Honestly
Jon Lyrics

The look you threw in my eye
The expression you gave me with your eyes

I can't lie you left a mark
I cannot deny that you made a lasting impression on me

That's always been stuck on my mind
It has always remained in my thoughts

I think you knew it from the start
I believe you were aware of it from the beginning

Now I've built you on top of all your problems
Now I have made you the focal point amidst all your troubles

I'm just hoping you survive the fall
I am only wishing for your well-being despite any challenges

And I'm trying not to be an issue
I am attempting not to become a problem

That somebody else will have to solve
That someone else will have to resolve

So go on and leave
Therefore, please depart

You should get out of here while you can
It would be wise for you to depart this place while you still have the opportunity

I'll be here if you ever come back
I will remain here if you ever decide to return

With the courage that I lack
With the bravery that I, unfortunately, lack

I would never say that honestly
I would never express that in a completely sincere manner

Except when I said it, honestly
Unless it was the single time when I genuinely stated it

I never know what I say when I speak
I am unaware of my own words when I communicate

I'm on repeat
I keep repeating myself

Already told you that I can't breathe
I have previously informed you that I am struggling to breathe

If life is like a dream
If existence resembles a mere illusion

I wanna wake up
I desire to be awakened

I'm so sick of sleep
I am extremely weary of slumber

You're so much stronger than I
You possess considerably more strength than me

Yet somehow you're the one too scared
However, you are the one who is too frightened

And you let me drag you down
And you allowed me to bring you to a lower state

But I enjoyed the little time that we share
Nevertheless, I found pleasure in the brief moments we spent together

So don't stick with me
Therefore, do not remain by my side

Keeping you here would be considered criminal
To retain you in this situation would be seen as a criminal act

A piece of fiction so
A fabrication, hence

Why don't we cut to the chase
Why don't we get straight to the point

And get to where both of us know
And reach the inevitable outcome that both of us are aware of

We're going to go
Where we are destined to go

You've got what I need
You possess what I require

But I wouldn't take it even If I could
However, I would not accept it even if it were possible

It's running through your veins
It is coursing through your bloodstream

You and I are were just not the same
You and I are simply not alike

I would never say that honestly
I would never express that in a completely sincere manner

Except when I said it, honestly
Unless it was the single time when I genuinely stated it

I never know what I say when I speak
I am unaware of my own words when I communicate

I'm on repeat
I keep repeating myself

Already told you that I can't breathe
I have previously informed you that I am struggling to breathe

If life is like a dream
If existence resembles a mere illusion

I wanna wake up
I desire to be awakened

I'm so sick of sleep
I am extremely weary of slumber