Love of My Life
Ju Lyrics

The love of my life.
This person is the most important and cherished love in my life.

I think I found the love of my life.
I believe that I have finally found the one true love that will fulfill me.

Damn, but she 'bout to be another man's wife.
Unfortunately, she is about to get married to someone else.

She 'bout to be another man's wife, yeah.
Yes, she is indeed going to marry someone else.

If it's wrong I don't wanna be right, damn this shit feels so right, yeah.
Even if it's morally wrong, I don't want to be correct because being with her feels so perfect and satisfying.

It was love at first look, soon as I peeped her.
I instantly fell in love with her the moment I saw her.

Dazzled by her features, Gucci Man blammed through the speakers.
I was mesmerized by her attractive qualities, and the music by Gucci Man amplified my excitement.

Club was lit, I knew I had to speak up.
The club was lively and exciting, so I felt compelled to approach her.

Niggas was on the bumper but with my aura they couldn't keep up.
Although other guys were interested in her, my confidence and presence outshined them all.

With killers and dealers I slapped five, pop cham as we locked eyes.
Amidst dangerous individuals, I interacted with them casually, and as soon as our gazes met, we shared a deep connection.

Hola mami, hey papi yeah she replies.
I greeted her in a flirty way, and she responded with a playful tone.

Such an unexplainable vibe, for a hour lost in her green eyes.
We had an indescribable connection, and it felt like time flew by as I got lost in her captivating green eyes.

Must have been my wife in a past life.
I believe that in a previous life, she was destined to be my wife.

She's a good girl and I live the fast life.
She is a virtuous woman while I am someone who lives a wild and reckless lifestyle.

The type to make a thug nigga get some act right, but shit I got plans to hit her with that act right.
She has the potential to make a tough and rough person like me change his ways, but I also have intentions to treat her well and make positive changes in my behavior.

Yeah, exchange digits, told her I would visit she was with it, one small detail she forgot to mention.
We exchanged phone numbers, and she agreed that I should visit her. However, she forgot to mention a crucial piece of information.

She got a dude did everything to get her, but nothing to keep her and the vibe we shared was much deeper.
She has a boyfriend who put in efforts to win her over, but failed to maintain their relationship. The connection between us was much stronger and meaningful.

Please believe me, usually don't fall this easy, something special the way she squeeze me, try to leave but she swear she needed me.
Trust me when I say that I am not someone who falls in love easily, but there is something unique about the way she holds me tight. Whenever I try to leave, she convinces me that she truly needs me.

Truth is she no that she should free me, she got us both baby being greedy, stomach queezy every time she leave me.
Deep down, she knows that she should let me go, but she is being selfish and keeping both of us caught in a complicated situation. It makes me feel anxious every time she walks away from me.

My choosey lover let me down easy if you ever leave me.
If you ever decide to end our relationship, please do it in a gentle and considerate manner.

Broken promises on how she leaving, so deceiving seeing pictures all on social media.
She has repeatedly broken promises about leaving her current partner, and it is disheartening to see pictures of them together on social media.

Devious, maybe it's the passion that's deceiving us.
Our relationship is filled with deceit, and perhaps it is the intense passion between us that misleads and clouds our judgment.

Thoughts of me leaving got her acting needer, secret location when we meeting up.
The idea of me leaving her makes her desperately clingy, and we have to meet in secret locations to maintain our relationship.

But if it's love, love, what we keeping secrets for?
If we genuinely love each other, then there is no reason for us to keep our relationship a secret.

I pull away you get to tugging more, deadly game of tug of war.
Whenever I try to distance myself from her, she becomes even more attached, resulting in a dangerous and exhausting game of back-and-forth.

Now tell love what we tugging for? When you know a nigga love you more.
Let's question why we are engaging in this tug of war, especially when you know that I love you more than anyone else.

You know a nigga love you right?
Do you acknowledge and understand how much I love you?

A deadly addiction, so addicted yeah she's so addictive.
Our love is an intense and dangerous addiction, and she herself is incredibly addictive.

Both thought we could kick it being optimistic, prisoner of love yeah we both convicted, I'm so conflicted, yet so committed.
Both of us initially believed that we could have a casual relationship and be optimistic about it. However, we are both trapped in the prison of love, and I'm torn between conflicting emotions while still being devoted to her.

This is love with conviction, this love yeah without restriction.
Our love is powerful and strong, with a sense of certainty and determination. It is a love that knows no boundaries or limits.

But yet love it feels so restricted.
However, even though our love is intense, it still feels limited and constrained.

It's hard for us now to keep our distance, and plus she hates when I'm acting distant.
We struggle to maintain physical distance from each other, and she becomes upset when I act emotionally distant.

So submissive when she think I'm tripping, she got everything to lose but more to gain, finally realizing that love is pain.
She becomes submissive when she believes I am upset or displeased. Although she has a lot to lose in this situation, she also has so much more to gain. At last, she understands that love often comes with pain.

Nothing but broken hearts, and nothing to gain, but she ain't the one to blame, I signed up for these games.
All we have gained from this relationship is heartbreak, and there is no real benefit to us. However, she is not the one to be blamed; it was my decision to participate in these complicated games.

On our relationship it's causing strain, seen them posting pictures of rings almost drove me insane.
The strain on our relationship is becoming increasingly evident. Seeing other people's engagement photos on social media almost drove me crazy.