Don't Wanna Think
Julia Michaels Lyrics

Now I'm not really one for drinking songs but
I'm not typically drawn to songs about drinking, but

I guess that I should probably write one 'cause
I feel like I need to write a song about my current state

I'm feeling pretty lonely
I'm feeling really isolated and alone

He's the only thing that holds me right now
The only thing that gives me comfort is the thought of him

Now I'm not really one for drinking songs but
Again, drinking songs aren't usually my thing,

I guess if I'm not wrapped here in your arms then
If I'm not physically with you and feeling loved,

I can't talk about love
It's hard for me to talk about love and relationships

And who wants to talk about love?
Honestly, who even enjoys talking about love?

I don't want us
I don't want to be consumed by thoughts of us

Well, I don't wanna think about you right now
I don't want to think about you in this moment

Don't wanna think about you right now
I want to avoid thinking about you at all costs

'Cause if I did, it would be damn bad
If I allowed myself to think about you, it would be really painful

And I'd show up at your house
I'd be so upset that I might show up at your door unannounced

I was screaming at your door
I might even be so angry that I start screaming outside your door

Saying 'what the fuck is wrong with you?'
I'd be confronting you about what you did wrong

I thought that we were good enough
I thought that our relationship was strong enough to withstand anything

I thought that you needed love
I thought that you wanted and valued a relationship based on love

Well, I don't wanna think about you right now
Once again, I really don't want to think about you right now

Fuck it, here it comes, uh
To hell with it, I'm going to go ahead and write a drinking song

Heartbreak is annoying
Going through a heartbreak is frustrating and difficult

And I feel it in the morning
I wake up feeling heartbroken every morning

Swallow it down like a bitter pill
I'm forcing myself to accept the pain and move on

At least it'll taste better than this feeling will
Even though it's difficult, it's still better than feeling heartbroken

And I don't like myself when I'm just standing still
I hate feeling stuck and not making progress

I know that when I wake up
I'm aware that tomorrow morning

There's gonna be seven texts and three calls to you
I'm going to have multiple missed calls and messages from you

And I'm not gonna know what to do
I'm not sure how I'm going to handle it

I will make up some excuse about how that was meant for someone else
I'll come up with a lie to try and explain why I didn't respond earlier

When the truth is I'm not over you
But the real reason is that I'm not over our relationship yet