Insane
Jodie Coste Lyrics


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Can you hear
The voices in my head
In my head
In my head
Can you hear
I do wanna die tonight
Not because I’m sad and lonely
On the contrary
I even love my life and I’m happy
It would seem strange
And slightly paradoxical
Or maybe I am sick and violent
When there’s no obstacle
Yesterday I met this girl
And that was exotic
Lively
Like when you’re on drugs
She put me on speed
She’s my narcotic
Today the smile on my face is unavoidable
Every time I see her
I just think
Oh my gosh this is a miracle
In my head
In my head
In my head
Can you hear
The voices in my head
In my head
In my head
In my head
Can you hear
In my head
In my head
In my head
Can you hear
The voices in my head
In my head
In my head
In my head
Can you hear
But
Then I go back flying into my own interior
I stay the head out of the water
But the voice in my head
Is just superior
I dig harder, faster, better, even deeper
Embrace my darkness
And the next thing I know
I don’t recognize her
I’m trying to understand
What those fools are just
Buzzing around
Humming around
I’m not ready for the next round
I think it’d be cooler
For everyone
Not just for me
So you wouldn’t see
The glint in my eyes
That show you
I’m not even here
So you wouldn’t tell
That we’re several in my head
So maybe you’d get
Why I’m going insane
Damn
In my head
In my head
In my head
Can you hear
The voices in my head
In my head
In my head
In my head
Can you hear
In my head
In my head
In my head
Can you hear
The voices in my head
In my head
In my head
In my head
Can you hear
So I close my eyes
Breath slowly
Run into the maze
Of my mind
So it could be
Easier this way
Come and look closer
Right inside my brain
So you get
Why I’m going insane
So I close my eyes
Breath slowly
Run into the maze
Of my mind
So it could be
Easier this way
Come and look closer
Right inside my brain




So you get
Why I’m going insane

Overall Meaning

The song "Insane" by Jodie Coste delves into the mental state of the artist, as she describes the voices and thoughts in her head. The artist talks about meeting a girl who acted as her narcotic and gave her a new lease on life. However, even with the new-found happiness, the artist still feels a sense of darkness and confusion within herself. She speaks of embracing her darkness and digging deeper within herself to understand why she is going "insane."


Throughout the song, the artist asks the listener if they can hear the voices in her head. This line is particularly meaningful because it shows that the artist feels isolated in her thoughts and is unsure if anyone else can understand what she is going through. The artist also talks about running into the maze of her mind, indicating that she is trying to understand the complexity of her thoughts and emotions.


The song "Insane" is a powerful exploration of mental illness and the struggles that come with it. Through its lyrics, the artist sheds light on the importance of seeking help and understanding, rather than suffering in silence. It is a reminder that even when surrounded by happiness, one can still feel a sense of darkness that needs to be acknowledged and addressed.


Line by Line Meaning

Can you hear
Asking if the listener can hear the voices in the artist's head


The voices in my head
Referring to the thoughts and emotions inside the artist's mind


In my head
Repeating that the artist's thoughts and emotions are inside their head


I do wanna die tonight
Expressing a desire to end the artist's life


Not because I’m sad and lonely
Clarifying that the desire to die is not due to negative emotions


On the contrary
Contrasting the previous statement


I even love my life and I’m happy
Stating that the artist enjoys their life and feels positive emotions


It would seem strange
Acknowledging that the desire to die is paradoxical given the artist's positive outlook


And slightly paradoxical
Further emphasizing the contradiction


Or maybe I am sick and violent
Suggesting that mental illness or violent tendencies may be the cause of the artist's thoughts


When there’s no obstacle
Implying that the artist's thoughts surface when there are no external distractions


Yesterday I met this girl
Sharing a recent experience with meeting someone


And that was exotic
Describing the girl as unique and interesting


Lively
Expressing a positive impression of the girl


Like when you’re on drugs
Comparing the feeling to being on drugs


She put me on speed
Referring to the girl as a figurative drug


She’s my narcotic
Further emphasizing the addictive nature of the girl


Today the smile on my face is unavoidable
Explaining that the artist is unable to hide their happiness


Every time I see her
Referring back to the girl introduced earlier


I just think
Describing the artist's thoughts about the girl


Oh my gosh this is a miracle
Expressing awe and amazement at the impact the girl has had on the artist


But
Introducing a contrasting thought


Then I go back flying into my own interior
Returning to the artist's internal thoughts and emotions


I stay the head out of the water
Suggesting the artist is trying to stay afloat amidst their thoughts


But the voice in my head
Referring to the artist's thoughts and emotions


Is just superior
Implying that the thoughts are overpowering and difficult to control


I dig harder, faster, better, even deeper
Describing the artist's attempts to explore and understand their inner thoughts and emotions


Embrace my darkness
Accepting and acknowledging negative emotions and thoughts


And the next thing I know
Indicating a shift or change in the artist's thoughts


I don’t recognize her
Implying that the artist no longer feels the same about the girl mentioned earlier


I’m trying to understand
Expressing an effort to comprehend the artist's own thoughts and emotions


What those fools are just
Referring to other people who may not understand mental health issues


Buzzing around
Suggesting that others are busy with their own lives and are not focused on the artist's struggles


Humming around
Further emphasizing the idea of others being preoccupied and not attentive to the artist's thoughts


I’m not ready for the next round
Implying that the artist is struggling to cope with their thoughts and emotions


I think it’d be cooler
Introducing an idea for how things could be different


For everyone
Clarifying that the change would benefit others as well as the artist


Not just for me
Emphasizing that the artist's struggles impact others as well


So you wouldn’t see
Explaining why the artist would like things to change


The glint in my eyes
Referring to a visible sign of the artist's internal struggles


That show you
Indicating that others are able to see the artist's difficulties


I’m not even here
Implying a feeling of disconnection or detachment from reality


So you wouldn’t tell
Describing the artist's desire to hide their struggles from others


That we’re several in my head
Suggesting that the artist's thoughts and emotions are complex and multifaceted


So maybe you’d get
Hoping that understanding will come from others trying to comprehend the artist's thoughts and emotions


Why I’m going insane
Expressing the difficulty in understanding and coping with the artist's own thoughts and emotions


Damn
Conveying frustration and negative emotions


So I close my eyes
Describing the artist's actions of trying to cope with their thoughts and emotions


Breath slowly
Suggesting that the artist is attempting to calm themselves down


Run into the maze
Metaphorically describing the artist delving into their own thoughts and emotions


Of my mind
Referring to the internal space where the artist's thoughts and emotions reside


So it could be
Explaining why the artist is exploring their thoughts


Easier this way
Implying that the artist hopes to better understand and cope with their own thoughts and emotions


Come and look closer
Inviting others to try to understand the artist's internal struggles


Right inside my brain
Explaining that the artist's thoughts and emotions are complex and personal


So you get
Hoping for better understanding of the artist's struggles


Why I’m going insane
Repeating the artist's earlier statement about the difficulty in understanding and coping with their own thoughts and emotions




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Written by: Leslie Costecalde-Tortel

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