program's rules or refuses to finish, then she will be extradited to Florida and she will receive prison time. However, if Sierra successfully completes the treatment and her additional probation time, she will not be a convicted felon.[9] Perry's sentence followed a plea to the court on her behalf from Dr. Drew Pinsky, who flew in to Tampa for her hearing. Pinsky stated in and out of court that Sierra was multi-diagnosed and had mental health issues in addition to her addiction issues.
On January 8, 2008, Verge Management released Sierra's "Deepest Secret" EP on iTunes, as well as Amazon.com and Rhapsody. On January 13, 2008, Sierra was released from jail in Tampa, Florida and flew directly to California to begin her court-ordered one- year treatment at the Pasadena Recovery Center.
VH1's Celebrity Rehab with Dr. Drew, featuring Sierra and eight other celebrities, premiered on VH1 on January 10, 2008. Consisting of 9 regular episodes and a reunion show, Celebrity Rehab aired each Thursday night on VH1. Participants were actress Brigitte Nielsen, actor Daniel Baldwin, former pro wrestler Joanie Laurer (aka Chyna), Crazy Town singer Seth Binzer (aka Shifty Shellshock), Taxi star Jeff Conaway, porn star Mary Carey, former UFC Heavyweight Champion Ricco Rodriguez, and Family Matters actress Jaimee Foxworth. Sierra was unable to participate in the reunion show, aired March 13, due to probation restrictions.
On January 31, 2008 a sex tape titled Jessica Sierra Superstar was released. Jessica was featured in an article about the Celebrity Rehab show in the February 2008 edition of O Magazine. To promote the series, she also appeared on The Tyra Banks Show with Pinsky, Brigitte Neilsen, and Crazy Town singer Seth Binzer; the episode was taped in November 2007, prior to her second arrest.
As of April 10, 2008, Jessica's song, "Deepest Secret," sits at the #3 spot on Idolwaves.
On March 14, 2008, Sierra's Deepest Secret EP was made available in CD format via her official website: http://www.jessicasierra.com and on March 15, 2008, Jessica's video for her single Unbroken was released. Unbroken is the song that Jessica sang on VH1 Celebrity Rehab with Dr. Drew.
Unbroken
Jessica Sierra Lyrics
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I'm wrapped up in your mercy
I'm hanging on your thread
Baby, missing you just hurts me
I'm messed up in my head
And i, i want to be
Chorus
Unshattered
Just maybe put the pieces of my heart back together
I'm wide open
Don't know where i'm going
I'd give anything and everything just to be unbroken
Unbroken
Verse 2
I want to walk across your memory
Like water underneath the bridge
Don't want to want what you can't give me
I'm falling off the edge
And i, i want to fly
Chorus
Bridge
Erase these dreams inside me
Sleep where they can't find me
Leave this life behind me
And i, i want to be
Chorus
Chorus
The song Unbroken by Jessica Sierra is a powerful and emotional ballad about the pain of a broken heart and the desire to heal and move on from the past. In the first verse, Sierra describes how she feels wrapped up in the mercy of her former lover, but also how much she misses them and how much her heart hurts. She is struggling to overcome her feelings and move on from the past. The chorus emphasizes her desire for healing and to be unbroken once again, with a plea to put the pieces of her heart back together.
In the second verse, Sierra reveals that she wants to be able to remember her lover without feeling the pain of loss and longing. She doesn't want to want what he can't give her, and she feels like she's falling off the edge. She expresses her desire to fly again and overcome the pain she's feeling. The bridge is a powerful plea to erase the dreams and memories that are causing her pain and to be able to leave her old life behind and start anew.
Overall, Unbroken is a deeply emotional song about the pain of heartbreak and the desire to heal and move on. Sierra's vocals are powerful and poignant, making the song a truly touching and memorable lamentation of love lost.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm wrapped up in your mercy
I am deeply entangled in your forgiving kindness.
I'm hanging on your thread
I am surviving purely on the hope you provide.
Baby, missing you just hurts me
The mere thought of your absence causes me heartbreak and pain.
I'm messed up in my head
The turmoil in my heart and mind has created chaos in me.
And i, i want to be
I am determined to endure and overcome this heartache.
Unbroken
I want to be whole and intact.
Unshattered
I want to have no cracks or damage in my heart.
Just maybe put the pieces of my heart back together
I wish for the possibility of mending and healing my broken heart.
I'm wide open
My heart is exposed and vulnerable.
Don't know where i'm going
My future is uncertain and unclear.
I'd give anything and everything just to be unbroken
I am willing to sacrifice anything for the chance to heal and be whole again.
I want to walk across your memory
I wish to navigate through the memories we shared.
Like water underneath the bridge
I want to let go of these memories and move on.
Don't want to want what you can't give me
I wish to overcome the desire for something that cannot be.
I'm falling off the edge
I am losing grip and control over my situation.
And i, i want to fly
I aim to rise above my situation and achieve freedom and peace.
Erase these dreams inside me
I want to forget these dreams that cause me pain and longing.
Sleep where they can't find me
I hope to escape the influence and control of my dreams.
Leave this life behind me
I long to abandon this life of heartache and pain.
Contributed by Mateo F. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
laurajudas
i never get tired of this song. awesome voice. I hope she's doing well.
Josie Jay
I love this song! makes me cry everytime! :] GET WELL SOON JESSICA! <333 WE ALL LOVE YOU!!
Josie Jay
I love this song! makes me cry everytime! :] GET WELL SOON JESSICA! <333 WE ALL LOVE YOU!!
Josie Jay
I love this song! makes me cry everytime! :] GET WELL SOON JESSICA! <333 WE ALL LOVE YOU!!
notyabusiness
I dont know who to choose...Britt Nicole or this incredible UNBROKEN STAR :D
vikkihottie55
Such an awesome voice~~I sure hope she's doing well~~
Powell Mansfield
i absolutely love this song. stay strong jessica! i know you can stay the rest of the year.
travis Bronson
really good song. very calming, and inspiring. she was a true talent!
Rebecca Eastwood
love this song, love her <3
RenoRyderz
I'm watching your video as I watch you on celebrity Rehab, I hope we both make it to a better life. <3 you all the way from Reno :)