Trauma
Joe-E Lyrics


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(Hit-boy)
Na, na-na-na, na-na, na
Na, na, na-na-na, na, na, na, oh
Na, na-na-na, na-na, na

Public perception is often deception, uh
I think somebody needs to tell the truth, yeah
Killin' my ego through my self-reflections, uh
Somethin' that we all fail to do, mh
Why does compassion gets treated as weakness? Yeah
What is the world really comin' to? Uh
Why is my empathy often misleadin'? Yeah
How you interpret that is up to you

So many things (so many things)
Why I let it get to me? (Yeah)
Like I know everything (like I know everything)
When I don't know anything, yeah
Why overthink? Think I need a drink
I just need to chill, maybe I need a shrink
Need to hear 'em preach, and some inner peace
I'm always in a mood, think I just need some sleep
Ayy (ayy)

Tellin' myself, I'm a mess (mess)
I blame it all on my ex, all me
Is this as good as it gets?
Is this as good as it gets?

I don't want the drama from the trauma
Bad energy, it's a problem
I take it personal, I ain't perfect though
But it hurts, you know? That make it worse, you know?
And the drama from the trauma
It's bad energy, it's the problem
When I take it personal, I'll be the first to blow
And it's worse, you know? Is it worth it though?
No, no, oh, no
Is it worth it though? I don't know, I don't know
Is it worth it?

Don't know how to act (don't know how to act)
When I can't handle that (when I can't handle that)
I'm stressin' the petty things (I'm stressin' the petty things)
How you see it is everything, yeah (how you see it is everything)
I made a bunch of figures, got a bunch of triggers
When it come to pictures, I don't see a bigger
Let it hold me back (let it hold me back)
When I know the facts, yeah, oh, uh

Why I still can't live with that?
Why do I live in the past only?
Worried about where they at (oh, yeah)
When I don't know where I'm goin'

I don't want the drama from the trauma
Bad energy, it's the problem
I take it personal, I ain't perfect though
But it hurts, you know? Make it worse, you know?
And the drama from the trauma
It's bad energy, it's the problem
When I take it personal, I'm the first to blow
Makin' it worse, you know? Is it worth it though?
Is it worth it?
Uh, is it worth it though? Is it?
Yeah (worth it)

Uh, was it worth it?
I guess that is the question to ask (ask)
My worst behavior, is the shit that I left in the past (past)
The first impression are important, perception is bad (bad)
The doubt was needed for a nigga to step in his bag (bag)
But really though, how long you thought your deception would last?
You really losin' every ounce of respect that I had for you
Dishonesty is quite a disorder, the same reason I just fired my lawyer
In light of my vision from writtens, parasitic absorbers
Energy drainers, the vibes that I get from reporters
Disappointed lookin' at the way these niggas was brought up
That get you caught up in a situation
With different places you never thought of
This world slaughters, you're weak will and kind-hearted
My mind audits, creative ideas that define artists
And plus I speak my mind, that makes me a prime target
But I'd rather start speakin', no beefin' 'cause

I don't want no drama from the trauma
Bad energy, it's a problem
I take it personal, I ain't perfect though
But it hurts, you know? That make it worse, you know?
And the drama from the trauma
It's bad energy, it's the problem
When I take it personal, I'll be the first to blow
And it's worse, you know? Is it worth it though?
Is it worth it?
Uh, is it worth it though? Is it?
Yeah (worth it)

I don't know
Is it worth it? I don't know
It's worth it? I don't know




I said, I don't know, uh
I don't know

Overall Meaning

In Joe-E's song "Trauma," the lyrics delve into the complexities of public perception, self-reflection, and emotional resilience. The opening lines address the deceptive nature of public perception, suggesting that the truth is often obscured. The artist questions why compassion is seen as a weakness and highlights the misinterpretation of his empathy. It is up to the listener to interpret these existential dilemmas and ponder their significance.


The chorus delves into the personal struggles and the toll they take on the artist. The lyrics touch on feeling overwhelmed and seeking escapism through drinking or therapy. There is a yearning for inner peace and a desire to find respite in sleep. The repetition of the phrase "I'm a mess" emphasizes the singer's sense of self-doubt and the tendency to blame their ex for their struggles. The chorus explores the internal battles brought upon by past trauma and continuously questioning if this is the best version of oneself.


Throughout the song, Joe-E reflects on how he internalizes drama and trauma. He expresses frustration over how petty things can cause stress and acknowledges a preoccupation with the lives of others rather than focusing on his own journey. The lyrics also touch upon the artist's growth and progress, admitting that there have been moments of doubt and disillusionment.


Overall, "Trauma" carries a theme of introspection, vulnerability, and the ongoing quest for personal growth and understanding.


Line by Line Meaning

(Hit-boy)
The song is produced by Hit-boy.


Na, na-na-na, na-na, na
A melodic repetition that sets the rhythm of the song.


Na, na, na-na-na, na, na, na, oh
A continuation of the melodic repetition.


Public perception is often deception, uh
The way people perceive things in the public domain is often misleading.


I think somebody needs to tell the truth, yeah
There is a need for someone to speak the truth.


Killin' my ego through my self-reflections, uh
Engaging in self-reflection and realizing that it is detrimental to one's ego.


Somethin' that we all fail to do, mh
Self-reflection is something that most of us neglect to do.


Why does compassion gets treated as weakness? Yeah
Why is it that compassion is often seen as a sign of weakness?


What is the world really comin' to? Uh
A rhetorical question questioning the state of the world.


Why is my empathy often misleadin'? Yeah
Why does my empathy sometimes lead me astray?


How you interpret that is up to you
The interpretation of these questions is subjective and depends on the individual.


So many things (so many things)
There are countless issues and concerns.


