Originally from Mexico but born and raised in the United Arab Emirates, the creative 18 year old uncommonly blends a wide array of genres to sonically create a unique and invigorating style of pop.
Delving between the hectic sounds of commercialism and the lavish dynamics of underground RnB, Julian’s music aims to encapsulate his life-long journey growing up in the city.
Launched on the 9th of April 2016, his first single “Krule Love” plays around the themes of reckless youth and modern day relationships.
“Debut” has been penned for a May 21st 2016 release date.
This fresh-faced kid is set on changing the world.
Can't Face It
Julian Lamadrid Lyrics
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Every time the sun goes down
There′s something bout the moon when it's gleaming
Reminds me that your not around
And It could be the change of season
Or maybe it′s this humdrum town
But I can't stop my heart from bleeding
Cause I'm missing it
The way that I could talk with you listening
I′m done with all the schemes and the riddling
Ive gotta tell you now I′ve been
Missing my sunshine
Oh now you've got me visiting
The future that I′d always been envisioning
But now it's nothing more than just a
Crippling vision of brighter summer day
But what am I supposed to say
When your a million miles away
And our playlists stuck on replay
Whilst the memory continues to fade
And what am I supposed to do
When every thing reminds me of you
Trying to find a way to get out
But I still can′t face the truth
No I still just face it
And maybe it's the way shed kiss me
Or maybe how she said my name
I guess that now its all just history
And things′l never be the same
But we were meant to be together
Through it till the very last day
But now she's got my favourite sweater
And I'm just stuck with all of this pain
Cause′ I′m missing it
The way that I could talk with you listening
I'm done with all the schemes and the riddling
Ive gotta tell you now I′ve been
Missing my sunshine
Oh no now you've got me visiting
The future that I′d always been envisioning
But now it's nothing more than just a crippling
Vision of a brighter summer day
And what am I supposed to say
When your a million mile away
And our playlist is all stuck on replay
Whilst the memories continue to fade
And what am I supposed to do
When every thing reminds me of you
Trying to find a way to get out
But I still can′t face the truth
No I just can't face it
No I just can't face it
No I just can′t face the truth
And Now my heart feels vacant
Cause It was always me and you
And no I just can′t face it
And no I still can't face the truth
My heart feels vacant
Cause it was always me and you
And no I just can′t face the truth
And what am I supposed to say
When your a million mile away
And our playlist is all stuck on replay
Whilst the memories continue to fade
And what am I supposed to do
When I'm curled up in my room
Trying to find a way to get out
But I still can′t face the truth
Julian Lamadrid's song Can't Face It is about missing someone who has left a deep impression on one's life. The lyrics describe a sense of longing for the person as the singer recounts the memories and feelings they shared. The song's theme centers on the difficulty in accepting a new reality where that person is no longer present.
The singer misses the person most in the evenings, and the moonlight reminds him of their absence. He thinks of her often, and the memories continue to fade away as he tries to find a way to deal with the grief.
Despite the pain and sadness, the singer can't deny the fact that he still loves her. He's been missing her sunshine and the special connection they had, and he can't face the truth that she's gone.
Overall, Can't Face It is a poignant and relatable song about losing someone special and the struggles that come with trying to cope with that loss.
Line by Line Meaning
I miss you most in the evenings
I feel your absence the most at night
Every time the sun goes down
As the day turns into night
There′s something bout the moon when it's gleaming
The moon's brightness reminds me of you
Reminds me that your not around
And the fact that you're not here anymore
And It could be the change of season
Maybe it's the weather
Or maybe it′s this humdrum town
Or it's this boring place
But I can't stop my heart from bleeding
Either way, my heart hurts too much
And falling to the rock hard ground
It feels like it's plummeting to the ground
Cause I'm missing it
I miss it so much
The way that I could talk with you listening
How you would listen to me when I talk
I′m done with all the schemes and the riddling
I'm tired of playing games
Ive gotta tell you now I′ve been
I have to confess that I've been
Missing my sunshine
Missing the light and happiness you bring to my life
Oh now you've got me visiting
Now I'm dreaming and thinking about
The future that I′d always been envisioning
The future that I always imagined us having
But now it's nothing more than just a
But now it has all become
Crippling vision of brighter summer day
A painful and impossible dream of a happier future
But what am I supposed to say
But what can I even say
When your a million miles away
When you're so far away
And our playlists stuck on replay
And our songs keep playing over and over again
Whilst the memory continues to fade
While my memories of you keep getting weaker
And what am I supposed to do
And what can I even do
When every thing reminds me of you
When everything around me reminds me of you
Trying to find a way to get out
Trying to find a way to move on
But I still can′t face the truth
But I still can't accept that it's over
No I still just face it
I'm still avoiding confronting it
And maybe it's the way shed kiss me
Maybe it's the way you used to kiss me
Or maybe how she said my name
Or the way you used to say my name
I guess that now its all just history
But now it's all just in the past
And things′l never be the same
And things will never be like they used to
But we were meant to be together
But I thought we were supposed to be together forever
Through it till the very last day
Through all the ups and downs until the very end
But now she's got my favourite sweater
But now you have my favorite sweater
And I'm just stuck with all of this pain
And I'm just left with all of this heartache
No I just can't face it
