Even If
Jocelyn Enriquez Lyrics

Time, they say eases the pain
Although time is said to help heal emotional pain, it's difficult for me to separate myself from the way things used to be.

But how must I keep myself apart
I'm struggling to move on and let go of the past.

From how things used to be
I'm having trouble accepting that things have changed and that I can't go back to the way they were.

I know I should go on with my life
I'm aware that I need to move forward and continue living my life without you.

And leave the world behind
I need to focus on myself and my future, and try not to dwell on the past.

But I have learned to live
Although it's tough, I'm slowly adjusting to living without you in my life.

I know, I know I've got to be strong
I understand that I need to be strong and keep moving forward, even though it's difficult.

Even if my heart
Despite my emotions and feelings,

Should call out your name out in the rain
Even if my heart is longing for you and wanting to reach out to you.

And even if
Even when confronted with the possibility of our reunion,

This heart would want to embrace you once again
Despite everything, my heart still desires to embrace you and be with you again.

And even if I'm all cried out
Even if I've cried all my tears and emotions out,

And no longer in pain
Even if I've managed to deal with my pain and move on,

I'll never fall, in love that way
I've learnt my lesson and have realized that I'll never fall in love with you in that same way again.

Ever again
I've truly moved on, and that chapter of my life is now closed.

In Time, there's only you and me
In the past, it felt like it was just us against the world - our relationship was everything.

But how do I convince my heart again
Now, however, my heart needs to be convinced to move forward without you.

That things will be okay
I need to believe that despite the challenges, everything will eventually be alright again.

I know I have to make it on my own
I understand that I'm the only one who can help myself move forward and heal.

Since you left me all alone
Since you've left, I've felt very isolated and lost.

All alone again
I have to pick myself up and move on without you, just like I did before.

Promise that you'll stay and never leave
You made promises to me in the past that you didn't keep, and I find it difficult to trust you again.

Then tell me why should I believe
I need to know why I should trust you again, after you betrayed my trust before.

Obviously you have gone astray
There were changes in our relationship that have resulted in you distancing yourself from me.

And now you're miles away
You've moved away from me emotionally, and physically as well.

I'll go on without you
I recognize that I need to continue living my life and moving forward, even if that means doing it without you.