Why I let it get to me? (Yeah)
Why do I allow these things to affect me?


Like I know everything (like I know everything)
Sometimes I act like I have all the answers.


When I don't know anything, yeah
In reality, I don't know much at all.


Why overthink? Think I need a drink
Why do I overanalyze? Maybe I should just relax and have a drink.


I just need to chill, maybe I need a shrink
I need to calm down and perhaps seek therapy.


Need to hear 'em preach, and some inner peace
I need someone to guide me and help me find inner peace.


I'm always in a mood, think I just need some sleep
I'm constantly in a negative mindset, maybe I just need some rest.


Tellin' myself, I'm a mess (mess)
Admitting to myself that I am a mess.


I blame it all on my ex, all me
I tend to attribute my problems to my past relationship, but ultimately it's my fault.


Is this as good as it gets?
Am I destined to have this level of dissatisfaction?


I don't want the drama from the trauma
I don't desire the conflicts arising from my past experiences.


Bad energy, it's a problem
Negative vibes and emotions are causing issues.


I take it personal, I ain't perfect though
I internalize things and feel personally affected, even though I know I'm not perfect.


But it hurts, you know? That make it worse, you know?
Despite knowing it's not beneficial, it still pains me and exacerbates the situation.


And the drama from the trauma
The conflicts arising from past experiences.


It's bad energy, it's the problem
The negative emotions and conflicts are the underlying issue.


When I take it personal, I'll be the first to blow
When I internalize it, I become easily angered and react explosively.


And it's worse, you know? Is it worth it though?
This escalation of conflicts makes the situation even more difficult. Is it really worth it?


No, no, oh, no
A repetition indicating a negative response.


Don't know how to act (don't know how to act)
I don't know how to handle myself.


When I can't handle that (when I can't handle that)
When I can't handle the situation.


I'm stressin' the petty things (I'm stressin' the petty things)
I'm getting worked up over insignificant matters.


How you see it is everything, yeah (how you see it is everything)
The perspective you have determines the significance of the situation.


I made a bunch of figures, got a bunch of triggers
I have achieved success and accumulated wealth, but I also have various emotional triggers.


When it come to pictures, I don't see a bigger
When it comes to the bigger picture, I fail to perceive it.


Let it hold me back (let it hold me back)
Allowing these issues to hinder my progress.


When I know the facts, yeah, oh, uh
Even though I know the truth, I still let it affect me.


Why I still can't live with that?
Why am I still unable to come to terms with this?


Why do I live in the past only?
Why am I constantly dwelling on the past?


Worried about where they at (oh, yeah)
Concerned about the whereabouts and actions of others.


When I don't know where I'm goin'
When I myself don't have a clear direction.


Uh, was it worth it?
Was it truly worth it?


I guess that is the question to ask (ask)
That is the crucial question that needs to be posed.


My worst behavior, is the shit that I left in the past (past)
My previous negative actions and behavior are things I've moved on from.


The first impression are important, perception is bad (bad)
Initial judgments and opinions matter, but they can often be negative.


The doubt was needed for a nigga to step in his bag (bag)
The uncertainty and skepticism pushed me to excel and prove myself.


But really though, how long you thought your deception would last?
How long did you expect to get away with your lies and deceit?


You really losin' every ounce of respect that I had for you
Your actions have caused me to lose all respect I had for you.


Dishonesty is quite a disorder, the same reason I just fired my lawyer
Lying and deceit are major problems, which is why I dismissed my lawyer.


In light of my vision from writtens, parasitic absorbers
Based on my perspective and artistic vision, I view certain people as draining and parasitic.


Energy drainers, the vibes that I get from reporters
Reporters and their negative energy drain me emotionally.


Disappointed lookin' at the way these niggas was brought up
I'm disheartened when I observe the way certain individuals were raised.


That get you caught up in a situation
That leads to one getting entangled in various problems.


With different places you never thought of
In unfamiliar and unexpected circumstances.


This world slaughters, your weak will and kind-hearted
The world can be merciless, especially to those who are easily influenced and kind-hearted.


My mind audits, creative ideas that define artists
My mind constantly evaluates and produces unique ideas that define artists.


And plus I speak my mind, that makes me a prime target
Expressing my thoughts openly puts me in a vulnerable position.


But I'd rather start speakin', no beefin' 'cause
Nevertheless, I prefer to speak my mind rather than engage in unnecessary conflicts.


I don't want no drama from the trauma
I have no desire for conflicts arising from my past experiences.


Bad energy, it's a problem
Negative vibes and emotions are causing issues.


I take it personal, I ain't perfect though
I internalize things and feel personally affected, even though I know I'm not perfect.


But it hurts, you know? That make it worse, you know?
Despite knowing it's not beneficial, it still pains me and exacerbates the situation.


And the drama from the trauma
The conflicts arising from past experiences.


It's bad energy, it's the problem
The negative emotions and conflicts are the underlying issue.


When I take it personal, I'll be the first to blow
When I internalize it, I become easily angered and react explosively.


Makin' it worse, you know? Is it worth it though?
This escalation of conflicts makes the situation even more difficult. Is it really worth it?


Is it worth it?
Is the outcome or resolution worth the trouble and pain?


Uh, is it worth it though? Is it?
A rhetorical question pondering the worth and value of the situation.


Yeah (worth it)
Indicating uncertainty, as the value may differ for each individual.


I don't know
Expressing uncertainty and lack of clarity.


Is it worth it? I don't know
I am unsure if the consequences or benefits justify the situation.


It's worth it? I don't know
Questioning whether or not the trade-off is worthwhile.


I said, I don't know, uh
Repeatedly stating the lack of certainty.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC
Written by: Chauncey A. Hollis, Cordae Amari Dunston, Gabriella Wilson, Tiara Nicole Thomas

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