Back Again
Joey Flats Lyrics

Every single time I walk away you running back again
No matter how many times I try to leave, you always find a way to come back into my life.

I don't understand it lord she dancing round my head I been
I can't comprehend why you constantly occupy my thoughts and emotions.

Thinking all about you since the you walked away
Ever since you left, my mind has been consumed with thoughts of you.

I just needed closure girl come over, baby heal the pain
I'm seeking closure from our past relationship and I hope that you can come back to help me heal my emotional pain.

Baby tell me why you do that?
I'm curious as to why you continue to exhibit this behavior.

All along you always knew that
Deep down, you were aware of the impact you had on me.

I'd do anything for you, kept
I was willing to do whatever it took to make you happy.

Running backwards I would do laps
I would constantly go back to you, even if it meant repeating the same mistakes.

Look at everything that you said
When I reflect on all the things you told me, none of them seem to hold any truth.

None of that held any truth, yet
Despite the lack of truth in your words, I still believed in you.

Jumping through a 100 loops bet
I was willing to go through countless obstacles and challenges for you.

I live a critical lifestyle
My way of life is filled with self-criticism and scrutiny.

You always saying I'm too wild
You often criticized me for being too reckless and unpredictable.

Baby I get it I'm too much
I understand that I can be overwhelming and intense.

And I cut deeper when the mood's crushed
When my mood is low, my actions and words can have a more profound and hurtful effect.

I always thought it was true child
I constantly believed that our relationship was genuine and authentic.

Too many demons for you, while
I had too many inner struggles and personal demons that affected our relationship.

All of these pieces get too rough
The broken fragments of our relationship became too difficult for me to handle.

I could run deeper if I moved up
If I was able to progress and grow emotionally, I could delve even deeper into my feelings for you.

Tell me why I hate my self, can't get over you
I'm questioning why I have such strong self-hatred and why I can't move on from you.

Break my shell and control of you
I want to break free from the walls I've built around myself and regain control over my own life, separate from you.

Take my wealth and my only truth
You took away not only my material possessions but also the only truth I believed in—our relationship.

Made my hell then I noticed you
You turned my life into a living hell, and only then did I realize the impact you had on me.

Why the fuck you always coming back after I banished you?
Why do you keep returning to my life after I've tried to cut you out?

Integrate my shadow that's a battle that I'm captive to
Trying to accept and embrace the darker parts of myself is a constant struggle that I'm trapped in.

I'll never get this right if I keep running from the factors ooh
I won't be able to find success and happiness if I continue to avoid facing the challenges and realities of my life.

I'm captured by your demons girl your passion I'm attracted to
I'm drawn to your darkness and the intensity of your emotions, even if it brings out your negative qualities.

Every other day im in a new love
I find myself falling into new relationships every other day, hoping to fill the void you left behind.

Wondering if I could ever move on
I constantly question whether I'll be able to truly move on from you and find happiness with someone else.

Looking for the pieces that I threw her
I'm searching for the parts of myself that I lost when I was with you.

Girl I'm too gone, need a new song
I'm too lost and broken to continue living in the same patterns, I need a fresh start and a new chapter.

I don't know very much about your life girl
I'm not familiar with the details and intricacies of your life.

I know that every one has left and lied girl
I understand that you've been betrayed and hurt by others in the past.

If I told you I'm certain would you hide still?
If I expressed my certainty and commitment to you, would you still try to keep parts of yourself hidden?

Baby, you are my purpose give me life still
You give my life meaning and purpose, even though I'm still struggling to find my own happiness.

Oh why is it so hard to get this right will
Why is it such a challenge for me to find the right path and make the right choices?

I die just tryna find you when the lights killed
I feel like a part of me dies as I desperately search for you in the darkness and emptiness of my life.

Got me like, whoa whoa whoa oh
You have such a strong hold on me that it leaves me feeling overwhelmed and confused.

whoa whoa oh
Repeating the feeling of being captivated and controlled.

Whoa oh oh oh
A sense of astonishment and disbelief at the complicated nature of their relationship.

Whoa oh whoa
Expressing a mixture of emotions, including surprise and frustration.