Skin
Julianna Zachariou Lyrics
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it isn’t hard to see
and everybody says that I should be thinking of you
when i wake and when i sleep
and i feel that weight inside your body as I start to move in
and I hold your head inside my hands and I try to feel it
but it’s just skin
every time we talk I strain to swallow
the words that push to set me free
and I hate myself ‘cause no matter how hard i pray
I can’t be what you want me to be
and I watch myself outside my body as I start to move in
and I tell myself over and over this time will be different
but it’s just skin
all I really want is to love you,
for my mind to stop, and my lungs to breathe
but instead i have this pit in my stomach
from keeping you wanting me
so I’m gonna go
and if i call just let it ring
The lyrics to Julianna Zachariou's song "Skin" express the internal struggle of loving someone but feeling unable to fully give oneself to them. The opening lines, "everybody knows that I should love you, it isn't hard to see," suggest that there is an expectation for the singer to love the person in question. However, there is a sense of internal resistance as the lyrics continue, with the mention of how others say the singer should be constantly thinking of this person. The singer acknowledges the weight of this connection, both physically and emotionally, but can only perceive it on a surface level: "but it's just skin." This implies a lack of depth and emotional connection, despite physical intimacy.
The second verse explores the struggle to communicate honestly and vulnerably with this person. The singer mentions the difficulty in swallowing their true feelings and expresses self-hatred for not being able to fulfill the expectations placed upon them. There is a sense of detachment as the lyrics highlight watching oneself from the outside, almost dissociating from the experience. The hope that "this time will be different" is soon shattered, as the repeated phrase "but it's just skin" reinforces the idea that the connection remains superficial.
The chorus reveals the longing of the singer to truly love this person, to have their mind and lungs at peace. However, the internal conflict creates a pit in their stomach, preventing them from fully giving in to the love and desire that the other person feels for them. The closing lines suggest a decision to distance oneself and step away, with the implication that the phone call may go unanswered or ignored.
Overall, "Skin" paints a poignant picture of someone struggling to connect deeply with another person and feeling trapped within their own emotional barriers, ultimately leading to a decision to distance themselves in order to find personal solace.
Line by Line Meaning
everybody knows that I should love you
It's widely recognized that I should feel love for you
it isn’t hard to see
It's obvious and easy to perceive
and everybody says that I should be thinking of you
People continuously express that I should have you on my mind
when i wake and when i sleep
Both when I wake up and go to sleep
and i feel that weight inside your body as I start to move in
I sense the heaviness within your physical presence as I approach you
and I hold your head inside my hands and I try to feel it
I tightly grasp your head in my hands, attempting to truly experience it
but it’s just skin
However, it's merely surface-level; lacking deep emotional connection
every time we talk I strain to swallow
Every conversation brings a struggle for me to suppress
the words that push to set me free
The words that yearn to be expressed, aiming to liberate me
and I hate myself ‘cause no matter how hard i pray
I despise my own being because, regardless of fervent prayers,
I can’t be what you want me to be
I am unable to fulfill your expectations and desires
and I watch myself outside my body as I start to move in
I observe myself detached from my physical form as I initiate actions
and I tell myself over and over this time will be different
Repeatedly, I convince myself that this occasion will yield a new outcome
but it’s just skin
Yet again, it proves to be superficial and superficially satisfying
all I really want is to love you
What I genuinely desire is to have affection for you
for my mind to stop, and my lungs to breathe
In order for my thoughts to cease, and my breathing to be calm
but instead i have this pit in my stomach
However, I possess this hollow feeling in my stomach
from keeping you wanting me
Resulting from my actions to maintain your interest in me
so I’m gonna go
Therefore, I'm going to leave
and if i call just let it ring
And if I decide to reach out, simply allow the phone to ring unanswered
Lyrics © Songtrust Ave
Written by: JULIANNA COSTANDINA ZACHARIOU
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@shawon_saha
Big fan of her since listened I "Subway Song" and "Give Me Flower". She is so underrated indie singer. Discovered her from spotify.
@aldosanchez2187
Man, she's amazing. So mesmerizing.
@loganwilcox4037
Just moved to San Diego, hope she still plays shows here! This looks amazing
@Jstr35
😀👏👏👏👏