Clovers
JoJo Lyrics

Wake up like a quarter to twelve
I wake up late, feeling like I already missed so much of the day.

Hoping that today I'll be someone else
I wish I could be someone different, someone better than who I am.

So dumb how I talk to myself
I criticize myself too often and too harshly, and it's not helpful.

This is hell on earth but I can turn it into heaven
My life feels like a nightmare sometimes, but I have the power to change my perspective and find joy.

Makes me mad
It frustrates me.

All of the lost time
I regret not making the most of my time and opportunities.

Only left here to realize
Now I'm left with the knowledge that I wasted so much time.

Can't open up my eyes
I can't see the positive things in my life right now.

Just when I think it's over
Just when I'm about to give up.

Just when I think I've lost my mind
Just when I feel like things couldn't get any worse mentally.

I'm in field of clovers
I stumble upon a field of clovers, which represents hope and opportunity for me.

I'm running forward back to life
I'm sprinting towards happiness and positivity.

Went a little crazy yesterday
I had a breakdown or lost my cool recently.

Everybody saw, but it's okay
Others witnessed my breakdown, but I'm not ashamed or embarrassed.

Swimming in a river of my feels
I'm experiencing intense emotions and can't seem to escape them.

Looking in the mirror, like what's the deal
I'm questioning why I am the way I am and why I feel the way I do.

Now, now, no matter what the doctor's offered me
I'm going to succeed in getting better, no matter what help or medication I receive.

Gonna shake that dark cloud off of me
I'm going to rid myself of the negativity that's been surrounding me.

Finally know how fast I gotta run
I finally understand that I need to work hard and put in effort to improve my life.

Now I'mma move for my kingdom come
I'm going to pursue my goals and dreams like there's no tomorrow.

Always on the move for a rainy day
I always prepare for the worst-case scenario, even when things are going well.

Needed to change
I realized that I couldn't continue living the same way and needed to make changes for the better.

Sitting, pretty, steady, picking clovers
I'm calmly and patiently gathering opportunities and positivity in my life.

Finally I feel I'm getting closure
I'm starting to feel at peace and am beginning to heal from past hurts and regrets.