I can't face the reality
And Now my heart feels vacant
Now my heart feels empty
Cause It was always me and you
Because it was always just you and me
And when I just can′t face it
And when I can't confront it
And no I still can't face the truth
And I still can't accept the truth
My heart feels vacant
My heart feels empty
And no I just can′t face the truth
And I still can't accept that it's over
When I'm curled up in my room
When I'm alone in my room
Writer(s): Julian Lamadrid Manon
Contributed by Victoria P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
SemisShwan
Lyrics:
I miss you most in the evenings
Every time the sun goes down
There's something 'bout the moon when it's gleaming
Reminds me that you're not around
And It could be the change of season
Or maybe it's this humdrum town
But I can't stop my heart from bleeding
And falling to the rock-hard ground
Cause I'm missing it
The way that I could talk with you listening
I'm done with all the schemes and the riddling
I've gotta tell you now I've been
Missing my sunshine
Oh now you've got me visiting
The future that I'd always been envisioning
But now it's nothing more than just a
Crippling vision of brighter summer day
But what am I supposed to say
When you're a million miles away
And our playlists stuck on replay
Whilst the memory continues to fade
And what am I supposed to do
When everything reminds me of you
Trying to find a way to get out
But I still can't face the truth
No, I still just face it
And maybe it's the way she'd kiss me
Or maybe how she said my name
I guess that now it's all just history
And things'll never be the same
But we were meant to be together
Through it till the very last day
But now she's got my favorite sweater
And I'm just stuck with all of this pain
Cause' I'm missing it
The way that I could talk with you listening
I'm done with all the schemes and the riddling
Ive gotta tell you now I've been
Missing my sunshine
Oh no now you've got me visiting
The future that I'd always been envisioning
But now it's nothing more than just a crippling
Vision of a brighter summer day
And what am I supposed to say
When your a million miles away
And our playlist is all stuck on replay
Whilst the memories continue to fade
And what am I supposed to do
When everything reminds me of you
Trying to find a way to get out
But I still can't face the truth
No, I just can't face it
No, I just can't face it
No, I just can't face the truth
And Now my heart feels vacant
Cause It was always me and you
And no I just can't face it
And no I still can't face the truth
My heart feels vacant
Cause it was always me and you
And no I just can't face the truth
And what am I supposed to say
When your a million miles away
And our playlist is all stuck on replay
Whilst the memories continue to fade
And what am I supposed to do
When I'm curled up in my room
Trying to find a way to get out
But I still can't face the truth
squishyangie
I heard this on my spotify playlist and it made me cry, I LOVE IT AND I CAN'T STOP LISTENING
Umi Seoane
I think I broke my replay button. This song is everything.
SemisShwan
Lyrics:
I miss you most in the evenings
Every time the sun goes down
There's something 'bout the moon when it's gleaming
Reminds me that you're not around
And It could be the change of season
Or maybe it's this humdrum town
But I can't stop my heart from bleeding
And falling to the rock-hard ground
Cause I'm missing it
The way that I could talk with you listening
I'm done with all the schemes and the riddling
I've gotta tell you now I've been
Missing my sunshine
Oh now you've got me visiting
The future that I'd always been envisioning
But now it's nothing more than just a
Crippling vision of brighter summer day
But what am I supposed to say
When you're a million miles away
And our playlists stuck on replay
Whilst the memory continues to fade
And what am I supposed to do
When everything reminds me of you
Trying to find a way to get out
But I still can't face the truth
No, I still just face it
And maybe it's the way she'd kiss me
Or maybe how she said my name
I guess that now it's all just history
And things'll never be the same
But we were meant to be together
Through it till the very last day
But now she's got my favorite sweater
And I'm just stuck with all of this pain
Cause' I'm missing it
The way that I could talk with you listening
I'm done with all the schemes and the riddling
Ive gotta tell you now I've been
Missing my sunshine
Oh no now you've got me visiting
The future that I'd always been envisioning
But now it's nothing more than just a crippling
Vision of a brighter summer day
And what am I supposed to say
When your a million miles away
And our playlist is all stuck on replay
Whilst the memories continue to fade
And what am I supposed to do
When everything reminds me of you
Trying to find a way to get out
But I still can't face the truth
No, I just can't face it
No, I just can't face it
No, I just can't face the truth
And Now my heart feels vacant
Cause It was always me and you
And no I just can't face it
And no I still can't face the truth
My heart feels vacant
Cause it was always me and you
And no I just can't face the truth
And what am I supposed to say
When your a million miles away
And our playlist is all stuck on replay
Whilst the memories continue to fade
And what am I supposed to do
When I'm curled up in my room
Trying to find a way to get out
But I still can't face the truth
Larissa Silva
Thank you Spotify for show me this amazing and beautiful song ♥ I am sooo in love with her. Thank you for this wonderful song Julian, keep doing this great job, its my favorite nowadays
Jordan
This is actually sick! Very well done :)
Snow
This song makes me smile.
The uplifting brighter sounding musical mood change at 0:34 is magical &
It’s Lyrically a gem.
I’m really amazed & impressed at the music and lyrical talent at such a young age.
camptown ladies
THIS IS SOO GOOD WE LOVE U KING KEEP DOING WHAT U DO WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE AMAZING TALENTED BRILLIANT SPECTACULAR OUTSTANDING WONDERFUL SHOWSTOPPING TOTALLY UNIQUE
Paige Hanchett
I LOVE your music because It gives me something to relate to Your music is my safe place
Tenzin Kunchok
I am in love with this song😍😍
Aldo Pasini
Great song Julian! Congratulations!