Coffee
Joel Adams Lyrics

I drink the coldest coffee in the morning
I wake up with the coldest coffee because I am trying to cope with the pain caused by a girl who doesn't love me back.

Wake up for a girl who never loved me
I wake up in the morning with the hope that a girl who never loved me might start feeling something for me someday.

Thinking that she's feeling something but it's hopeless
I hope that the girl I love would feel something for me, but deep down, I know it's almost impossible.

Counting down the months before this one leaves
I am counting the months before the girl I love leaves me since I know she will eventually leave me, but I am trying to enjoy the moment while it lasts.

'Cause baby only leads me on, every night
The girl I love only leads me on, giving me false hope every night.

Got me holding open crooked doors, faded lines
The girl I love makes me do things according to her rules and keeps me waiting for her possibility of love, but all lines of hope are fading away.

Rules she makes for me to please her soul but she'll leave
The girl I love sets rules for me to please her soul, but deep down, I know she'll leave me once she gets bored.

Whenever she fucking likes
The girl I love has complete control over me and can leave whenever she wants, without any consideration for my feelings.

I hold on to the love we used to share together
I am holding on to the love that the girl and I used to share together, hoping for it to come back.

Tied in with the good times we both had
Our love is tied with the good times that we shared together, and I am unwilling to let go of it.

Now we're slowly fading I know, more now than ever
Our love is slowly fading away, and I can feel it happening more than ever now.

She could never take me back the way I am
The girl I love can never take me back the way I am, and I know it, which makes it hard to move on.

And every night is miserable, I can't forget
Every night is miserable for me because I can't forget the love we shared, and it's hard for me to move on.

All the memories I counted on, when we made love
I hold on to all the good memories we shared together, especially those of when we made love.

All the moments when she held me close
I cherish all the moments when the girl I love held me close, and it is hard to let go of them.

Now I know I'll never see that girl again
I have come to terms with the fact that I will never see the girl I love again and that our love story is over.

I can't be in the right, she burns me every time
There is no way I can be right in this relationship since the girl I love keeps burning me every time.

Thought that I'd be patient but I just can't take her spite
I thought I would be patient enough to wait for the girl I love, but I cannot handle the spite she continuously shows me.

So I've been drinking coffee in the morning just to wake up (ooh ooh)
I have been drinking coffee in the morning, hoping that the caffeine would help me wake up and face the reality of my situation.

'Cause caffeine leaks my mind and keeps me breathing through her fake love (ooh ooh)
Caffeine helps me clear my thoughts and keeps me going by forcing me to breathe through the fake love shown to me by the girl I love.