Heavy
K-nicee & Xay Hill Lyrics

The lyrics to K-nicee & Xay Hill's song "Heavy" delve into the deeply introspective and vulnerable thoughts and emotions of the artists. The opening lines, "I wake up and say I'm worthless / Then I know man life ain't perfect" express a feeling of self-doubt and a recognition of life's imperfections. The artists acknowledge the negative thoughts that can sometimes consume them, referring to it as a "self hex" that has led them to walk with curses.

The next lines, "I cannot flex / I spend 'cause I'm hurting" reveal a form of coping mechanism where they try to distract themselves from their pain by indulging in material possessions. However, they realize that this is not a genuine way to find happiness and healing.

The following lines depict a struggle with identity and self-image, as they mention wiping their sword (symbolizing the act of self-reflection) and seeing their own face, perhaps indicating a search for self-acceptance and understanding. The mention of 2k9 (presumably representing a specific time or period) acting strange suggests a shift or change that has made it difficult for them to stay focused and motivated.

The lyrics then touch on the complexity of relationships, as they mention "dreaming in a polar state" and being unable to concentrate due to feeling cold and distant. This may reflect a struggle to find emotional connection and sincerity within their interactions. The reference to seeing women in their fate could indicate a desire for companionship or a longing for love.

The later line, "Moving slow I caught a brake / Passion is one of my traits / So is being fucking lame" portrays a mix of ambition and self-criticism. While they recognize that they possess passion, they also acknowledge their faults and insecurities. The following lines express a hopeful desire for success and recognition, where they mention the possibility of having fans look at their stage.