Bonus Track
John S Lyrics

I drink that lean it make it better aye
Consuming lean (a mixture of cough syrup with codeine and soda) improves my state of mind.

This shit feel good it take me to another level aye
Using lean gives me a pleasurable sensation and alters my consciousness.

Fuck with the x I had to cop it through the tele aye
I obtained ecstasy (X) through illicit means, likely purchasing it over the phone.

Don't die in this life gotta earn them stripes and find methods aye
To survive in this harsh reality, one must acquire skills and strategies.

Fuck with the gang we have to go and take your life away
If you mess with our group, we will resort to violence and potentially harm or kill you.

Talk to the boss they call me up I'm like one swipe away
I have a close connection with influential individuals and can easily contact them.

Fuck with that sprite if the sprite coming with promethazine
If the Sprite I'm drinking is mixed with promethazine (a sedative), it enhances the experience.

Been sipping heavy but I'm sleeping to another day
Despite the heavy consumption of substances, I manage to continue living and wake up each day.

Throwed out my heart and now the only thing I feel is gray
I have emotionally detached myself and now only experience a sense of indifference and emptiness.

Aye, aye, aye, aye
These repeated syllables serve as an expressive exclamation or chant.

I fried my brain but for codeine I still be going crazy
Even though I've damaged my brain due to excessive drug use, I'm still mentally unstable.

This model took a x before the show she feeling lazy
A model consumed ecstasy before her performance, resulting in her being lethargic.

If it ain't fucked up, don't change it
If a situation or circumstance isn't chaotic or messed up, there's no need to alter it.

Would you still give me head if I had day shifts?
If I had a regular job instead of my current lifestyle, would you still offer sexual favors?

I'd prolly be dead if I was basic
If I had an ordinary and unremarkable life, I would most likely be dead.

I had to fucking go to work and hang with all my demons
I was obligated to endure a job and spend time with my personal demons or inner struggles.

They locked my cousin up I haven't seen him in a couple seasons
My cousin is currently incarcerated and I haven't had the opportunity to see him for a significant period of time.

They ask a nigga why I rap like bitch I got my reasons
People question my style of rap, but I have valid motivations for expressing myself this way.

Back in the box I couldn't scrap but now I'm swinging easy
I used to struggle to defend myself, but now I can confidently handle any confrontations.

The only thing I learnt to drink was purple juice yeah
I've only acquired knowledge of consuming purple juice, likely referring to lean.

I know opps was hoping that I make the news aye
My adversaries were anticipating negative press coverage of me, potentially due to criminal activities.

But if I die then it's the life I had to choose yeah
If, by chance, I meet an untimely death, it would be the result of the choices I made in life.

Like bitch I play the game and I ain't play to lose yeah
I actively participate in this lifestyle, and I am determined to succeed and not be defeated.

Like don't come near me if you cannot take a bruise yeah
If you aren't able to endure physical harm or confrontations, it's best to avoid approaching me.

I know some bitches who'd let you fuck for some shoes yeah
I am aware of individuals, particularly women, who would engage in sexual acts in exchange for material possessions like shoes.

You're crush been fucking me while you looking for clues yeah
The person you are interested in romantically has been engaging in sexual activities with me, unbeknownst to you.

Delete the tapes but she going to post it for some views yeah
Even if I try to delete any evidence, this person will still share it online for attention and views.

The only thing I learnt to drink was drink purple juice yeah
I've only acquired knowledge of consuming purple juice, likely referring to lean.

I know the opps was hoping that I make the news aye
My adversaries were anticipating negative press coverage of me, potentially due to criminal activities.

But if I die then it's the life I had to choose yeah
If, by chance, I meet an untimely death, it would be the result of the choices I made in life.

Like bitch I play the game and I ain't play to lose yeah
I actively participate in this lifestyle, and I am determined to succeed and not be defeated.