Homesick
Joei Razook Lyrics


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I’ve been thinking every time I’m homesick I
Just need some distance
Or I cant focus on shit
And I feel hopeless
Like nothing I do is gonna fix this
So I keep going
Hoping maybe one day I’ll feel content
What a waste of time
It all comes down around me
It’s what keeps my mind
Awake at night
They saying I’m ate up
I been tryna find out what I’m made of
Stories that they telling probably made up
I learned how to stay down on the way up
They wish they had stuck around for a payout
Eighteen felt like a day dream
Nineteen I was too fucked up
Twenty two I had really found me
Twenty three I was already gone
I’ve been thinking every time I’m homesick I
Just need some distance
Or I cant focus on shit
And I feel hopeless
Like nothing I do is gonna fix this




So I keep going
Hoping maybe one day I’ll feel content

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Joei Razook's song "Homesick" convey a sense of longing and restlessness. The singer is constantly searching for a sense of belonging and contentment, but feels hindered by their inability to distance themselves from their current situation. They acknowledge that being homesick affects their ability to focus and leaves them feeling hopeless, as if nothing they do can resolve their inner turmoil.


The lyrics also touch upon the singer's journey of self-discovery and growth. They reflect on the passing of time and the various stages of their life, from feeling lost and consumed by their struggles at eighteen and nineteen to eventually finding themselves at twenty-two. However, by the age of twenty-three, they have already moved on, implying that they are constantly evolving and searching for a deeper sense of fulfillment.


Overall, the lyrics of "Homesick" speak to the universal human experience of longing for a place or a state of mind where one feels truly at peace and connected.


Line by Line Meaning

I’ve been thinking every time I’m homesick I
Every time I feel homesick, I find myself contemplating


Just need some distance
I simply require some space


Or I cant focus on shit
Otherwise, I cannot concentrate on anything


And I feel hopeless
I experience a sense of despair


Like nothing I do is gonna fix this
As if my efforts won't resolve this situation


So I keep going
Nonetheless, I continue moving forward


Hoping maybe one day I’ll feel content
Longing for the possibility of eventual contentment


What a waste of time
Reflecting upon it, it seems like such a futile use of time


It all comes down around me
Everything collapses and falls apart around me


It’s what keeps my mind
This is what occupies my thoughts


Awake at night
Causing sleeplessness during the night


They saying I’m ate up
Others claim that I'm consumed by something


I been tryna find out what I’m made of
I have been attempting to discover my true nature


Stories that they telling probably made up
The tales they tell about me are likely fabricated


I learned how to stay down on the way up
I gained the ability to persevere despite challenges on my path to success


They wish they had stuck around for a payout
They regret not staying around to reap the rewards


Eighteen felt like a day dream
At eighteen, it felt as though it were just a fleeting illusion


Nineteen I was too fucked up
At nineteen, I was severely intoxicated or mentally disturbed


Twenty two I had really found me
By twenty-two, I had truly discovered my true self


Twenty three I was already gone
But by twenty-three, I had already lost myself


I’ve been thinking every time I’m homesick I
Every time I feel homesick, I find myself contemplating


Just need some distance
I simply require some space


Or I cant focus on shit
Otherwise, I cannot concentrate on anything


And I feel hopeless
I experience a sense of despair


Like nothing I do is gonna fix this
As if my efforts won't resolve this situation


So I keep going
Nonetheless, I continue moving forward


Hoping maybe one day I’ll feel content
Longing for the possibility of eventual contentment




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: david shields, joei razook, joseph razook

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